Eccedentesiast | Lucas Wong

Chapter 11 ;)

Your POV;

"What do you mean kind of?" I ask. Hurt laced in my voice.

I see panic in his eyes but he quickly collects himself.

"Well we both have our own history. If you want to know mine, I can share." He hesitantly says.

"Well, I don't need to know your whole life story like right now but, you just told me I'm not your "first"." You say sarcastically. "So now I'm curious. What was your first?" You ask.

"Oh." He just replies. "Ehh well, I have a not so nice ehh... history." He admits.

You pull up your eyebrow and look at him like 'okay continue'.

"I- ehh- you see- I was young and ehh- I was famous- kind off. And like ehh- girls throw themselves on me- and ehh- I just kind of took advantage of that?" He stutters out an explanation.

"So you fucked with fangirls?!" You say, shocked.

"Well not really. It's even worse..." He shamefully looks at his feet.

"How can it get worse?!" You scoff.

"I ehh- fucked around with staff members." He says, not daring to even glance at you.

You stand up. In full shock.

"Omg!" You yell. "So everything that happened between us is just your way of getting in my pants?" You scream, offended. "Omg! I get it now. You fuck the fangirls on the team so you won't get any bullshit from fans and then after the tour you just leave them." It gets even worse.  You're raging.

"Do you know how horrible that is?!" You spit in his face.

He is still looking at the ground.

"Well I stopped. I had the intention of never doing it again and just do my fricking job as an idol and wait until I find love." He yells back at you, now also angry.

"Oh really? So you're flirting with me is just normal?" You say.

"No that's the part where it went wrong." He says looking at his shoes again. "You caught my attention, like no girl ever did before." He admits.

You laugh. "Is this one of your tricks?" You ask. "Unbelievable."

You're angry. His confession really hurted you. It's bad that he fucked around with girls, using his idol status and then just leave them broken hearted. But it's even worse that he now says he won't do it again and tells you that you're special so he can do the exact same with you.

"No way that I'm faling for your tricks Wong Yukhei." You speak out his name with venom. "I have been toyed around with, I'm not gonna let you hurt me the same." You admit on the verge of tears.

He stands up and walks towards you.

"I'm sorry if what I told you offended you. And I'm sorry you think I'm using and playing you. It's okay that you don't believe me, but please give me the chance to show you that I'm real with you, Y/N." He pleads. Your name sounding very pleasing when he pronounced it.

"Lucas..." You start.

He looks at you hopefully.

"Just leave... let me do my job the coming 3 weeks and you just focus on your performances." You tell him while looking at the ground.

"I'm sorry." He says again. "Thank you for listening to me. Good luck with your job."

"Good luck with the performances." You say as well.

"Goodbye Y/N." He walks out the door.

You hear the door shut and you break down.

What a bullshit. You have known this boy for 2 days. TWO DAYS. And he makes you feel like this. Holly shit.