Chapter 69

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Hayes POV

She pulls me and holds me close . I can taste the jello. It is still good but I know she is drunk .
I pull back and say

" See a real kiss no game Abigail " I yell

She touches her lips . She is thinking of something I can tell.

" Ok so the kiss is real maybe you think you feel a way because you think Finn does ." She says which makes absolutely no sense

" F**k Finn " I scream
I am so tired of hearing about him .

" You know I have been friends with Finn my whole life and I never wanted a girl because he did . This has nothing to do with Finn."
I scream

" ok I am sorry I am just trying to figure it out " she claims

She seems sad . I don't understand why this beautiful girl is always putting herself down like the only reason I could want is because someone else did .

" What are you trying to figure out ." I ask

" Why someone like you who is perfect . And could have anyone has feelings for me I am a nobody." She says and then looks away

I walk closer to her and raise her chin up and say

" You are not no body you are the perfect one ." I tell her

" Abigail you have to know I never felt like this with anyone else you are the perfect one for me ." I say and mean it

She pulls me in and kisses me .she touches my shoulders . I hold her so close . The kiss is so passionate I feel like I have to be dreaming . She takes her hand and puts it under my shirt.
She pulls back a bit

" You are perfect the perfect one the only one for me ." She says into  my mouth

I realize she is a little drunk but that don't mean she don't mean what she is saying . Usually people mean what they say more when they are drunk .
I push her hair back and kiss her with even more passion. I move down to her neck and give her little kisses .
I hear her moan which I love to hear . She is breathing heavy and I know I am too . I want her so much . She moves me back up to her plump lips but I don't mind . Now my hands is everywhere on her and she is holding on tight as our tongues dance with each other . I put my hands up her shirt I know not to touch any where that  I am not supposed to . But she is moving up and and down and back and Fourth and she is Breathing like she wants it but I can't do it because it might cause her to stop . I just continue to kiss her with all my might until she pulls back and says.
" I want you "
Those words from her mouth I have wanted to hear since she 1 st talked to me at my locker weeks ago . I quickly pick her up like a groom carring his bride over the threshold. And I kiss her with so much strength I gently lay her on the bed . I stop Kissing her for a second . I take in her beauty in but I don't for long I give her a small kiss and ask her

" Are you sure ?"

" yes " she answers and nods

I get on the bed on top of her but I am leaning where my weight is not on her . I kiss her and she wraps her arms around my neck pulling me closer our  kiss deepens. I want her so bad , but I also realize she is drunk and this is the 1 st time she actually admitted to wanting me . Would this be wrong like taking advantage of her . I want her so bad I don't think I could stop if I wanted to .
Then a bang on the door happens and it scares us both .
" It's ok baby " I assure her

I get off of the bed but I see her chest going up and down from breathing so hard .
I go to the door to find Uma

F@@k I forgot about her .

" Look Uma I am sorry this is just not going to happen I am sorry I said it would but it won't ." I tell her
I hope I did not hurt her too bad . I know what it feels like to have the one you want want someone else . I close the door . And remember. Or so long ago the one I wanted did want some one else

" Hayes " she says

I want nothing more than to get in that bed and do what I have been dreaming of doing for so long . But something don't add up

I walk to the bed and look at her smileing , I guess she tells I am not because she sits up .

" What is wrong ?" She asks

" where is Finn " I ask her

" He is at home " she admits

" So you are here because he did something like a dick  head would do but you are not here because you want to be ." I yell

" No I want to be here " she claims and gets up and puts her hands on my chest

I almost believe her until she says

" He just got our date confused and Blakely told me to come here and when I seen you with that girl I got mad so I got drunk then I seen you again and I lost it . " she tells me

" Funny how you thought I only wanted you because Finn did when you only wanted me because Uma did ." I tell her and walk out

I hear her calling my name I just can't put up with anymore of her shit tonight . !!!!!!!!

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