I'll always want you!

~*Chapter 56: Liam*~

"Liam , are you sure you feel like going out? I mean you really don't have to entertain James and me. "

My cousin Shannon had been talking about wanting to go to Club M ever since we were sitting in her hotel room at the Clayton Hotel yesterday.... . before my whole world turned upside down. I never told her why I had to run out on them. They were getting married this weekend and I didn't want to put a downer on things. James was supposed to fly in a day ahead of Shannon but she ended up surprising me by coming in early with him. I was so blown away when she opened the door to what I thought was James hotel room. She screamed and jumped into my arms. Then I saw James sitting on the bed. It had been a great surprise, at least for a few minutes until I got Niall's crazy arse call accusing me of sleeping with someone.

"Liam are you going to ever tell us why Greg punched you last night? You said Louis had to pull him off you. Your eye looks terrible. " Shannon said as she fussed over it again.

We walked into Club M and I spotted Charlie so I stopped and introduced him to James and Shannon. Charlie I could tell was giving me the cold shoulder. I guess Matilda filled him in on my whole cheating thing. Whatever.... I followed Shannon and James in and my eyes went right to the dance floor. It was like I instantly knew he was here. "I Cry" by Flo Rida was playing and Niall was dancing with that fooker. What the fook? He had a fooking beer in his hand and he was dancing awfully close to Seth. His arse was grinding all in his fooking crotch.

Just then Greg, Denise,Louis and Harry walked up to me. Harry looked at me funny as I looked at him. He looked at me and then looked out to Niall . I looked back out and Niall had his back to us but that fooker looked up and saw me. He smiled and then he reached down and kissed Niall .

When they say you can't die from a broken heart they're right but it sure as fook hurts so much that you wish you were dead. My heart just shattered and I felt like I was going to be sick.

The song stopped and Niall turned around and saw me. He stopped and stared at me. Then "Over You" by Miranda Lambert started playing. What fucking timing for that song to start playing. I felt a tear running down my cheek as Niall shook his head and looked at me confused.

"I can't do this anymore. I can't love him enough for the both of us.... Greg can you or Louis give Shannon and James a ride home?"

They both just looked at me and then out to Niall who was just standing there while Seth was trying to get him to dance.

"Liam why don't you try to talk to him.... . He might..."

"I'm leaving and I need to know if you will give my cousins a ride to their hotel please, they're talking to Charlie and Matilda . "

"Sure one of us will Liam . "

"Liam, who was that you were with yesterday?" Harry asked me.

I just shook my head. "I don't know who you're talking about and I'm tired, I'm so tired of doing this. I'll see you around Harry . "

I took one last look at Niall who was still standing there and looking over at me. I turned and walked away from the only person I've ever loved in my entire life. I would love him for the rest of my life.

Now I needed to figure out how to forget about him.

**Niall**

Was Liam just crying? I was so confused why was he looking like I was the one who gutted him. I was pissed at Seth for kissing me! arsehole!

Liam turned and was leaving.

Wait.... where was he going? I started to walk over to where Harry was, he was now looking at me like he was just as confused as I was. Seth started to pull me back onto the dance floor.