I'll always want you!

~*Prologue:Niall*~

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*7 years old*

I stood crying against a wall. Mummy was acting weird again and it was scaring me. This is how she acts when she drinks the bad stuff that Greg calls beer. I just want to run and get away before she sees me again and yells. She said she was going to make me cookies and that we'd go to the park to play on the swings. I was so happy thinking about how much fun we'd have.

Mummy had been mad every since her friend called. She told me we weren't going to the park today because she was feeling sad and needed a drink.

"You wouldn't have fun at the park, anyways Niall." But I knew I would've especially because I loved the swings at school. I wish Greg was home, my tummy hurts so bad, and I'm so hungry.

Then she screamed out my name. "Niall!"

I jumped and quickly wiped the tears away. If she saw me crying she would just get mad at me again. I walked up to her very slowly.
She was sitting at the kitchen table with her face in her hands. "Y-yes mummy?" She looked up at me and frowned. I know who she's thinking of when she looks at me that way. She'd tell me all the time I have his eyes. Greg says my eyes are blue like the sky.

Mummy has pretty blonde hair. My hair is much darker than her's. Greg likes to brush my hair and always tells me how handsome I am. He said someday my prince will come and save me and take me away from this bad place. Mummy never tells me I'm pretty, she just tells me I look like my daddy. She hates my daddy.

"Niall, Niall, Niall." She said her I's really funny, like she was having a hard time saying them.

"Do you know that you'll never be wanted? No one will ever love you, just like I've never been loved. No man will ever really want you. You need to know that now. I wish someone would've told me that, fook, it would have saved me a lot of pain."

Mummy was still talking funny. Did she not want me anymore?

"Mummy, I'm sorry for whatever I did. Please don't be mad at me. Please want me mummy!" I cried out. She just started to laugh and then she put her head back in her hands and told me to get out of her sight. I had a funny feeling in my chest and my tummy. Why was it so hard for me to breath? I walked over to the corner in the kitchen and sat down.

When will Greg get home? I just want... I need Greg.

"You will never be wanted by anyone... remember that Niall darlin, remember that.

*Nine years later*

Landon had brought me to my favorite pizza shop for my sixteenth birthday, and I was so excited. We'd been dating for four months now and he was just so sweet, he only ever kissed me and never tried to take it further, which was so nice. He said he loved how innocent I was.

While we were out for our pizza I excused myself and went to the loo. I was standing at the sink when a boy with short brown hair came and stood beside me. I instantly recognized him from school. I was pretty sure he was in eleventh grade like Landon.

"Niall Horan, right?"

"Yes, I'm sorry, I recognize you but I can't place your name."

"That's ok, I wouldn't really expect you to know who I am, Niall. My name's Wesley."

Oh, I've heard of this guy. Harry said he was easy and that every guy with a working penis had fooked him.

"Niall, I really like you. I mean, I like how sweet and kind you are to everyone. I wish I could be more like you."

"Um, thank you Wesley, that's very sweet of you to say."

"Niall, I'm gonna cut to chase here. Do you know where Landon was last night? I only ask because I think you deserve the truth."

I shook my head yes. I had a very bad feeling about where this was going.

My mother's words popped into my head.

"You'll never be wanted by anyone....."

"Yes, he was um, he was at study group at Andy's house last night."

Wesley looked sad. His eyes filled with tears and he looked away from me.

"No, he wasn't, Niall."

"How do you know that?"

Wesley lowered his head, and I could see the tears falling from his eyes. Oh hell.

"I know because he was fooking me in the backseat of his car last night."

I just stood there.... stunned. I couldn't believe it. This was not happening to me. I thought he was different!

Oh my gosh...I felt like I was gonna be sick.

"Why are you telling me this?"

"I didn't wanna tell you, but I really like you and you're so innocent, and that fooker doesn't deserve to have you on his arm like some trophy while he's going behind your back and fooking everything with an arsehole. I'm sorry Niall. I didn't mean to hurt you. I hope you can forgive me someday."

I shook my head to clear my thoughts. I looked him right in the eyes and I could see how embarrassed and disgraced he was.

"Thank you Wesley for telling me, I do appreciate you being honest with me."

I tried to get composed before I turned and walked out of the loo. As I walked back up to the table Landon was sitting at, he had the nerve to smile and wink at me. He must have seen Wesley come out of the loo behind me because his face fell for a second.

I walked up to him and gave him my best smile.

"Hey Niall, is something, um wrong?"

"Nope... I just realized something though, Landon."

He looked around as if he was looking for Wesley... or maybe he was looking for a way out.

"Ahhh, what's that Ni?"

I reached down a picked up a piece of pizza and took a bite of it and then looked at his nice white t-shirt and smiled.

"I realized you're nothing but a cheating bastard!" I slammed the pizza right into his chest then picked up his milkshake and dumped it on his head.

As I walked away from Landon I made a mental note to have Greg and Louis kick his arse.

I was never dating again!

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