October 29th
I laid in bed waiting for my food to arrive. Which didn't last long. A mama impatient. I got up going to the couch grabbing Silas' ice cream. I watched reruns of love & hip hop Atlanta.
"What's up lil bit?" He asked walking in sweating.
"Hey. How was the gym?"
"It was good." He said going to the fridge to get water.
He's been going the the gym, he goes at different times and stay for different times each time he go. No schedule which means if someone was watching to see his routine they wouldn't know when to strike. Plus he leaves every security guard with me.
"Kleo..."
"Hmm?"
"What you eating?"
"Nothing."
"Oh wow..."
I stuck another spoonful in my mouth.
"So that ain't my ice cream?"
"What about it?" I asked.
"What's wrong with you?" He asked laughing.
"I'm pregnant."
"Okay girl. You hungry?"
"No I got pizza on the way." I said watching the screen.
"Talk to me lil bit. We been knowing each other too damn long."
"It's nothing Silas."
"So you just gone shut me out?"
"You gone go to another strip club, get her pregnant and lie about it?" I asked smiling.
He walked away going to the shower. I put the ice cream away following him.
"I'm sorry. That was bitchy of me." I said.
"It's cool. I just was worried about you."
"I'm sad Silas."
"Is it a new reason why other than the kidnapping?"
"Both of them. I couldn't even enjoy my pregnancy." I frowned.
"I'm-"
"I fell in love with you. My plan was to run away, but then I fell in love so I was going to stay. I had got pregnant we was doing good. Then you fucked up. Cheating. Infidelity is a no. If you never kidnapped me we never would've been put in this. If you didn't cheat I would've never ran. Now I'm pregnant. No family pictures. No big baby shower. No long nights up together. Shit depressing." I said crying.
"I'm sorry baby girl. I am." He said getting out hugging me. Penis all on me nasty bitch.
"I want a divorce." I mumbled causing him to stiffen letting me go.
"Can we wait?"
"No... Silas I'm tired."
"That's too damn bad."
"I- Okay." I said walking away hearing the doorbell. I opened the door in his robe. I'm pregnant and damaged nobody wants me nor looking.
I grabbed the box going into the kitchen eating.
"My feet swollen." I said to myself looking at my hands too.
"Let me fix this. January 1st if you still not in it fine."
"No Silas just give up."
"No Kleo Promise King. I'm not giving up. That's for the weak." He said walking on the balcony. I sighed defeated.
October 31st
"Kleo." I heard Silas say from behind me.
"What?"
"Get up and get dressed."
I got up so quick all I been doing is sitting inside. I'm healed for the most part. Am I still on bed rest? Mind your business. I'm just trying to walk this baby out and enjoy sunlight.
I threw on some sweats and a shirt of Silas'. We pulled up to a warehouse and I sat back scared.
"Girl c'mon." He laughed helping me out. I got out. We walked in and I instantly smiled. He set up a photoshoot.
"Go sit your ass down." He said pointing at the make up chair. Razz came out making me get excited.
"Hey baby mama." Razz smiled. I hugged him cheesing.
"Hey! How you been?"
"Good and stressed. Let's start on this hair." He said.
We sat catching up until he was done.
"I kind of like your baby-daddy." Razz mumbled walking away. He had to go back to the trap sadly.
I saw a black robe sitting out assuming this was an outfit. I put it on.
"What we doing? I need my nails done."
"Girl shut up!" Razz yelled walking back in.
I looked at him confused.
"I forgot I had to do your hair again."
Silas and I posed away before heading to our next destination. He gave me my maternity shoot so our son can look back at this moment.
"Close your eyes." Silas smiled. I looked at him confused before doing so. He helped me out and walked me.
"Open.... HAPPY HALLOWEEN!" He yelled.
I laughed looking at the pumpkin patch.
"Pick one out. I would've took you to the haunted maze but you too scary and my son would be on his way. Next year maybe?" He wiggled his eyebrows.
"You remembered how much I love Halloween..." I laughed. I enjoy this side of him. It reminds me of how much I do still love him, but also why I can't do this again.
"Of course girl." He said walking beside me rubbing my belly.
I picked a perfect round, huge pumpkin.
"We gone carve it tonight. You want one of them lil candy apples?"
"Oooo yes. I want a caramel apple too. They got them popcorn balls?" I asked getting excited.
"Yeah princess." Silas answered walking us into the little sweets shop.
I inhaled smelling pumpkin spice and cinnamon smiling softly.
"Okay now you gone breathe the whole shop up." Silas joked as I grabbed sweet treats.
"Haha very funny." I squinted at him.
"Let's make a bet.."
"What Silas?"
"I go bobbing for apples, if I get all 20 in 2 minutes you got to give me a kiss." He said smirking.
I thought about it. Silas competitive but the task is hard, so I nodded agreeing.
I sat back laughing my ass off from this man. He honestly looked like he was drowning. 2 minutes later he had 21 apples. He was determined. Snot running out his nose from breathing the water and short breath. He wiped his face drinking my water.
"You ready to go?" I asked smiling.
He leaned down kissing me grabbing my ass deepening the kiss.
"I'm ready now." He smiled. I smiled back walking back to the truck.
We grabbed some food and went home and I saw cute little baskets and a gift bag.
"What's this?" I asked eating some of his fries.
"Your push presents and a Halloween gift." He said side eyeing me.
"You didn't have to."
"I wanted to."
"Thank you." I said hugging him. This really made me emotional. I'm trying to walk away and he actually trying.
"Why you crying Kleo?"
"Why you being nice? Why you not hurting me because I ran away and shot you?"
"Oh I wanted to, but I'm the one to blame. Took me some time to realize that, but when I saw you... I remembered how much I truly love you. I got you though." He said winking before biting his Philly Cheesesteak.