~ Kellins POV ~
Its Sunday. Justin seems oddly cheerful today. Whatever, I dont care. Im not any happier, if anything Im worse. Twila makes me so happy and then I miss her more and want her with me, causing me to become even more depressed. I miss her so much. Its painful. I grab some mountain dew and a few potato waffles, Twilas favorite. I stumble back to my bedroom. All week I've barely seen anything. My vision has been so clouded. The only things I've seen are the doors to my bedroom, my bed and the fridge. And Justins face of course. When Im performing, I see a lot clearer. I find myself searching the audience for Twilas face. I swear I've seen her more than once, its just me being too hopeful. I shut my doors and lie on my bed again, just like everyday.
Twila: Heeeeeeeeyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy baaaaaabyyyyyyyy 😊 Xxxx
Aww, she's so happy!
Me: Hey 😌😔 Xxxx
Twila: Awww Kels, you need cheering up? 😉 Im only happy because I know you're not performing this weekend which means I can talk to you loooooaaaads!!! 😃😃😃 Xxxx
Me: Yeah, Im feeling pretty shitty to be honest. Im eating, even thats not helping! 😭 Xxxx
Twila: Whacha eating? 😱 Xxxx
Me: Smiley faced potato waffles...😏 Xxxx
Twila: HOW CAN YOU NOT BE SMILING WHEN YOUR OWN DAMN WAFFLES ARE SMILING AT YOU!?!?!?!?!?! 😱😱😱😱😱😱😱 Xxxx
That makes me smile.
Me: Because they are frowning upside down. Its still frowning. Even waffles cant cheer me up now. 😔 Xxxx
Twila: OH MY GOD THIS IS SERIOUS!!! SOMEBODY GET ME A WHOOPY CUSHION, A VIDEO OF A FAT MAN FALLING OVER AND SOME SHAMPOO STAT!!!! Xxxx
I laugh out loud.
Me: Shampoo? What? Why? 😂 Xxxx
Twila: So you can be a unicorn, duh! 😊💁 Xxxx
Me: Oh yeah! But you cant give me any of those things, you arent here 😔 Xxxx
Twila: 😁... Xxxx
Me: What? Xxx
Twila: Umm nothing...Im innocent I swear oh my god dont judge me! 😂😇 Xxxx
Me: You are possibly the worst lier ever. You know that right? 😄 Xxxx
Twila: Yup! Thats good though. It means if I truly am a bad lier you arent depressed anymore. 😉 Xxxx
Me: Why not? 😐 Xxxx
Twila: I'll let you figure that out! 😉 Xxxx
Me: Noooo!!! Im stupid as hell, I'll never figure it out! 😭 Xxxx
Twila: Well I guess it'll just be an amazing surprise then! I gotta go baby, Im getting ready to meet up with a friend. Bye! 😘 Xxxx
Me: Have fun! Bye! 😘 Xxxx
What in the holy fucks is going on? Everyone is extraordinarily happy and apparently something amazing is happening today!?! It probably wont improve my mood. I read through our conversation and find NOTHING that can help me figure out whats going on. I guess I'll just have to wait and see. Ugh. I DONT WANNA WAIT!!! Kellin, calm the fuck down. Jeez. I decide to sleep for a few hours to pass the time. My smiley potato waffles are all gone and I didnt drink my mountain dew yet, I wont drink it. It'll give me too much energy and I need to sleep!
Why cant I sleep?
1 sheep...
2 sheep...
3 sheep..
GAH!!! ITS NOT HELPING!!!
1 Twila...
2 Twilas...
Now THAT would be fun!
What am I saying? What the fuck!?!
Go to sleeeeeeeeep...
Go to...sleeeeep?
OH MY HOLY JESUS!!!
How do I fall asleep?
I cant remember!?!?!
Just think of Twila...
Mmm...Twila...
What did she mean earlier?
NO DONT THINK ABOUT THA-too late. 😒
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