When I'm With You (REWRITING)

Chapter 50

Landon stares at me intensely and I stare back watching his eye's scream anger. He snaps his head at Kaz. "How the fuck could be you be so damn irresponsible?!" 

Layla tries to calm him down but he moved away from her. 

"And you? Dee? You're 22 for christ sake!" Landon comes up to me and holds me by my shoulders. "Why didn't you tell me earlier?!" 

"I-i- was scared you would be di-sappointed in me," I stutter as tears flow from my eyes. Landon shakes his head - showing clear disappointment. "You're getting an abortion....right?" I shake my head. 

"No, Landon. I can't do that. I'm not going to." I put my hands on my stomach as a way of protecting it. 

Kaz pushes Landon away from me with an outraged temper. "Fuck off, Landon," 

Landon punches Kaz in the jaw. "Bastard, you impregnated my sister," 

Kaz was about to punch Landon but I quickly took his arm before he could. "Fuck you, Landon. You weren't even there half her life. That's worse than this. When she needed you, you were probably living your perfect life here,"

Everyone gasped. As if everyone was offended. "kaz...." I softly say. "No Dee, he needs to understand that he's nowhere near a brother to you. He can't just enter your life in the snap of a finger," 

Landon looks at me in frustration. "You have two options, Dee," he looks at Kaz. "It's either you come with me and we'll sort this out without this asshole in your life or you stay here, have his baby and ruin your life," 

"Landon...No. Don't do this," I cry harder. 

"You choose to stay with him. Then your relationship with me and Layla will vanish in a matter of seconds. I'm giving you a day to make up your mind," 

Landon walks out of the house and Layla gives me a sympathetic look. "He'll get over it, I promise, babe,"

"He won't Layla. He won't," 

Layla looks at Kaz. "Take care of her. Make sure she doesn't stress out," 

She gives me one last hug before walking out of the house. 

This can't be happening right now. 

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I sat on the bed, almost traumatized. Both words of Landon and Kaz dance around in my mind from the night before. 

I couldn't sleep. I glance at the clock and sigh. I look at Kaz, who was sleeping with a small frown on his face. 

He won't hurt me. Kaz won't ruin my life. Our baby won't ruin my life. Landon's words were getting in my head and I couldn't take it. 

'you stay here, have his baby and ruin your life,'

'You choose to stay with him. Then your relationship with me and Layla will vanish in a matter of seconds,'

I shake my head and grab my hair, pulling it in frustration. 

I just need to go somewhere that's peaceful enough for ME. 

I throw on a pair of leggings and a jumper and walk downstairs. 

I grab my phone, wallet and car keys and walk out the door. 

As I back away from the driveway, I call Anthea but she doesn't pick up so I call Janyce. 

J - Hel *yawns* lo?

D - Hey Janyce, sorry I woke you up. 

J - It's 3 in the morning. Is everything alright? 

She seemed more alert. As if she was worried that something happened after everyone else left. 

I stop at a red light. 

D - I'm f-

I stop myself. If I keep lying to myself and others, things are just going to continue going horribly.

D - I-i-i'm not fine, Janyce. I'm not. 

I felt my eyes tear up. As if, I was done with all the shit that was going on in my life. 

Like I was about to...

About to..

BURST. 

J - Let it out. Tell me why. 

D - Ja-Jaynce. How did things get here?

The light turns green. 

D - How did I end up here?

I take a sharp left turn. 

D - How did I go from living a happy life to a fearful one? 

I take a sharp right turn. 

D - Why was it me? 

I pick up my speed on the highway. 

D - HOW DID I END UP LOVING KAZ SO MUCH THAT I LOST MY OWN BROTHER FOR IT. 

J - Dee, where are y-

I was looking down at my phone, screaming. Letting all my pain out.

D - HOW DID I LET THINGS GET HERE?

I was so engaged with my phone. I wasn't looking at the road.

J - Stop the-

White lights caught attention suddenly making me swerve my way off the road. 

I felt numb

Like I was immune to all the pain that I could feel. 

I couldn't scream. I couldn't move. 

I COULDN'T FEEL. 

I heard Janyce screaming over the phone. Screaming my name and trying to wake Freddie up. 

I was too weak to move.

I felt a familiar substance running down my face, arms, and legs. 

I heard slight noises of the people out trying to get me out or calling 911.

My head played games with me. Giving me flashbacks. 

It was only yesterday when I was laughing and making fun of Anthea for having a crush on Jay. 

It was only yesterday. 

Yesterday was so close yet so far. 

I start to give in as my eyesight became blurry and the noises became fuzzy. 

I'm so sorry, Kaz.

I'm so sorry, Landon. 

I'm so sorry, everyone. 

Mostly....I'm so sorry, baby.

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ANDDDDD THE END.

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I'm joking. I'm joking. I wouldn't do that. 

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