5sos preferences

Hit pt.6

Flashback

Calum's pov

I sigh as I hang up. I tried asking Y/N, and it's hopeless now. It's clear that she hates me. And, I can't blame her. If it was the other way around, I wouldn't have even talked to her as much as she did to me and Beth. God, what was I thinking that day at the store? I thought I was helping by looking for something to give to Y/N, like ingredients for a cake, but with Beth? That's the stupidest idea I've ever had. I'll never forget the look of hurt in her eyes. My thoughts cloud as I walk along the street, going to my secret area. I always came here when I needed a break from the world. No one-not even Y/N-knows about it. It was a secret clearing in the woods. As I turn to walk through the small patch of woods, I see someone standing in the middle of the train tracks, a train speeding towards them. It only took me seconds to realize it was Y/N. A flood of emotions hit me. She was so hurt by what I've done that she'd rather commit suicide than live with the pain. Before I knew what I was doing, my heart took control of my body as I sprint towards her.

"Y/N!" I scream as I inch closer to her

And as I push her fragile body out of they way into safety, her glassy eyes staring back at mine, all I wanted to do was kiss and hold her

"Y/N, I'm so sor-"

And the world goes black
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I'm sorry that the last two preferences were short and that this one kinda sucks, I promise that the next couple will be longer-how long i don't know-but it will be longer then the last one and this one and better!