Chapter 43

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I push back quickly and with force .

            " Baby What is wrong .?" He asks he is out of breath
How can I answer him honestly .
I can't tell him because I feel like I want to go further. And that scares me utterly and completely.
If I said that I know he would be glad to go further but I can't I just can't .

                     " I think we need to finish the tasks" I lie

                  " ok " he says and he seems hurt

The last thing I want to do is hurt him . He can be so sweet and he don't deserve to be hurt .

We are walking he is looking down looking for a bug , which I forgot what the task even was .

                     " Here we go " he says as he picks up a bug.

He lets it crawl on his finger . I snap the picture. He then puts the bug on a leaf.

          He reaches in his pocket and gets hand sanitizer out . He squirts it on his hand and rubs them together.

                          " I thought things might get messy and I know how you are about germs " Hayes says

It pops in my head like a ground hog popping out of the ground .
How could he know he would be teamed up with me.   He would have no way of knowing we would be together tonight and I told him he  could hook up with who ever he wanted . Maybe he brang the hand sanitizer just in case .

                    " What did you just say ?" I ask and stop in my tracks

He looks at me and honestly he looks like he just been busted of something.

                 " Iiiiii" he stutters

                 " You what ?" I ask

He appears to be speechless . I just walk closer to him and say

                    " Please Hayes tell me the truth. Why did you bring the hand sanitizer." I demand

                " I knew we would be teamed up " he admits

             " How " I ask I can hear the confusion in my own voice .

              " I had Robert do it ." He tells me

My 1 st reaction is that I want to kiss him for making it happen , but then I realize he has to tell Robert about us .

             " So Robert knows " I question

           " No baby I wouldn't do that to you . I told him that me and Garrett has a bet that Garrett could kiss you . So I ask him to keep you from being alone with him , And he kind of owes me remember Jasmine and Zeeck ." He explains

  I am disgusted by the thought of having a bet on me .

             " So do you have a bet on me ?" I ask and hope he does  not

            " Of course not I would not do that to you Abigail." He says

            " But I have had  bets on other  girls ." He admits

I hate to think of Hayes like that I thought he was different. It really is disrespectful and just wrong.

               " Well it's not right to do that Hayes ." I yell

             " I know that . I would never now . But I did and I knew it was wrong ." He confesses

He seems sincere. But I don't know what he means by he wouldn't now . Like what has changed .

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