I'll always want you!

~*Chapter 52:Niall*~

"Jesus, Mary and Joseph it is fooking freezing outside!" Harry said as he bundled up under a blanket. I had to agree with him. It was chilly and my head was pounding and all these damn footie fans were screaming even more than usual. Of course UCD was winning and Liam,Louis and Greg were playing great but right now I was thanking the lord above that Liam wasn't going pro. I couldn't do this every week. It already made me sick to my stomach to watch all these bitches throw themselves at the football players. Liam always makes a beeline to the locker room but a few times I had to see a cheerleader or some stupid crazy bitch fan run up and start hanging all over him.

I hated it. I loved home games because of course  he was home that night but I hated watching all the guys and girls. At least at away games I can't see that on TV.

I noticed there was a guy walking around on the sidelines, he looked familiar to me but I couldn't place him at all. Liam had just come off the field and was standing there getting a drink when he walked up and he leaned down as he said something to him. He threw his head back and laughed. Ummm, hello...... that made me sit up straighter.

"Who the hell are you giving the evil eye to?" Harry said as he tried to look in the same direction I was looking.

"I'm trying to see who the bitch is that is talking to Liam and he seems to be very captivated by his conversation. "

"Niall , trust me, you have nothing to worry about with Liam . If you can't see how much that boy loves you then you need glasses bitch. "

I shrugged my shoulders. Maybe he was right,I was acting like a jealous bitch. Then he turned around and I knew exactly who he was. Nick.

"That fucking bitch, how the hell did he get down on the field!"

"WHO? Who is a fooking bitch?" Harry sat up a little more interested after my outburst.

"Nick.... the bitch that was dancing with Liam at Club M the night I left and we didn't talk for a few weeks. That's him! I knew he looked familiar. Why is her talking to him?"

Harry sat back and pulled his knees closer to his chest in an attempt to get warmer.

"Who cares Niall .... . He's old news. It's not like he is hanging all over him, you have nothing to worry about. Liam only wants you. "

Just then Liam leaned down and kissed him on the cheek.

"Or.... maybe you do have something to worry about. " Harry said as he saw the same thing I saw. That bitch leaned up and gave him a kiss back and then they hugged. WHAT THE HELL!

Liam turned scanning for me in the crowd. Oh what's wrong dick head.... checking to see if I just saw you kiss another guy. His eyes found mine and he smiled.

I was so pissed I wouldn't smile at that arsehole . His smiled faded and he waved. So I did what any other boyfriend would do in my shoes.

I gave him the finger and got up to leave.

"Wait...where're you going?" Harry said as he struggled to get out from under the blanket.

"I'm leaving. I think I've seen enough. " I took one last look and Liam who was standing there staring up at me with a shocked look on his face.

I can't believe it.... how could he...he knows I'm sitting right here and I can see everything! Why would he do that?

You'll never be wanted by anyone.......

My mother's words just kept playing over and over in my head as we walked out to my car.

"SHUT UP!" I screamed out as I threw my hands over my ears.