•Too Much Pride•
Kendall POV
Too many thoughts were running through my mind at the moment. Andrew was definitely one of them; he had to know I wasn't serious. But then again I never said I hated him before so he could have thought I was serious. I sighed; maybe I would be able to think straight if my head wasn't hurting.
Hurricane came trotting by me with a bone in his mouth. Where has he been lately? I shook my head I was getting off subject. I heard someone sigh from behind me and I groaned."Louis I don't want to talk right now." I told him. I didn't want to talk to him right now; I didn't feel like talking to anybody.
"Actually it's Harry." Harry said. I stared up at him as he sat down next to me. It felt kind of weird sitting next to him, it wasn't uncomfortable just weird. I just wondered what he was doing out her. Yeah you would expect it from Louis but not Harry.
"And you're out here because?" I asked as I stared into his emerald eyes.
He shrugged."Truthfully Louis wanted to come out here, but they thought he would make it worse. So instead of him you get me." He admitted as he looked at me. There was a hint of amusement hidden behind the smile he was giving me. I didn't see what was so funny.
"What's so funny?" I snapped at Harry. He shrugged before looking away from me. I narrowed my eyes at his curly head as he stared at the ground.
"How much do you remember from last night?" He asked as he smirked at me.
"I told you I didn't remember anything." I lied again. I was becoming a liar before my very on eyes. And to think I didn't like being lied too and I was lying. God I'm such a hypocrite.
"I know you told me a lie." He countered, smirking. I opened my mouth but for some reason I didn't know what to say, so I closed it back."There is a good reason that you're so truthful, and it's because you suck at lying." He said as he shook his head. That's what he thought was so funny?
"I just remember something's but the rest is a blur." I told him. He chuckled and smiled at me. There was something about that look he was giving me. It was filled with mischievous.
He was hiding a secret that I knew had something to do with me.
"So you don't remember grabbing Louis Jr." He smirked as he burst out laugh.
"Who is Louis... Oh my god." I covered my face as realization it me. Did I really do that while I was drunk? I'm sure their us a law against that?"I can't believe I touch his dick!" I whispered lowly to myself. But since Harry stared laughing harder I guess he heard it.
I pushed him on the ground but he kept laughing."You didn't just touch it you grabbed it." he pointed out. I narrowed my eyes at him and shook my head."And you said 'it feels weird'." He laughed out as he tried to copy my voice but failed.
My lips started to twitch suddenly I found myself laughing with him. Even I have to admit it was pretty hilarious. I'm nor sure if me laughing with him was his plan. After a few more seconds of laughing we calmed down.
He sighed."Now since I succeed in calming you down, you can go talk to your brother." he said as he grinned at me. So that was his plan get me laughing, then get me to apologize? I have to give it to him he's smarter than he looks.
"So the plan was to get me to apologize?" I asked with a raised brow.
"I didn't say anything about apologizing. But since you know you need apologize it means you feel guilty about it. So you might want to." He pointed out as he stood up. I stared at him as if he'd just grown three heads.
"You know you're kind of smart for a jackass." I admitted as I stared up at him. He smiled a genuine smile at me before shaking his head.
"Only you can compliment someone while insulting them." He laughed as he held his hand out for me. Was he always this nice or did I not give him a chance? I took his hand and stood up."You know this doesn't change anything between us right? We still don't like each other."
I nodded, "I wouldn't have it any other way." I replied while shaking my head. Harry wasn't so bad, he had a big ego that needed to go down some sizes. But still he wasn't so bad.
"Besides I don't need a crazy girl as a friend." He replied as he smirked at me. Forget everything I said before, Harry's an ass. I rolled my eyes and smacked him in the back of the head.
"Enough with the hitting." He said while rubbing his head." I bruise easy." he complained as we walked into the house. Everyone but Andrew was sitting in the living room.
"Where's Andrew?" I asked as I looked around. I felt my face go red as Louis looked at me. His brow rose as he looked at me with a questioning gaze. Backing away from them I turned to go look up stairs. When did I start blushing?
He must be in his room. Turning the knob I slowly walked into his room. He didn't look up as I came in; he just turned a page in the book he was reading. He was reading which only meant he was looking for an escape from his current situation. I sat down on his bed and said "Andrew we need to talk."
"What do we need to talk about Blake?" He said while turning a page again. I reached out and took the book from him. He sighed and reached over on his dresser and opened up another book. I rolled my eyes and took that book from him to. We could do this till he ran out of books then he would have to talk to me.
"Andrew please just talk to me." I begged as he was reaching for another book. He stopped and turned and looked at, he crossed his arms over chest. I guess he was waiting for me to speak."You know I don't hate you right?"
He sighed, "Of course I know you don't hate me Kendall, but you just don't understand that I just want what's best for you."
"I do understand that Andrew; but you need to understand that I'm not a child anymore. You need to let me make my own mistakes and learn from them." I said as I looked at him. I hated to see him sad but he needed to hear this. If he didn't he would continue to treat me like a baby which I'm far from.
"I know you're grown Andrew; we are in fact the same age remember. But I just want to protect you from making those mistakes." He admitted. My brother could be so clueless sometimes. He couldn't protect me from making mistakes but he could be there for me when I did.
I lay down next to him," Andrew you can't stop me from making mistakes." I paused as I stared at him, "But you can be there for me when I make them, that's what big brothers are for."
"Maybe I did overreact a little bit." He admitted sounding a little amused. So I'm guessing he was over it now. This was how we worked we fought, made up, then laughed about what we were fighting about. I loved my brother no matter what we went through.
"Yeah you did overreact; you even punished the boys too." I said, smirking.
"No actually Paul punished them. He said whatever punishment I gave you they would have to do it. I didn't really think that was fair because neither one of them came home drunk, but I didn't question him." He told me as he closed his eyes. I wondered why they were helping me clean the house up."And the fact I had you work with Harry made your punishment worse."
"I'm going to cook your favorite meal to night." I said as I looked over at Andrew. Smiling when I noticed he was sleep I eased out of his bed. A shook my head as I looked at him, he could be a pain in the ass but he was my pain in the ass. Quietly and slowly I walked out of the room and shut the door. I'd wake him up when it was time to eat.
"So you made up with your brother yet?" Louis asked as I came down the stairs. I looked away from him and turned to go into the kitchen. Before I made it into the kitchen I could her Louis asking Harry what he had told me? How could I face Louis now knowing I sexually assaulted him while I was drunk. I don't think he knows I know I did it.
"Kendall what did Harry tell you?" Louis questioned as he walked into the kitchen. Panicking I had to think of something to tell him and quick. I couldn't tell him I knew I touched him so I had to tell him something else. Maybe Harry didn't tell him anything?
"I don't know what did he tell you he told me?" I countered as I looked into his blue eyes. He looked as if he was in thought before locking his gaze on me. An eyebrow rose he was trying to read. I didn't worry about him doing that because I knew he couldn't read people as well as Harry could. So I could possibly lie to him and he'll believe it.
"You're avoiding the question Kendall." He said as he smirked at me. I shook my head and turned away from him. He wasn't getting anything out of me so even try? Then again he was Louis he didn't really give up easily.
"I'm going to find out." He warned me as he sat down in a chair. What was he just going to sit and watch me the whole time? Shaking my head I took out the food I was going to cook while Louis watched. I found myself smiling to myself he was being so stubborn, yet I was kind of happy he was watching me.
Just then Niall walked into the kitchen and smiled at me, "They were wondering if you were cooking anything tonight?"
"They were wondering or was you wondering Niall?" Louis teased as he stared at the blonde. Niall went red in the face as he stared at the floor. Even I have to admit that it was kind of adorable. He looked back up at me with big blue eyes and a pout. The puppy dog face really? That face isn't going to work on me. I didn't think it was possible for his eyes to get wider but they did.
"Yes Niall I'm cooking." I replied as I watched him fist pump the air. He stopped as he noticed me and Louis looking at him. He shrugged before leaving us alone. Going back to cooking, I heard Louis getting out of his chair. I came face to face with Louis as I turned around, their was this feeling in my stomach as he gazed at me. I've never felt this feeling before and honestly I kind of liked it.
We just stared at each other before he backed away."Sorry about that." He whispered before he left. Exhaling I sighed as I went back to cooking, as my breathing went back to normal.
After the food was done I called everyone into the kitchen. Everyone came down except Trent he was probally still passed out. But I knew he still needed to eat something."Who's going to go wake Trent up?" I asked as I looked around.
Liam stood up,"I'll go wake him up love." He replied as he took off up the stairs.
"Look who's having a bromance." Zayn said as he smirked. I raised my brow at this term. Honestly i've never heard it before.
"I didn't know Liam was gay." I said as I got into the conversation. They started laughing even Andrew; I didn't why it was funny.
"Liams not gay. Just because you have a bromance with someone doesn't mean you're gay." Zayn informed me. I was confused the term 'Bromance' made it sound like he was gay. "Bromance is when two straight guys are really close too each other. And i've seen them two together a lot." Zayn finished. I nodded and sat down on the counter.
Louis sat right beside me and bit into his hamburger. I looked at him out of the corner of my eye as I ate."Why won't you just call the it bestfriend instead of bromance?" I asked as I ate.
"Then that would be gay." Louis replied. I rolled my eyes as the rest of them agreed; I will never understand boys. You know that feeling you get when you enter a room after someones been talking about you. Yeah I bet Liam and Trent felt that way right now.
"What I miss?" Trent asked as he looked at us.
"Oh nothing just the usual." I replied.
When dinner was over we got Trent and Liam to clean the dishes, since they were still eating. I was waiting on the shower, but whoever was in their was taking forever. And on top of that I really had to pee.
"Hurry up in there." I yelled as I banged on the bathroom door. Hearing the toilet flush I backed away from the door, when the knob wiggled. Covering my nose when Harry stepped out with a smile on his face."You could have sprayed it. I yelled when he walked away.
I used the toilet and then got in the shower. I didn't take long in there because someone was banging on the door. This is what happens when you have eight people living in your house. Then their all guys, I need to invite the girls over. If Liv was still talking to me, haven't really spoken to her since the incident.
Opening the door to my room I noticed one thing missing, Hurricane. He always came home before nightfall. I would have to go find him, sighing as I slipped on some shoes. I grabbed the flashlight that was beside my bed and a black hoodie. I was going to kill that dog when I found him.
"Where are you going." I cursed silently to myself when I heard Louis's voice."I know you're not sneaking out again?" Louis asked as I turned around. He had his arms crossed over his chest as he stared at me.
"Even though it's none of your business, I'm going to go and find Hurricane. Now you can just go back to bed." I told him as I turned to walk away but he stopped me.
"I want to help look for him, just let me get my shoes." He said, while running back to his room. I rolled my eyes as I waited for him. I could have just left but it was dark out.
He finally came back and we went out to look for Hurricane. I flashed the light around as I called his name. Their was no trace of him in the town which only meant he was some where in the woods. Bad scenarios played in my head as I searched. What if he was hurt or worst dead?
Louis grabbed my arm when we came up to the entrance of the woods."We are not going in there." he said as he pointed towards the woods. I rolled my eyes at him as I stared walking."Kendall I'm serious." he said as he pulled me back towards him.
I yanked my arm away from him and glared."I know these woods like the back of my hand. If you're scared then go back, but I'm still looking for him." I snapped.
He groaned,"I'm not scared." he mumbled as he took the flashlight and walked into the woods first. Smirking I followed behind him till we were walking right beside each other. The easiest way to get a boy to do what you want is to say he's scared.
Our steps came into sync as we walked close to each other. Louis wasn't saying much other then calling Hurricane's name. I came to the conclusion that he was scared. Hurricane was a trained dog so he always came when I called him. Unless he was far away and couldn't hear me.
"I don't think he's out here." Louis whispered, as he flashed the light on the pond that was ahead of us. Why was he whispering?
"Just let me look a little more then will go home." I promised as we looked around the pond. This would be the last place I looked before going home.
"I wonder how deep it is?" I heard Louis say to himself. I knew he was talking about the pond but I didn't bother to answer. Hurricane had to be somewhere out here. Sighing I called his name one more time before shaking my head.
"I guess we can go," A loud splashing sound made me stop talking, as we were plunged into the dark. I shut my eyes as I inhaled deeply,"Louis please tell me that wasn't the flash light?"
"Sorry Kendall it slipped." He responded as he laughed a dry laugh.
"Now what are we suppose to do Louis?" I yelled loudly at him.
He shrugged as he came to stand next to me, rolling my eyes when he tripped."We could just go home." he said.
"Louis if I can't see then we can't find our way back home." I hissed through clenched teeth as I pushed him away from me."We can either stay here till morning, or try to find our way back."
"Either way were screwed?" He asked.
"Pretty much."
Authors note: Another chapter :) Their has been something bugging me since I stared writing this story. I know I ship Louis and Kendall, but who do you ship? Comment and tell me because I really want to know.