Soulmates- It started with a dream.

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💜Soo pov..💜

Fuck yes I did it. I knew I could, he was so fucking hard on the dance floor and he was making me wet I couldn't stop the little moans escaping but it spurred him on more, and now here I am outside the night club well in a little alley to the side as there was a few people outside and jimin said he wanted to be out the way no one would see us from here.
i knew I had him where I wanted him, I pushed him against the wall moved my body close so there was the tiniest gap but not quite touching. I looked up at him and bit my bottom lip again, I knew what he meant earlier when he asked me not to do that. He was just staring a me, why wasnt he doing anything. So I made the first move i stood on my tiptoes and kissed him ever so softly not rushing the kiss I wanted too savour him, a few moments later he pulled away so we could catch our breath, then he spun us around so I was against the wall and he pressed him self against me and once again he kissed me. He slowly kissed down my jaw to my neck gently nipping but not enough to leave a mark, he was looking for my erogenous zone which was near my ear, I let out a small moan and he knew he found is mark thats when I felt him beginning to suck on that spot marking me, the moans I was letting out was making him hard again. My hands, which were around his neck, started to trail down his chest to the hem of his shirt, and I took this opportunity to feel what was hidden beneath it. I could feel the slight ripples of his muscles. I reached his nipple and slightly pinched it. He let out a low rumble moan next to my ear. Oh god, he sounds heavily. I need to hear more. I need to hear him screaming my name as he cums. His hands were now on my arse gently kneading the soft flesh, I slid out of his shirt and moved hands around to grab his curvy bum and pull him closer to me I needed to feel him, slowly I bought my hands around to the front I didn't touch him yet I just teased his thighs slowly moving one of my hands to cup him, he was really hard I could feel it straining against his trousers, he still not moved his hands to touch me anywhere else, although we were still making out, I moved my hand too rub against him making him moan in to my mouth, I did it again only this time pulled away.

"we can't do this."

"sorry your right. Let's head to either my place or yours.."

💜Jimins pov...💜

I led her around the side of the nightclub, out the front, was too busy, and people were still queuing to get in. Theres a lot of drunk people coming out.

When I was rubbing myself against soo's arse I could feel myself getting hard it had been a while since I've been with anyone except a couple of the guys when I needed relief and well things got heated between us I know some of us like each other even if we are not soulmates we have a close bond, they are like my brothers but not in that moment it's something different. I started kissing her neck, and I wanted her, and now I know she wanted me to. I asked if she wanted to get out of here I knew I couldn't take her back to the dorm the guys were there so it was either to hers or a hotel for the night but I couldn't use my name for that either normally management sort it because of people alerting the media even If they sign an nda someone is always going to see us.
I was just staring at her. Well, I think I was staring more through her. She was biting her lip again, and it reminded me of the one person I needed to forget. The next thing I knew, she attached herself to my lips it wasn't desperate it was a sensual kiss. I spun her and pinned her to the wall and pressed my front against her. Grabbing her ass, her hands were in my hair, I started kissing around her neck as I got near her ear and she let out another little moan I knew I found the spot that would make her wetter for me. I attached my lips and started to suck marking her she let out another moan and I was getting hard again I felt her moving her hands over my body up under my shirt and she pinched my nipple I couldn't stop the moan that left me. Then she grabbed my ass trying to get me closer. If that was even possible, I felt her her hands moving again. Then I felt her cup my erection that was pressing tightly against my clothes. Only I never moved my hands at all. I don't know why, but i didn't.. I just kept kissing her, and I moaned into her mouth. Then she rubbed me again, and I pulled away, we couldn't do this..

"sorry your right. Let's head to either my place or yours?."

"no soo thats not what I mean."

"Then what do you mean, jimin? I thought you were enjoying this."

"I was."

"So what's the problem then?"

"I just can't it's not the right time." I didn't know what to say without giving too much away

"What do you mean not the right time?"

"look soo I had every intention of fucking you, a quick fuck and then that's it, I knew I'd never see you again." Well I wasn't wrong..

"and we still can."

"no soo we can't, I can't explain the reason to you, but trust me when I say we can't."

Just then she moved closer to me she hooked her hands back into my hair looking me in the eyes and tried to kiss me again, I had to grab her hands from the back of my head and move further away so I wasn't in arms reach.

"please soo I really can't do this, the timing isn't right, I really do apologise for leading you on thinking something more would come from tonight but it can't and it never will do. I am really sorry. I have to go."

But I wasn't ready to go back to the dorm yet. I still need need to clear my head. i nearly did something I knew I wasn't ready for, and it would have been one drunken mess. I know I was angry at Ali for what she did to us and in the spur of the moment I wanted to hurt her like she did to me i was going to do it, I wanted to fuck soo but all I could think about was Ali and I couldn't move on yet as much as I fucking hated her it needed to sink in.
I headed to the park near the dorm, and I sat there for a few hours, replaying the words she said over and over in my head. I didn't want to move on. I wanted to be with my soulmate. But that was never going to happen now, not ever, so in order to move on, I have to hate her for lying to us and not telling the truth from the beginning, with every bone in my body I will always hate her. There is no coming back from this. My mind had been made up. I will move on, eventually, and I will show her I've moved on.
With that thought, I head home, back to the guys who are also hurting, but are going to be so pissed at me for the way I acted.

💜Soo pov...💜

"please soo I really can't do this, the timing isn't right, I really do apologise for leading you on, thinking something more would come from tonight but it can't and it never will do. I am really sorry. I have to go."

I really don't know what happened. How did he change in a few seconds he was all for it until I touched him.
There is one good thing to come from this, and I don't think it will be the last I see of Park jimin.