He is pacing and it is scaring me . I seen him mad but not like this . He is different like a sadness on top of him being mad . I am not scared he will hurt me . I am scared because I don't know what is going on with him . When we was making out he was perfectly fine . And he staring talking about doing it which I wanted to I did but I don't know maybe this is like sexual frustration. Maybe this was a bad ideal to make out with him every night then he can't have sex with any one . But he did say he actually didn't sleep with many girls . I don't know I can blame myself or try to figure out what is going on all night or I could just ask him .
" Hey Hayes can you tell me what is going on you asked me to come here and I assumed it was to make out and then it got to another level. And I am sorry I just ain't ready to have sex ." I say
He rush over to me and puts his hands on my shoulders
" That is not what this is about , I would never rush you ." He says
"It might have been too hard to the lessons and not you know do it . I know it's too late now but I am sorry . " I tell him
" You really don't know ." He says to me but he is looking down and walking again .
No I don't have a clue .
" This is not about sex . You didn't do anything wrong you basically said from the get go it wouldn't be none of that ." He says
" So you really don't know Abigail." He asks
" No I don't have a clue." I answer
He walks over and breaths out a big breathe
" Ok I am going to to tell you and it is hard because I never told anyone this because I never Never had to." He says
He seems to drift because he is quite .
" Hayes you can tell me anything." I say
That seems to boost his confidence, because he smiles and then says
" Abigail I have feelings for you real feelings for you , " he tells me
I feel like I might fall over .
" Holy moly" I whisper but I am pretty sure he heard
I do have feelings for him. , but I really didn't think he had feelings for me . I don't know what to do . What if this is a lie . What if he is playing a game like Blakely warned me .
" I don't want you to see Finn . I want you to be with me and not for a one time thing actually with me." He tells me
I make a noise but I don't know what it is .
I don't know if I can believe my ears I don't know if I can believe him.
" Hayes I don't think you really feel this way ." I say
" I do you think about it all the stuff that we did ."
He says
" Ok how I am always touching you ." He brings up
" When people make out they touch ." I claim
" Even when it is not a lesson I find ways to touch you." He says
I cross my arms and look around .
" Listen when I realize something was going on more than a attraction I tried to get out , I was going to break up with you or end it you know what I mean ." He claims
" You were ?" I ask
" Yea the night of the notebook I wanted to see you cuz I knew you loved it . But then I couldn't I just couldn't." He says loudly
" Do you think a guy like me wants to see the notebook and would do that unless he really really liked the girl ." He adds in
" I had Robert put us togather in woods night I had a celebrity come in and kiss a girl just so I didn't hurt your feelings." He yells
" I like you I like you I like you." He screams
Oh he does he really does . But what do I do .
" I should have known ." I say
" What" he asks
" The real kiss you had feeling for me then ." I say
" Abigail what you don't understand every kiss was real to me ." He says
Again I am in shock . I believe him. And the thought of this makes me happy . But Finn will be here tomorrow. I don't know what to do . I feel like I may throw up . I start breathing strange . I sit down on the bed to catch my breath.
He sits down next to me and holds my hand . I calm down .
" I don't know I was not expecting this ." I admit
" I don't see how you don't know it ." He says
" What do you want Abigail.?" He asks
" I don't know " I say because I am confused
" Do you still want Finn." He asks
" Iiiiii" is all that comes out of my mouth
He just gets up and walks away . !!!!!!!
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Love lessons
RomanceWhen Abigail Winters gets into her dream collage a year early she realize that she don't have to worry about school or grades but she also realizes she has not had fun the whole 3 years of high school so she decides to to try . She has then comes up...
