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He Cheat's Calum pt.4

1st P.O.V

It's been eating me up alive. For the past week, my confident and tough act has been slowly breaking away. Ever since Calum and Ellie came over, it set me off. I can't take care of myself anymore. I'm falling all of my classes, I've been dressing sloppy, wearing the same clothes. I'm a wreck, and no ones noticed. They can't see my silent cry for help. I need someone, anyone to let me know that I'm not alone. That not everyone hates me, and is going to leave. I sigh, looking down at my outfit. A punk Alice in wonderland with a red and black flannel with black ripped skinny jeans and my vans, my hair thrown up into a messy bun with only foundation and winged eyeliner for makeup. I put on my (nerdy) glasses, and grab my bag, driving to school.

¥School¥

I sigh, opening my locker.

Late.

Traffic was terrible.

I love traffic, because it's not like I have some where to be

I think to myself as I look around the empty hallways. It's about 20 minutes into first block, and thank god I have history first, the teacher should be asleep by now. I take all of my things out slowly to drag on time just in case. Just as I close my locker, I make a stupid split second decision.

'Meet me under the tree after lunch, we need to walk-Y/N' I write on a sticky note, putting it on the locker, walking into class. The entire day consisted of me watching the clock, counting down the seconds til lunch.

RING!

That's my Cue. I scream out of the classroom, trying to be at the tree first. Once I get there, I wait patiently for 5 minutes.

"You said we needed to talk" I hear his voice say, making my let out a shaky breath.

"Luke"