When I'm With You (REWRITING)

CHAPTER 46

He nods, realising I was confused. "I don't want you to feel uncomfortable in any way." He chirps as he stands in the doorway of the room. "Since you seem to be at a really early stage of your pregnancy, I won't be using a transducer and gel to be conducting the ultrasound, instead I'll be using a camera." 

It hit me in realisation too what he was explaining to me. He's supposed to insert the camera up my vagina. 

"That's fine, Doc. Anything to see what's going in that stomach of mine." I laugh trying to show that I wasn't uncomfortable.  

He nods as he grabs the handle of the ultrasound room door. "I'll be out here. Just call out for me once you're done!" 

As soon as the door shuts, my heart pace quickens. The darkroom surrounded me as I took off my pants, following my underwear. I decided to keep my top on just to feel safe even if I was going to cover why the nun gown. 

I quickly check my phone as I adjust the gown on myself, looking for any messages or calls from Kaz, but I hadn't received anything.  

I still haven't told him and I knew that once he came back, I'll have to face the truth and let the cat out of the bag. 

My hands twist open the handle of the door and I peek out the room. The doctor was talking to an elderly nurse who seemed to be showing him something which was hidden from my sight. 

I clear my throat, catching both of their attention. "Sorry I didn't mean interrupt-" 

The elder nurse laughs. "Don't be, darling. This is your time we are using up, you should have every right to make sure this goes quick." 

The nurse walks off without saying bye and the doctor smiles at me as he walks into the room. "She's quite the talker, isn't she?" He makes conversation as he sits down in front of the machine. 

I lay down on the bed, the cold surface making me shiver insight, knowing other people have laid here before, in the same situation as me. "She seems lovely." 

"You have no idea." He smiles as he looks down at the folder he was looking at earlier. "Okay! My name is Dr Bateman and as you know, I'm going to be your doctor for this wonderful journey of yours. Congratulations by the way!" He cheers as he begins to function the machine in front of him. 

I nod at him with a small smile across my lips, trying to take in his upbeat and positive characteristics. If anything, I'm kind of glad I got a Doctor who isn't quiet and unresponsive to humour. I think it'll really help me find a better outlook on myself in this situation.  

"Sorry, I'm kind of new to all this," I admit as I feel my cheeks turn to a rosy red. 

"It really is no problem! You'll get the hang of it, Dee." He holds up a long, tiny rod, kind of frightening me in a way of just looking at it. "It looks intimidating, but trust me you'll hardly feel it go in, okay?" 

I nod, basically giving him the okay to proceed with his job. "Is this process going to happen for my next visit?" 

He travels to the front of me, still sitting in his chair as he gets ready to insert the tiny camera into me. "Nope, this will be your first and last time for this pregnancy."

"Okay, if you feel uncomfortable or want me to stop, just let me know immediately." He informs me as he begins to inch the long rod closer to my inside. 

I shift a little when it spills into me, it felt foreign for a second before going to a sense where it was easy to forget it was there. 

"Ah-Ha! There you are little one!" Dr Batemen says as he looks up at the machine, making my eyes travel there also. "Dee, your baby is really really small, it's the size of a tiny seed. It seems that you are in your third week of pregnancy."