A Series Of Events: The Carters

Don't Go..

This would be their first vacation together. He asked her to come along and she agreed she needed a vacation. Bey invited her cousin Angie along. She was sure Jay was bringing a few of his boys too.
The first day they were docked and decided to take a walk just the two of them. The conversation between them flowed easily. That's something that was always constant between them. On the phone or in person they could talk to each other for hours.
"So how does it feel to be on a real vacation?" He asked her.
She breathed in the fresh air and the smell of the ocean before answering.
"Ammmmaaazzinnnggg" she sang softly.
He couldn't help but laugh that was cute.
They got to the end of the boardwalk and Bey stood there gazing at the water. Jay came and hugged her from behind. They had talked for the entire walk but a silence came over them now. They took in the view as he held her. No words needed. This was perfect.

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Later on that evening they ate under the stars.
"This day has been so relaxing" she said to him.
"I'm glad to hear that."
She reached her fork over to his plate and took a bite of what he was eating.
He smirked and shook his head.
"It smells so good I couldn't help it."
"Aight lemme have some of yours then."
"No" she swatted his hand away.
He gave her a confused looked "You can take my food but I can't have yours?"
"Touch my plate and find out."
He reached over to her plate again.
She stabbed at his hand this time with her knife.
He quickly drew his hand back over to his side of the table.
"Girl are you crazy?!"
"I don't play about my food" she shrugged.
"Yeah I can tell" he licked his lips looking her up and down. She was wearing a form fitting dress that showed off her curves.
She instantly blushed.
"Can I please taste some of your food Bey?"
She tapped her chin pretending to think on it.
"Hmmm... Okay only because you said please" she took her fork and fed him.
They enjoyed the rest of their dinner. After that they were both pretty tired with them traveling for most of the day so they decided to call it a night.

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They had three days to just be at sea enjoy each other's company get to know each other more and relax. They sun bathed, Jay watched Beyoncé swim. They rode jet skis. They played cards, they laid up and cuddled. Of course whenever they got private time and were sure the cameras couldn't see them they snuck in as many kisses as they could. Jay could get used to this. He had been on extravagant vacations yachts full of women, his best friends, liquor, weed all of that but nothing beats this feeling. He felt free. On top of the world. At peace. He was sad to see their time together dwindling down. They just had their last dinner before she would have to head out to catch a flight to LA in the morning. He tried not to think about it and just enjoy their last night before they would both have to go back to their hectic schedules.

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It was the morning she had to leave for the airport. Jay had been up already when her alarm went off. He would leave a day after her so him and his boys would enjoy this extra day of vacation. He watched her move quickly around the room trying to collect all her things she had spread around.
"Why didn't you do all this last night?" He chuckled.
"I was enjoying myself I didn't wanna stress over having my stuff together."
"Well you stressin' now" he laughed.
"Shhh.. it's fine I know where everything is it's an organized mess" she defended.
"Damn I knew there had to be a downside to you."
"What does that mean?" She asked.
"You're messy."
"It's just the way my brain works I been like this since I was a kid Kelly hated sharing a room with me."
"You're more pretty than you are messy I can live with this."
She was actually making progress. She gathered everything she had brought with her and had it in her suitcase. Now she only needed to get dressed. She went in the bathroom to wash up and change.
Jay laid back on the bed trying to shake this overwhelming feeling of sadness he had. He enjoyed her company so much. It was going to suck to see her go.
She came out the bathroom dressed in a juicy brand sweat suit and some flip flops. She went to put the last of her things in her suitcase then she was officially all packed up.
"Well that's it everything's in there.."
"I'm surprised it looked like a tornado of your clothes ran through here before you packed" he joked trying to lighten the mood.
She bent down since he was on the bed and puckered her lips for a kiss. He accepted pulling her closer to him. They shared a long goodbye kiss. She pulled away first. She got back on her feet, Jay pulled her back into him kissing her again. She giggled between kisses. It was cute how he was showering her with affection before she had to go.
"Okay baby okay" she pulled away. "You're gonna make me late Angie is waiting on me too."
He felt his stomach drop. This vacation was really coming to an end he couldn't shake this feeling of sadness. He wasn't an emotional guy in the slightest. What was happening to him?
"Bye baby I'll see you in the states" she gave him one last kiss on the cheek. He grabbed her hands.
"Jaaaay let goo" she giggled.
"No" he said sternly.
She pulled away "seriously I have to make this flight my dad will flip."
He didn't know what else to do. He stood up so they were face to face and grabbed her hands again "Don't  go... don't leave."
He shocked himself when he said this. Why was this eating at him so much? He never begged a woman for anything especially not her company.
She looked into her boyfriend's eyes and was heartbroken. He was literally begging her to stay.
"Jay baby I would if I could but.."
He let go of her hands "Forget I said anything just go."
"Jay..."
He didn't answer her she could tell he shut down. She looked at the time she literally couldn't stay here to hash this out she was pushing it with catching her flight.
"I'll call you when I land baby."
"Yeah okay.."
He watched as she headed to catch her plane.
He knew she wouldn't be able to stay realistically but something inside of him hoped if she saw how much he wanted her to she'd at least consider it. Truth is Jay had never felt this vulnerable with anyone before and it scared him.

"We were on a boat I had the best time I was like 'man this is great' and then she had to leave and I was crushed and I was like man I don't even feel like this  'what is happening to my body?' And I was just like 'don't go'..." -Jay via Tidal(talking about the song 4:44)