Previously called trying to fix the broken pieces
Alejandra Gonzales. Who is 17, suffered a great loss when she was 10. Since then nothing has been right. Her family doesn't get along and her mom is always arguing with her. She has 7 best frien...
I woke up in a room. After awhile I realized it was Blake bedroom. I felt his fingers skimming my hair. I look up at him.
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"Morning beautiful. " He says in his sexy morning voice. "Morning. How'd we get here? " "All I remember is getting on the bus and goin to the first club. Then bits and pieces. I remember taking a cab back here. Then you obviously know what happened after we got her. " He said with a smirk. "Whatever. I got my birthday sex. " I said.. "You feelin alright. Cause right now I'm not. " "Not at all. Hangovers are the worst. " I say and close my eyes. "Wanna sleep for a couple more hours? " "Yea. Then we can do whatever. " ---------------------------------------------------------------+------++-------------++-+------------- "Blake! What the hell. That shit ain't funny. " I get off of the floor and walk to his bathroom. The way he fuckin woke me up was to push me off of the bed. Then I hit my head on his fuckin nightstand. I check my head and there a nothing there. Just a little bump. He comes in and tries to touch me. I put my hands up. "No Blake! You play to damn much! " I say pissed off. I move around him and wall back into the bedroom to grab my clothes. I put them in my duffle that I left here along time ago. I go into his closet and grab some of my clothes that were left here.
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I put it on and walk downstairs. I see Elaina in the kitchen. "Hi Elaina. " "Hello Ali. How was your night? " "Good." "Just good. " Blake asked walking in. "Yes Blake. " I snapped. "Ooh lovers spat. " "Yes." "Are you still mad? " "Yes Blake. I am still mad! Why wouldn't I be? " "See that's the problem. You always have to have everything in your control. When it's not you get mad. " "Nothing has to be in my control. If everything was in my control my dad wouldn't have left. I wouldn't live you and your mom would be here. ! " "If everything was in your control you wouldn't love me? " "No I wouldn't. You know ow why. Our friendship mental everything to me. If everything was in my control you would be with a beautiful smart girl. Someone you will want to marry. Not me. I was fine with being friends. We have been friends since we were born. I wouldn't want to risk that. But I did because nothing is in control. " "Ok. So you're fine with us being just friends? " "Yes." "Ok. We are done. Only friends nothing more. " "Ok fine. " I said and walked toward the front door. I took out my phone to call jess we have volleyball practice. "Where are you going? " He said. He sounds upset. Probably because I agreed with him. "I have practice. " I held up my hand when he tries to talk. (J =Jess A=Alejandra.) J: where are you we have practice? A: I know I'm at Blake's. Can you grab my bag then come get me? J: yea I just left. I have the Honda. A: ok. J: bye. A: bye.
Blake tried to hug me. "No. I need my space. " He looked down but nodded. Not five minutes later Jess pulls up. I get in the car and she drives off. "What's wrong! " She noticed the tears running down my face. I don't even know why I was crying. I know we it was going to end. But I didn't think it was going to like that. "We broke up. I don't know why we even broke up. It just happened so fast. " I said as she pulled into the parking lot. "Do you wanna skip practice.? " "No. But after I'm not going home. I'mma get a ride with Taliya since she lives near Tatiana. I stay a hers tonight I just need my space. " She nodded. "Ok but if she don't want to give you a ride then call me ok. " I nodded. We got our grabbed our stuff then entered the school. +-+---------------------------------------------------_--------------------------------------------------- "Alright ladies! Good work today! Next game is Thursday! Hit the showers! " We all went into the locker room. When everyone was in the showers. I grab my phone. I hope she's not at cheer practice. (T=Taliya a=Alejandra.) T: what do you want? A: are you busy tonight? T: no. A: wanna come out with me and my cousin. Bring Matt and the others. T: I guess. Where are you. A: just finished volleyball practice. T: ok well I'm outside with the others. Do you want me to get Blake? A: no. T: ok well come out when you're done. A: ok.
I go and get into the shower.
10 minutes later I am outside with my bag. I see yhem by Jacobs Jeep. It's Jacob Taliya two of her minions and Matt. I walk over. "Hey girl. What brings you over to us? " Jacob asks. "The club. Whoever I'm going with we are going to my cousins and getting ready then we will meet at black out. " "Ok your coming with me. " Taliya said. We said bye and went to her car. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ 30 minutes later and we were all ready.
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"Whose driving? " Taliya asked. "We're taking a cab. We are all getting wasted. " I said. She nodded. Tatiana called a cab while I looked on Instagram. Apparently everyone we'll my friends and Blake were at my house. "The cab is here. " We nid and get up to leave. "The guys are meeting us there. " Taliya said. "Matt and Jacob. " I asked. "And Derrick. " "Ok." I shrugged. Eventually Blake will find out. I don't care though. I just need him out of my head. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ "Jacob.tell Matt to give me back my phone. " I whined. "Wait let's take a selfie. " He says. I shrug. Me ,Taliya , Jacob, Derrick, and Matt pose for the selfie. Tatiana is at the bar. It's her turn for drinks. "Lemme see. " I say. Matt hands me my phone after he posted it to Instagram. "Why did you do that. And with the caption: out for drinks with my besties. " I exclaim.
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"Chill.its just a picture. Let's go. We are gunna dance. "He grabs Taliya hand. I wait for Tatiana to come back with drinks. When she comes back she has my favorite. " You know I love you right? "I ask and take a corona. " Only because I got you what you want. "I smirk and nod. I chug half of mine and grab her hand. I drag her into the dance floor when my song comes on. Well nearly all the songs they aged are my favorite. Black out is a Latino club. They play all Latino pop.
skmetime in between the song Jacob joined us. He had his hands on my waist. I didn't mind as long as his hands didn't wander. After the song I ordered a round of shots. I drank three. I knew then that I was drunk. All I know is that somehow we ended up at Matt's
