I didn't even realize this book was already on chapter 46 ...
just so you know, my life is kinda sped up right now, and writing this is my therapy
idk if it'll get boring, but i can get to 100+ chapters if it means i'm happy writing this lol
bear w me if you want to, don't if you find the storyline boring at some point, but i'm having fun and getting comfy with the amount of fluff, and hope you'll like it too :)
It was finally school break.
To breathe even more, Jisung has put 2 weeks of vacation too, and he was eager to spend this time for himself.
As soon as he parked the car in front of his parent's house, after diving for some time, he couldn't help but feel teared up at the thought of not seeing Ava for two whole weeks.
When she ran to her grandmother to hug her tightly, he pouted.
He also hugged both of his parents, happy to see them and grateful for the help.
"I already told you that if you feel like all of this is too much, you can still come back to Incheon and I'll take care of Ava, Jisungie" His mother said, kissing his forehead cutely.
"It's okay, mom" He smiled softly "I'm doing good lately"
"You, my boy, had found someone, Huh ?" She asked, smiling at him.
"How do you know ?" He asked, eyes widening.
"It's parent intuition" She smiled softly "You'll see as she gets older" She added, looking at little Ava, playing with the dog.
He hugged his father tightly as well, after being teased because they wanted to meet the infamous person he was apparently seeing.
Before leaving, he had to face Ava's saddened expression. She was happy to be there, but leaving his father was still complicated. Her teared face nuzzled on Jisung's chest for a moment as they said their goodbyes.
"I'll call tonight ... And tomorrow morning ... And afternoon too. She likes her milk warm in the morning and gets a bit too cuddly with grass. Watch out for her hair, she doesn't like people touching it too much. Make sure she's not sleeping too much, she can get overboard with that ... Also-" Jisung rambled.
"Jisungie, it's okay" She chuckled "I can take care of her"
"Thanks, mom and dad" He pouted.
As he drove back, music blaring, he thought of what to do with the amount of time he has.
He knows he wants to produce, he has been eager to do so.
He also wish to see Minho a bit more. He's still sad Minho has to prepare for choreos and couldn't have a few days off as well, but it's alright. He'll be able to see him anyway.
As his belly started grumbling, he decided that he might as well stop somewhere to have some food. And he did.
It was weirdly relaxing to be alone.
He ate alone in a random restaurant, taking the time to organize his thoughts as well.
He loved Ava, more than anything else in this world. But being alone wasn't so bad either.
Walking back to his car with his belly full, he couldn't help but get distracted by a shop just in front of the restaurant.
A music shop.
He liked the vibe, and decided to get in.
He looked fascinated as he entered, in admiration of all the beautiful instruments.
If this place wasn't real, it would be Jisung's absolute dream, or paradise.
He spent some time looking around, loving the things and whining at their prices. Until he arrived in front of a masterpiece.
It was a pretty mixing table, not too big and that woudln't take too much space in a house. It had anything he had ever dreamed of, and knew it wasn't the kind of things you could see anywhere.
And he looked at the price. And he pouted. It was expensive.
Ava's mom hasn't sent anything, but the rent was paid, and Ava was at her grandparents. He'll receive his pay in two weeks and a half... The choice was complicated.
Parent or not, sometimes he still felt like a teenager. Stupid and eager to throw his money by the windows.
After being undecisive for too long, he decided to make a call.
"Okay, just saw a mixing table for production, tell me I'd be fucking stupid to buy that shit and remind me that I have a kid to provide for" He said on the phone, not even greeting the boy.
"What's that again ?" Minho asked
"To produce music easier, basically" Jisung explained
"Then I don't think you'd be stupid" Minho simply responded
"Minho, you're not helping"
"It's your passion Ji, don't let money between you and your dreams" He insisted "You're not even that broke"
"..."
"Buy it" He said
"No"
"Buy it and I'll suck you off tonight" He added, and Jisung could hear the smirk
"Tempting" Jisung chuckled
"Buy it or I'm breaking up with you" He insisted more
"It's blackmail" Jisung whined
"Yes. Now buy it" He repeated
"... If I can't provide food until the end of the month, it's your fault" Jisung mumbled
"I'll buy you food" Minho responded simply
"Don't be stupid"
"I starved myself for years so I could afford my dance degree in art uni" Minho explained"If I have to starve myself to see Ava eating well and my Jisungie producing in his room, I don't mind"
If Jisung's heart could explode, it would have done that at this moment.
"And you do know I live very well. The studio pays well" He added, trying to insist more.
"..."
"Jisung ?" Minho called when the younger didn't respond
"I kinda love you" He blurted out.
He hung up right away.
He got drove back home rather happily, the mixing table in his trunk and he couldn't wait to get home.
Couldn't wait to try it, couldn't wait to sing, and couldn't wait to see Minho as much as he could.
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