Without you

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The only problem he faced with, trying to walk away or push himself away was that he was too slow, he couldn't get that far away before Yoongi caught up to him and stopped him, crouching down in front of him and stopping him from going any further, he put his hands on his knee and looked into his eyes, telling that he is sorry for not visiting him and bringing him banana milk.

"F*ck the banana milk! I wanted you! I wanted you to come!" Jungkook shouted at Yoongi, he wanted to walk away so badly, he wished that he could use his legs and just run for it, to get away as far as he could from Yoongi and not talk about anything, because he knew his tears would start falling as soon as Yoongi said anything, he didn't want to look pathetic in front of him.

Jungkook valued himself very much and thought of himself as a strong and independent omega, who didn't need anyone to survive, he could be on his own and will be on his own in the future, but he didn't know that he would be so affected by Yoongi ignoring him and not coming to visit him, by all of them doing so. He thought that he only needed Amy and Yugyeom as friends, but once he got to know Jimin and spent a very small amount time, in his opinion, with Hoseok, Namjoon, Jinx Taehyung and Yoongi, he wanted to be with their friends and to be with them all the time.

Jin helped so much in the hospital and did everything in his power to assure him a good stay and for him to get better soon. He wanted to repay him for that and do something for him in return, but the problem was Jin wasn't friendly at all, he didn't talk unless it was needed for him to say something, he didn't spend any extra time with him, he didn't even try to sit with him for more than five minutes, which made him kind of depressed.

Yoongi never visited him after he got transferred, he only just calls him and text him to get his advice, which made him cry on multiple occasions, he didn't know if it was his hormones or his emotions over flowing because of the recent events, he just knew that it hurt him, being ignored that is.

Hoseok....well he is trying, he visits him once a week and tries to talk to him, as much as he could and they got pretty close, they even played on practicing a certain dance moves when Jungkook gets healed. Things are still a bit awkward between them, their conversations die early and it takes time for them to find something to talk about but they are trying to work things out.

Namjoon, on the other hand, comes without wanting to see him awake, let me explain, he comes to his room at night and puts a cookie beside and then leave, it's weird and sometimes he even hears a camera's sound, which is suspicious and creepy at the same time. One time, he pretended to just wake up and caught him red handed, which made Namjoon run away and never come back, that happened two days ago and he hasn't seen him since then.

Jimin, well he loves him, he is the only one who visits him daily, with a banana milk and stays with him for hours and only leaves when he really needs to, what more can he ask for? Well, one thing, to stop staring him, it makes him nervous and have doubts about everything about himself, he doesn't know why he does it but he stares at him a lot for a long period of time and he won't even stop when he catches him, he just smirks and walks away, who does that?!?

Taehyung, he didn't visit him much, once every two weeks on his own or he would come with Jimin and Hoseok and stay quiet, stare into the distance and never interact with anyone. It irritated him a bit, why visit if you are to stay quiet? At least, he could have asked him about his day or how he is doing but no, he likes being mysterious and dark, and most importantly, smiling at his phone and not taking his presence into consideration.

And talking about friends, he haven't talked to Amy and Yugyeom today, they must be worried sick about him. He was able to convince them not to come and get him back home with so much difficulties, telling them that he will report them with kidnapping if they tried to come and get him and even threaten to never talk to them again and turn his location off so that can never get to him, that was the only way to stop them from coming and he kind of regrets it now.

Maybe if he had his friends with him right, he wouldn't be feeling this way and would have just spent time with them, rather than focus on each individual who didn't visit him and get upset with them; regretting another decision, how much does it make it now, for the day? Probably the twentieth.

And whatever, he doesn't need him in his life, he can manage on his own, he is done regretting things and expecting people to befriend him or be nice to him.

"Jungkook! I am talking to you, are you listening?"

"No, why would I? Move." Jungkook said coldly, his tainted face with tears, no longer one of a pitiful crying bunny but one of a mad bunny, who stopped caring, it wouldn't matter anyway, Yoongi didn't seem to care, about anyone really, other than Hoseok, his shy mate who was more awkward than him when visiting family.

"Jungkook, I just want to talk."

"And I don't and if you don't want to start screaming, you better stay away from me."

"Jungkook." Yoongi said, as Jungkook pushed himself away, wanting to distract himself with the animals around.

'What should I do now?'