It's always been you

Chapter 41

Logan's apartment was like I had expected a posh, typical bachelor apartment with no signs of anything personal like pictures or flowers.

He took of his shoes and jacket and I did the same.

"Do you want anything to drink? Water?" Logan asked.

"You don't have anything stronger?" I asked and Logan looked surprised at me before he nodded and gave me a smirk.

I wondered how many girls he had taken here? Ten? Twenty? Maybe even more? He was a known player and a heartbreaker after all.

I sat down in his couch when Logan came back and gave me a glass filled with vodka probably.

"Thank you" I said before I drank and swallowed every last drop of the liquid.

"Damn Lola" Logan mumbled when I put down the glass on his coffee table.

"So why are you alone on Valentine's Day? Shouldn't you be of somewhere romantic with your beloved boyfriend?" Logan asked and sat down beside me.

I sighed and felt how the tears welled up in my eyes so I looked away. I didn't want him to see me cry.

"We broke up" I said and waited for him to say something arrogant like that he was right about the fact that we wouldn't last but he didn't.

"Aren't you gonna say l told you so?"  I mumbled and let my hair fall down on my face so I didn't have to look at him.

Logan's perspective

"No I'm not" I replied and put my hand on her cheek so I could turn her face and look her in her beautiful eyes.

"Why? You had right"  Lola continued.

"I can't feel happy about something that makes you sad" I said and saw how a few tears fell from her eye down on her cheek but she quickly wiped it away.

"It's okay you can cry" I said and pulled her close to me.

With my arm around her shoulders and Lola crying against my chest I had everything I wanted, I had her.

The girl who had turned me down because she had a boyfriend so many times I'd stopped counting, the girl who made me lost interest in all the other girls, Lola.

"God I'm sorry, I'm such a mess" She mumbled and tried to wipe away her makeup which made her look even more like panda.

"No you're beautiful" I said and made her blush.

"Why are you so nice to me? You don't exactly have a reputation of being nice and friendly with girls, no offense"

"You're not like other girls I've met, you're special"

"So you're not just saying all these this as an attempt to have sex with me?" Lola asked.

"I mean in the beginning when I first saw you in class I thought you were absolutely gorgeous and couldn't wait to get you in bed but then when I started to get to know you I realized that I felt something different when I was with you" I said and I don't think I've ever been this honest with a girl before probably not anyone, I was a pretty closed guy (except when it came to sex of course).

"What?"

"Feelings. I like you Lola, a lot"

There it was, the feelings I'd been struggling with for months out in the open.

"And I'm sorry to tell you this now when you just broke up with Zayn but I can't hold it in any longer"

(A/N) Cliffhanger!!!! A lot has happened in these last few chapters and I hope you don't think it's to much but I don't want it to be boring.
Hope you liked it!!!
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//Maya

Barbara Palvin - Lola Rodes
Gigi Hadid - Stephanie Parker
Zayn Malik - Zayn Malik
Louis Tomlinson - Louis Tomlinson
Niall Horan - Niall Horan
Harry Styles - Harry Styles
Liam Payne - Liam Payne
Nick Jonas - Adam Hill
Zac Efron - Logan Smith