Alexa
"My gosh Sapphire! Ilang ulit na yang 'Blue' by Troye Sivan sa speaker tumutugtog, tama na please! Dama kita!"
"Ang kapal mo naman Janice! Kailan ka ba nainlove ng totoo?"
"Wow ha! So you're telling me inlove ka nga?, kay Devil ba yan?" she asked with shimmering eyes, ew.
"Hindi 'no!"
"uso umamin girl, pang unrequited love kaya yang song na yan. Edi ba edm lover ka? Mga party party? Anyare now?"
"Can you stop speaking like a gay? E ano naman kung nakailang ulit na yang song na yan. Gusto ko e, feel ko" humiga nalang ako ulit sa kama niya at kinuha yung fav kong hotdog pillow niya. Of all people..
"Wait Sapphire, did you just confirmed that you're inlove with Blue?"
I can't say no
Though the lights are on
There's nobody home
Swore I'd never lose control
Then I fell in love with a heart that beats so slow
"Let me sleep Jan, naiistress ako sa batang yun" naging friends lang sila, lakas maka-assume na magiging sila ulit, LUL!
"Talagang matulog ka na dahil naiistress din ako pakinggan 'tong kanta mo"
"I want you
I'll colour me blue
Anything it takes to make you stay
Only seeing myself
When I'm looking up at you" sabay ko sa favorite line ko. Maybe if I change myself and accept her flaws and let my empathy increase, she will like me. Better if it's love.
I know you're seeing black and white
So I'll paint you a clear blue sky
Without you I am colour-blind
It's raining every time I open my eyes
I'm better than her. I can get her out of the dark side and love her right. Maybe we can be what I'm imagining sometimes, every time I close my eyes. Happy and feeling inlove with each other, laughing with each other's laugh, not in the jokes. Not like this, not like I see every time my eyes are open.
Thankfully, my train of thoughts stopped when I remember the party later... I really don't know what I'm gonna do there but of course, I. Need. To. Attend. With my Father.
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Wearing my simple silver mini dress and silver high heels, dad and I entered the venue. Lots of photographers are taking pictures kaya todo ngiti ko rin. Mom and my sister were already here kaya pagkaupo ko sa assigned table namin ay kinulit ko agad si Clarise.
"Kayong dalawa umayos nga kayo, lalo na ikaw Alexa. Andito ang pamilya ni Steve" I don't care, I really want to tickle Clarise till it's time to pray, hihi!
"Ate stop na kasi, nakakahiya ka!"
"Hmp! Magbreak na sana kayo ni Laurel" asar ko pa kaya sumimangot naman siya, waaaah.. ang cute talaga ng baby bunso namin.
"Clarise ano bang meron dito?"
"Araw ng pagbitay sayo haha!"
"Ikaw kaya bitayin ko ngayon" bwisit na bata 'to! Napasama lang kay Laurel ay natututo nang gumanti sa 'kin.
"Sa totoo lang ate, hindi ko rin alam e. Sumama lang ako rito para kumain" nangingiti niyang sagot, ang sarap pukpokin ng takong ko susko!
Hanggang sa nangalahati ang oras ng party at parang baboy na inaantok ang kapatid ko ay wala pa rin ako sa sariling mundo ko. Naghalo na ata ang pagkabored ko at pagiging sawi o miss ko lang siya?
