[39] Dare

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I'm not a barbie doll to be played with! Real men don't play with Barbie dolls, but what the heck do they treat me one!

I'm not in any box, I'm not made in plastic and I'm not a slut like barbie. My eyes filled with anger, I can't do this anymore.

"Eric, we need to talk." I said and walked away.

He followed me.

"What do wee need to talk about?"

"I need you."

He looked surprised "for what?"

"I need you to be my boyfriend."

"What?"

"Just for a payback, please!"

"Uhm. I don't know."

"Please Eric! I really need your help!"

"Oh-alright!"

"Yey!! Thank you, thank you!"

I kiss him in the cheek and he blushed

"Oh I wish this was real" he breathe.

"What?"

"Nothing."

I'm thankful that he agreed, I didn't know who to count one, I know I can count on him because he's super nice and he's not a player.

I know this isn't a thing I should do, but I can't help it. How was I suppose to control myself, if they're stepping on my flawless personality.

The music played suddenly.

Scrolling through my cellphone for the 20th time today

Reading the text you sent me again

Though I memorized it anyway

It was an afternoon in December

When it reminded you of the day

When we bumped into each other

But you didn't say hi 'cause I looked away

Why am I suffering? I just want to find my true love. I'm hoping I would him someday.

And maybe that was the biggest mistake of my life

And maybe I haven't moved on since that night

'Cause it's 12: 51 and I thought my feelings were gone

But I'm lying on my bed thinking of you again

And the moon shines so bright but I gotta dry these tears tonight

Cause you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on any longer

I'll try to be strong for my own heart.

And I saw you with her

Didn't think you'd find another

And my world just seemed to crash

Shouldn't have thought that this would last

And maybe that was the biggest mistake of my life

And maybe I haven't moved on since that night

When I saw Olivia, damn my heart was shattered.

'Cause it's 12: 51 and I thought my feelings were gone

But I'm lying on my bed thinking of you again

And the moon shines so bright but I gotta dry these tears tonight

Cause you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on any longer

As the sky outside gets brighter

And my eyes begin to tire

I'm slowly drowning in memories of him

And I know it shouldn't matter

As my heart begins to shatter

I'm left to wonder

Just how it should have been yeah

12: 51 and I thought my feelings were gone

But I'm lying on my bed

I'm not thinking of you again

And the moon shines so bright but I gotta dry these tears tonight

Cause you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on

Cause I'll prove you wrong that I can move on through this song

I won't let Olivia ruin my life, She's a bitch I'm a super bitch!

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