It's always been you

Chapter 42

Lola's perspective

"Feelings. I like you Lola, a lot"

"And I'm sorry to tell you this now when you just broke up with Zayn but I can't hold it in any longer"

I didn't know what to answer so I did what I had to do, I kissed him.

I put my hands on his cheeks and pressed my lips on his.

It felt different. It definitely wasn't like kissing Zayn but maybe it was because I didn't love Logan, I didn't even know if I felt anything at all for him.

I began to take my shirt of but suddenly he stopped me.

"Wait Lola are you sure?"

No I wasn't sure.

"Yes" I answered and continued kissing him.

He pulled of his shirt and I had to stop kissing him just to look and I must say damn he was hot.

"Like what you see?" He asked with a smirk.

I let my fingers trace his six pack and his ripped arms and suddenly I was sure, I wanted to have sex with him.

"Yeah" I mumbled and attacked his lips again.

We rolled around and fell down on the floor.

"Damn you're sexy" He said when I unlocked my bra.

"I can only say the same"

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"So that was fun" Logan said and buttoned up his shirt.

Fun yes but I felt bad. I had only been broken up with Zayn for a few hours and I had already slept with somebody else.

Sure I had been drinking and was in a vulnerable state but still I should have known better.

"Hey are you okey? You kind of disappeared into your own thoughts"

"Yeah I'm fine but I got to go" I replied and pulled on my shirt.

"Well I'll call you" Logan said and winked at me before he quickly kissed me on the cheek.

I made my way back to the apartment and I couldn't help but feel like I did the walk of shame.

"Steph you home?" I yelled when I home.

"Hi Lola what have you been up to?" Steph replied and turned page in her book.

She was obviously feeling better after been out with friends because she was studying and that made me happy.

"Oh you know, just walking around" I mumbled and took an apple from the bowl on the table.

"For five hours?" 

"Mm" I responded and took a bite of the apple.

"You're lying, you must have done something bad" She said and closed her book.

"Fine, I broke up with Zayn"

"Oh I'm so sorry but it probably was for the best" She said and I nodded.

"Then I ran into Logan" I continued as Steph raised an eyebrow.

"Oh no"

"And we talked for a bit then I followed him back to his place where I drank maybe a bit to much"

"Oh no" Steph repeated.

"We slept together"

"Oh fuck, why?!"

"Hey don't judge me, he was so sweet to me and then when he told me he liked me I just had to" I said and nervously took another bite of my apple.

"He likes you? I thought you said he was incapable of feelings?"

"I thought so too but it probably was just a one time thing"

Then it hit me. What if it was just a one time thing? Did I want it to be more? What if it was more? Was I ready for it to be more?

"Well you got a lot to figure out as always" Stephanie said and opened her medical book again.

"I guess so, damn I thought it wouldn't be no more drama when I broke up with Zayn"

"I guess you were wrong"

(A/N) So Lola and Logan, I actually don't know what I think about them yet....
Hope you liked this chapter even if it kind of sucked.
Ily <34555667
//Maya

Barbara Palvin - Lola Rodes
Gigi Hadid - Stephanie Parker
Zayn Malik - Zayn Malik
Louis Tomlinson - Louis Tomlinson
Niall Horan - Niall Horan
Harry Styles - Harry Styles
Liam Payne - Liam Payne
Nick Jonas - Adam Hill
Zac Efron - Logan Smith