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Imagine #52 ; Taylor Caniff (part 2)

part 2 requested by // @nialls_babe_America

so a few of you have requested a part 2 for Imagine 25 so here ya go (: xx

-WARING! TRIGGERING!-

-1 week later-

Lately you have just been sitting in your room crying. Taylor hasn't even tried to contact you, which hurts 10x worse.

At the moment, you were sitting on the couch in your living room. You were listening to sad songs.

You suddenly had an urge you've never felt before, it rushed over you. It was all your fault that it was over. You hadn't paid any attention to him or loved him good enough. You weren't good enough.

Tears streamed down your cheek, you got up and ran upstairs. The house was completely empty, so this would be the best time.

You opened the package and sat on the ground. You rolled up your sleeve and slid it across you wrist. A stinging sensation came upon you as blood trickled out.

You felt like trash, so empty and alone.

-2 weeks later-

Taylor still hadn't contacted you.

Your depression was getting worse. There were cuts and scars all along your arms and thighs.

You were starting to die inside. Today, you were feeling extra depressed. It was all over.

You decided to tweet something before you did it.

@nialls_babe_america ; Goodbye I thought id never go out like this but I love you guys xoxo

You went into the medicine cabinet and grabbed a pill bottle. You went into the bathroom and opened the top.

You took a deep breath and looked at the bottle. Tears slipped down your cheeks, you had never felt so vulnerable. You gripped the bottle as you held it to your mouth.

"No!", you turned to the doorway to see Taylor standing there, crying.

He ran over to you, and wrapped you in his arms. The pill bottle dropped to the floor.

"No, I love you. Im so sorry, please forgive me."