Without you

53

Jungkook was in front of Yoongi's studio, he hesitated to knock on the door and when he did, he was holding his breath and hoping that Yoongi was there. He was, he has been waiting for Jungkook for the past half an hour after he finished writing the song and producing some music for some verses.

He opened the door for him and welcomed him inside, Jungkook smiled and walked in, nervously fidgeting the hem of his shirt, until Yoongi asked him if he wanted to hear the song now or if he preferred that he would give it to him.

"I want to hear it." Jungkook replied with confidence and Yoongi nodded and sat down, to sing him the song he wrote for him.

(So the song is written by me but it's heavily inspired by spring day)

I will miss you
Saying this makes me miss you already
Even though I am looking at you right now
I will miss you
I want to hold your hand and run away
To a free land with only the two of us
Where winter doesn't exist
Where snow doesn't fall
To a spring day that will last forever
If we met sooner, would have I been able to catch you and keep you in my arms?

I am filled with regret
I wish I knew hou since the start of my existence
Snow will start falling again
And I will continue to miss you

Will you come back with a spring day?
How long will I have to wait?
How many nights will I have to pass
To see you?
To meet you?

You want to run away
Let me hold you back
Change your mind
I hate you for wanting to leave me
I hate this moment
I hate us
But I will never hate the moments we spent together
I will never stop thinking about you
I will miss you

I want to erase you from my memory
Cause it hurts less than to keep blaming you
I say that I'll erase you
But I know I will never really let you go
You will always be present in my mind

The time is flowing by
And it's never coming back
But I will wait for you
I will come to you with a word

I will miss you
But my heart know that cherries will blossom again
The winter will be over
And I will welcome a new spring day
When the flowers bloom again
I will be here waiting

(I liked this more than I thought and I changed it more than I thought)

By the time, Yoongi finished the song, he has tears in his eyes, that he wiped away immediately and looked up at Jungkook, who was weeping with a runny nose and red eyes.

"I wasn't supposed to cry!" Jungkook screamed in frustration and wiped his nose with the tissue Yoongi handed to him.

Yoongi felt a bit guilty but that was the effect he wanted to give to Jungkook, and he got what he wanted, he still felt guilty and tried to comfort Jungkook by hugging him, and making sure that he stopped crying before he let go of him.

And when he couldn't hear any more sniffles, he asked: "Are you okay?"

"Yes, sorry for being emotional." Jungkook said and wiped his face from the tears, and tried to stop any liquid from leaving his nose.