January 28th
I sat inside this cute cafè with Hush and Leigha. I sipped my mimosa while watching them closely.
"How long y'all been fucking?" Razz asked taking a shot. It's fucking 11 in the morning and he already starting.
"Since New Years. Just a month. Casually fucking." Lei said looking upset.
"I told you I just wanted to move slow. That's it. Not no casual fucking. I want to build that's all I'm saying." He whispered looking at her.
I watched feeling a pang of jealousy.
"Ewww get a room!" Razz yelled. I wish Silas and I were that way, but we're not. An hour passed maybe because I kept throwing the mimosas back even took some shots. When we walked outside Razz and I put our sunglasses on.
"Never Day-Time drinking again." I mumbled. I got in my truck and drove home safely.
"Silas?" I yelled.
"Girl I'm right here." He said from the couch.
"Hey... I bought you food." I said trying to look normal. We had an agreement to no drinking since I'm not getting pregnant instantly.
"Thanks, I saw you drinking on ya lil friends Instagram." He stated before eating. He looked a little upset.
"Damn it." I mumbled to myself.
"I need to go handle something so I'll see you later."
"Wait... I missed you."
"Drunk sweet Kleo today huh."
I hugged him looking up at him lazily. The liquor makes me another person.
I rubbed his neck slowly.
"Who dressed you ma-ma?" He asked rubbing my hips.
"Razz, he said he loves when I dress like this."
"Hmmph."
"Stop acting a way towards my best."
"I guess.."
"What you doing today?"
"Trap."
"Can I come?" I asked pouting a little.
"No."
"Please..."
"No."
"Please-"
"What I say the first two times?" He asked choking me.
"Listen lil bit. No, I'm firm on that no. Go shopping or some shit."
"What's the point of being married if I feel alone." I mumbled going upstairs ignoring him.
I undressed and took a shower. I took my time washing my body. I heard the bathroom door open as I was getting out. I looked up to see Silas.
"Kleo I'm sorry. I just don't need you around that shit. I'm not trying to be mean or anything I just want you to be safe." He said looking in my eyes.
"... okay."
"Stop trying to walk away. Go get ready. I'm going to go to the trap then after we can go on a date. But when I get to the trap you sitting in the car."
"Deal." I said walking to the closet. I smirked at how quick he broke. Make him fall in love then break him... Simple.
I found an outfit and quickly got ready.
"Lil bit?"
"Closet!!"
"Oh you look pretty."
"Thanks."
"You ready or?"
"Yes." I said running down stairs pouring myself a cup of Hennessy after taking one to the head. I grabbed a red bull and waited by the door.
"You drinking too much."
"Not really."
"How we gone have a baby at this rate?"
"I don't know Silas." I mumbled putting my seatbelt on.
He kept quiet grabbing my thigh as he drove. We got to the trap pretty quickly with Silas driving fast.
"Can I drive somewhere while you in there?"
"Yeah, hurry back. Be safe if you stay on this part of town. Matter of fact I don't need you in danger."
"Please. I promise I'll be safe."
"Promise... You can't wait until I'm done?"
"No."
"Why?"
"Because..."
"What?"
"Okay... I'll wait."
"You coming in too. I don't trust that shit." He said pulling me out the car on his side. He picked me up and carried me in.
"I'm hungry." I mumbled in his ear.
"Don't start lil girl."
"I am."
"I got snacks in the little bedroom. I need you to do me a favor though."
"What?"
"So since the New Years Eve Ball got cancelled they doing a Valentines one. I need you to add that to the calendar along with some other shit. Use my phone to see all the important dates. Neat handwriting please." He said placing me on the bed kissing my forehead.
I get his phone for a limited time. This should be interesting. I sat on the bed and did what he asked me to. I finished quicker than expected though so I decided to take selfies on his phone.
"Lil mamaaaa!" Hush said hugging me.
"Heyyy!"
"I missed you."
"Nigga you saw me earlier." I said getting comfortable on the bed.
"So? Anyways what you doing?"
"Nothing. I'm surprised you in here, thought y'all had business to discuss."
"We do, but your nigga just been acting funny with me." He shrugged. It's true, but Silas a weird ass nigga so I never paid attention to it.
"Well go home."
"No, I plan on going to Leigha's."
"You look so in love!"
"I'm getting there."
"Must be nice, I want to be in love. Sadly I I just got love for him. I don't want to be used for a kid nor for a image. I want love."
"Kleo, you know he could've chose anybody. It wasn't for the baby nor image. That nigga in love with you, he's obsessed with you. He's stuck in his ways, but he trusts you too."
I laid my head on Hush's shoulder deep in thoughts.
"I can't stay though... it's not right." I whispered.
"Shhhhh don't tell me nothing. The less I know the better. Just do what's best for you."
"I will..."
"Lil bit I'm done now." Silas said walking in the room. His facial expression changed immediately when he saw me laying on Hush.
"I'm about to dip. Bye sissy pooh." He said kissing my forehead, after ruffling my hair.
"Byeeeee! Text me when you get where you going so we can plan another day like today." I smiled. He threw me a thumbs up while winking causing me to laugh.
"What was that?" Silas asked.
"What?"
"Soooo y'all must be fucking."
"No."
"Why were you with him today?"
"Went to eat." I said walking out the trap with him following close behind.
"Why was he there?"
"Because he was. Please open the doors I'm freezing!"
It's not my place to say shit about Hush's love life. So Silas can be mad.
"Why are we married yet holding secrets." He asked yelling once we got in the car.
"MAYBE BECAUSE YOU FORCED A MARRIAGE DUMASS." I screamed back.
"I'm starting to regret that shit." He said pulling out the driveway.
So much for a date night.