"Nakakainis lang kasi kahit ganon, mahal na mahal parin kita. Kahit pilit kong sinasabi sa sarili ko na galit ako sayo, sarili ko lang rin ang niloloko ko. At ito na naman ako, Daniel.......... handang handa na naman kitang papasukin sa buhay ko........... handang handa na naman akong hayaan kang saktan ako....... Kasi araw araw kong niloloko ang sarili ko......... Sinasabi kong ayoko nang masaktan ulit........ pero hinahayaan na naman kitang samantalahin yung pagmamahal ko sayo! And I hate myself for that! I hate myself for still wanting to be with you after all the pain you've caused me! After all the troubles I've gone through! After all the fights I've been through alone!"
"Naiinis ako, kasi kahit gano pa kita ipagtulakan palayo, ako rin mismo ang maghahabol sayo. Alam ko yun e." Nanatili akong nakatayo habang pinapakinggan ang bawat salita niya. Bawat salita........ parang sinasaksak ako ng paulit ulit sa naririnig ko......
"I'm sorry........" Yun lang ang nasabi ko.....
"I'm sorry you went through alone...... I'm sorry I've caused you pain....... I'm sorry you tortured yourself with all those thoughts..... I'm sorry for making you cry every night..... I'm sorry if you felt like I didn't think of you......"
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Fragments - KathNiel One Shots
Fanfiction💙💙💙 Fragments of my thoughts, collected experiences, along with a spur of my imagination, pieced and separated distinctively to form a wide selection of stories, each told by more than a thousand words. All befitting and pointing one love team or...
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