Shawn's POV:
"Alright guys." Mr. Shue starts talking and I roll my eyes. "It's finally here. Regionals." He announces and everyone cheers except me. I sit away from everyone.
"I just found out, because of safety concerns related to late-season tornados, Indianapolis has declined to host the competition." He tells us and I sigh and roll my eyes. I start playing a game on my phone, ignoring everything.
"So! As defending champions, we're having regionals here, in our auditorium." He announces and everyone makes amazed faces and cheers. It's not that amazing. I shake my head.
"Home court advantage, yo!" Artie yells and whoops. Kinda cringy.
I pull out my phone and start texting.
"You should get off your phone." Sam leans over and whispers. He's like 4 chairs away from me.
"Leave me the fuck alone." I say quietly through gritted teeth. He puts his hands up in defense.
"Now, because of a sexting scandal at Our Lady of Loneliness, their glee club, the Nun-touchables, has been excommunicated by the new pope." Mr. Shue starts explaining. "They've been replaced by the world-famous boys of Ziegler Prep, the Waffle-Toots."
"Like cake farts?" Artie asked.
"They're very good." Blaine backs him up.
"The Hoosierdaddies are still the odds-on favorite. I mean, their lead vocalist, Frida Romero, is a tiny juggernaut of talent. We are in for the fight of our lives." He states seriously. "So... let's get real. There comes a moment in every performers life that defines him or her, sometimes for the rest of their career. This is our moment. We've struggled, we've endured, and now we must triumph." He states with pride. "And speaking of that, I want us all to just take a moment to send some positive energy to one of our very own. She has her final callback for Funny Girl today." He adds on. "So, let's all give a big round of applause to Rachel, wherever she is." He says and everyone claps but me. I'm happy for Rachel, but I'm not in the mood to clap.
I hear him sigh. "Shawn, can you move closer to the group and get off your phone."
"No thanks." I reply still using my phone.
I hear him slam a book on the piano. I don't move one bit. Is that supposed to scare me?
"Shawn I am tired of your attitude!!" He yells.
"And I'm tired of that terrible haircut but you don't see me complaining." I shrug and I hear people Ooh.
"What is up with you??" He asked sighing.
"For the last time, I'm fine." I say still looking at my phone.
"Why are you acting like your old self?" Sam asked.
"I'm not." I answer nonchalantly.
"Can you pay attention? We need to listen to win regionals." Tina tells me.
"I can multi-task." I answer.
"Shawn, we are all worried about you. You've been acting out for a whole week." Blaine stated with concern in his voice. I roll my eyes.
"Yeah. Talk to us." Artie added.
"I'm fine." I start through gritted teeth. "And don't worry about me. Worry about yourself!!" I yell at Blaine. His eyes widen. "Just everyone mind your business!!" I shout furious. I walk towards the door. On my way there, I throw a chair in the opposite direction of the class. I storm out the room and slam the door.
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Sam's POV:
For the past week, Shawn has been acting strange. She's been storming out the room for no reason, distancing herself. She has screamed at 3am everyday for the last 7 days. She usually only wakes up screaming at most 2 times a month. Ever since she spoke about the incident, she hasn't been herself. I don't know what's up with her. I'm really worried. We are in the choir room again. All of a sudden, Shawn gets up and walks towards the door.
"Where are you going now Shawn?" Mr. Shue sighs.
"I'm leaving." She states sternly.
"What is up with you? What's up with the attitude??!!" Mr. Shue asked, fed up.
"Nothing!!" She yells, startling everyone. "Leave me alone!! Everyone leave me the hell alone!!" She yells, throws a chair and storms out.
"She's seriously gonna kill someone." Kitty states bitchily.
"Okay this has gone on for to long." Blaine started.
"She's been like this for a week now." Unique sighs.
"We have to find a way to get her back to normal." Marley says.
"But she won't talk to us. We've tried, multiple times." Jake tell us sighing. "She won't talk to no one."
"Well we better get someone to talk to her, or else her moods can cost us regionals." Mr. Shue states and we all have worried looks.
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Shawn's POV:
I was taking a ride on the Sham cart on the field when I hear someone.
"Is that the humpback whale?" I look at the bleachers and see Sue.
"The hell are you doing here? Shouldn't you be in jail?" I start driving away from her.
"I'm hear you see how you losers are doing without me." She gets off the bleachers starts running next to me. I start picking up speed.
"Stop fucking following me!!" I growl and go faster.
"Watch who your talking too peppa pig!!" She yells running faster. "I will pick up this cart, throw it in my cannon, and launch it with you in there!!" She yells, she grabs onto the back of my cart. "Where we going fish face?"
"Get off!! Leave me alone!!!" I yell and try to make swift turns so she falls off.
"I have the grip of a python. You can't push me off worthless troll!!" She laughs menacingly.
I growl and stop abruptly. She falls off and I quickly drive away.
"I'll get you for this you felion!!" She yells. Whatever. I drive off the field.
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Sam's POV:
Im in the choir room and I see Shawn walk in behind Marley and Jake. I see Mr. Shue counting everyone as they come in come in.
"...six, seven, eight, nine..." Mr. Shue counts them.
I sit on the piano next to Tina
"Uh, are Joe and Sugar here?" He asked. When is the last time they were here??
"Present Mr. Shue!" Sugar announces as the both walk in. Everyone cheers but Shawn who is sitting in the back paying no attention to anyone.
"Sugar!" Tina yelled excitedly. Sugar goes and hugs her and then her and Joe sit next to each other in front of Unique.
"Guys, I have finalized our set list. We are going with 'I Love It' by Icona Pop..." He trails off.
"I love it!" Tina cheers. I see Shawn look at some of her Polaroid pictures.
"Yes. 'Hall of Fame' by The Script and will.i.am." Mr. Shue adds and everyone cheers but Shawn again. I am really worried about her. Just then Brittany walks in the room with a suitcase. "And Marley's original song 'All or Nothing'." He adds and everyone starts chattering amongst themselves.
Brittany puts her suitcase down and goes over and stands next to Blaine.
"Hey Mr. Shue, what about my original song?" Brittany asked. "Do you remember? My cup, my cup" Brittany starts singing them Artie joins in.
"Sayin 'What's up?' To my cup, my cup. More of a friend..." Brittany and Artie sing and trail off at the end.
"My cup is one of a kind, but we're going with Marley's song." Mr. Shue tells her.
"Oh, come on, boo. Two thumbs down." Brittany puts her thumbs down. "The only way to polish that turd of a song is with my angelic alto voice." Brittany says and I and confused at her new attitude. "So I demand to sing it as a solo. And I demand to sing all the good songs as solos." She steps down and walks away from Blaine. "Everyone can snap their fingers and match around behind me." She turns her attention to Tina. "Tina, please make an exact replica of Jennifer Lawrence's Oscar dress."
"Um no." Tina says with a confused face.
"Um... yes." Brittany corrects with attitude. "Let me break it down. No one in this misty choir room compares to my megawatt star power." Brittany states and I furrow my eyebrows. "Blaine, your shorter than your average lawn gnome." She starts and he raises his eyebrows. "Joe, you look like a Yucatán spider monkey." She tells Joe and he raises his eyebrows as well. "Tina is... you know, she's... Tina." She trails off and I have to speak up now. I hop off the piano and go up to her.
"Baby, I love you, but your really out of line here." I start and she pulls out her phone. "And would you stop texting? I'm trying to talk to you, it's really rude." I say offended and my phone buzzes. I pull it out and look at it. "Did you seriously just break up with me? By a text?" I squint my eyes and give her a 'are you kidding me face'. I can't believe this.
"Yeah. As fascinated as I am by your down-filled, pillow-soft lips that are ten times too big for your face, I don't need them. I can be a star on my own. Sorry/not sorry." Brittany pushes my shoulder and walks towards the door. "Moving on, I repeat: I require all the solos. That's just the way it's gonna be." Brittany stops walking then continues.
"Brittany, why are you doing this?" Mr. Shue asked fed up. I put my head down. I can't believe she broke up with me. And so harshly too.
"Well, I'm just living your lesson, Mr. Shue. It's all or nothing." She says bitchily. She walks out the door. "All or nothing!!" We hear her yell from the hall.
"I'll talk to her." I tell them quietly. I leave the room and follow Brittany down the hall.
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Shawn's POV:
"Would you talk to us??" Blaine said aggravated as him, Sam and Tina follow me.
"I'm good." I say as I walk through the cafeteria.
"Come on. You don't even hang out with us anymore." Tina groans.
"Yeah, we are the Quadruplets. All you do is go to school and stay locked in your room when you go home. You haven't cooked one meal this whole week!!" Sam yells.
"Just leave me alone okay? There's a lot going on in my mind and I don't need you guys building stress on me." I say and walk down the cafeteria tables.
"Well maybe if you talk to us we can help you. Stop being so difficult!!" Blaine shouts getting mad. I turn around angry.
"I don't want to talk to you!!" I roar. They turn pale. "I don't want to talk to nobody!! You guys have no idea what I'm dealing with!! No idea!! Just leave me the hell alone!!" I roar again and kick a trash can over. I run out the cafeteria.
Tina's POV:
"Something is seriously going on." I say shaking my head.
"What could it be though?" Blaine asked.
"Wait Sam, aren't you supposed to be heartbroken right now?" I asked him confused.
"I am, but Shawn isn't okay and I have to help her. So I'm putting her feeling first."Sam makes the face he makes when he realizes something. "Shawn us usually acts out like this when she is constantly thinking about a traumatic event that happened to her." Sam tell us. Me and Blaine's eyes widen "And last week, she told us about her witnessing molestation. Which is very traumatic and stays in your head forever."
"Oh my god..." Blaine trails off.
"Poor Shawn. I can't imagine witnessing something so traumatic."
"Yeah, it has always had an effect on her." Sam frowns.
"Who can we get her to talk to about it?" Blaine asked.
"She won't talk to us, she definitely won't talk to a teacher. I highly doubt she'll talk to Ms. Pillsbury..." I trail off.
"I know one person who Shawn will talk to about her feelings. She can talk about the event with others, but this is the only person she will express her true feelings too." Sam says with a confident smile.
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Shawn's POV:
We are sitting in the choir room in a circle. I sadly had to join and participate. I decided to use my phone.
"Okay, guys, listen up. Uh, first up, we're gonna tackle Icona Pop." Mr. Shue starts and a phone buzzes. "It's got a unique beat, but not entirely different from..." Ryder cuts him off.
"All right, look. I'm-I'm sorry. Excuse me Mr. Shue, but I've got to say something." Ryder starts.
"Okay." He said and Ryder sighs and stand up from his chair.
"Look, so I hate to pull a Brittany or a Shawn here," he throws shade at me.
"Fuck off." I stick up the middle finger and he rolls his eyes. I look back at my phone.
"Anyways, the bottom line is, I'm not performing in regionals until Catfish reveals themselves." Ryder starts off. "This whole situation is out of hand and needs to end." He says and looks around the circle. "Hey, look, I'm serious, okay?" He raises his voice a little. "I can't take it anymore, it's-it's tearing me apart. And someone in this room is playing games with me, and I want to know who!" He raises his voice a little more.
"Somebody just say who it is." Sugar says, wanting this to be over and done with.
"I don't think it's any of us." Tina tells him.
He kicks the table in the middle of the circle starling everyone but me.
"Pull out your phones! Everybody pull out your phone right now!" Ryder states sternly.
"Ryder relax man." Blaine holds his hand in front of him.
"Dude." Sam says startled.
"I know this is upsetting, but..." Blaine gets cut off by Ryder.
"Well, now nobody is going to admit it for fear of being murder." Kitty says calmly and bitchily.
"I've told this person everything, and I want to know who it is." His voice gets lower and scarier. "I want to know..."
"I know your upset..." Blaine trails off.
"No, you don't know." He turns to Blaine. "You don't know, okay? Who is it?" He looks around the circle.
"It's not me." Artie says as he looks at him.
He looks at a couple other people before looking at me.
"Was it you? You seem to be on your phone a lot lately." He says angrily. I look up with a glare.
"Are you fucking serious?" I start off. He nods. "I'm dealing with my own shit and problems. I don't have time to catfish you. And I'm on my phone a lot because then I don't have to listen to anybody." I tell him with a hard glare. He starts looking around the room again.
"All right, fine. If nobody's gonna say anything, pull out your phones. And I want to see all of your phones." Ryder says clapping fiercely.
"Are you serious?" Some people asked groaning.
"All of your phones. Pull out your texts." He claps again before kicking the table even harder this time. "I'm serious! Texts!" He yells and everyone starts shouting. Besides me obviously.
"Whoever it is, just say it." Sugar pleads.
"Yeah, say it so I don't have to listen to voices anymore." I said groaning.
"Who is it?" Ryder asked pissed. Everyone starts chattering again.
"It's me." Marley says standing up. Well there's a shocker. "I'm Catfish." She announces. Ryder looks at her hurt, angry and confused.
"What? What do you...?" He says confused. "No, I-I-I asked you. You swore to me." He says still confused.
"I'm sorry." Marley starts off. "I didn't mean for this to happen.
Jake then stands up. "Look, just take it easy, Ryder, okay? This was just a little joke." Jake stands in front of Marley. "Things got out of hand."
Ryder scoffs with a sarcastic smile. "What, your-your defending her?" He does a fake laugh. "Huh? Are you kidding me?" He looks around the room "Whats wrong with you people?" He asked.
"Besides having PTSD, nothing." I fake smile and shrug nonchalantly.
He grabs his bag aggressively and walks towards the door.
"Ryder..." Mr. Shue calls him but he walks out the room. Marley sits back down and Jake rubs her back while still standing up.
"Marley that's messed up." Someone says. Don't know who and I really don't care who said it.
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Sam's POV: (Sorry for changing the POV so much.
"Come on pick up. Pick up." I whisper to myself as I sit on the hallway floor.
Santana's POV:
I am changing out of my dance clothes in a rush. I'm going for drink with this hot choreographer and I'm already late.
I am in a tank top and purple shorts when I hear my phone ringing. I walk over to my phone and when I look at the caller I.D I am surprised yet amused. I answer the call.
"I'm sorry, did, uh, hell just freeze over or did you just White Chocolate butt-dial me?" I say with an amused voice to Sam as I take off my tank top. Now I'm left in a shorts bra and shorts. I look on my shelf for a shirt to wear.
"Hey, look, I need to talk to you." He tells me. I put him on speaker.
I flip my hair back. "Sorry, no can do, Trouts, I just got back from a dance class and I'm already five minutes late for drinks with this insanely hot off-Broadway choreographer." I say in a sing song voice while talking off my shorts and going over to my clothing rack to get a shirt and skirt.
"It's about Shawn." He tells me and I get curious.
"What about her?" I asked talking the dress of a hanger.
"She's hasn't been acting like herself for the past week." He starts off.
"What do you mean?" I asked getting worried.
"She's been distancing herself, acting out, storming out my class and she's just been mad and angry. She doesn't hang out with us anymore, and she's basically gone back to her old self." He explains as I put on my shirt.
"Okay so what do you want me to do?" I asked confused as to why he called me.
"I want you to come talk to her. She won't talk to anyone about her feelings. And I know your the only person she would explain her feelings to about this situation." He says.
"I'll be there in a few hours." I tell him and continue putting on my clothes.
I end the call.
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Shawn's POV:
I was in the locker room punching a punching bag. Coach Beiste put one in the girls locker room for me. It helps me get out my aggression. I am wearing some light blue shorts, a black sweater and a sweat band. My hair is pulled back into a small bun.
"I thought you might be in here." I turn around and see Santana. My eyes widen.
"Santana? What are you doing here?" I asked confused. I stop punching the bag.
She's wearing a black dress with thin white strips in it. It hugs her body perfectly. One side of her hair falls down her shoulder and the other side is thrown in the back.
"Sam called me. He said you've been acting out?" She raises and eyebrow and comes closer to me. I let out a breathe. Fuck you Sam.
"I have not been acting out." I say rolling my eyes.
"He said you threw several chairs across the room, you said Mr. Shues haircut is terrible, which it is." She said shrugging. "But that's besides the point. He also said you've been avoiding everyone in the club, including him." She adds and I look to the side. "Sam is your best friend. Why? I have no idea because he is one of the most boring people on this planet and his most redeeming quality is that his lips can be used as a king size mattress." Santana says and I shake my head with a smile. "What's up with you?"
"It's nothing." I shake my head and start punching the punching bag again. Santana tries to stop the punching bag. "Santana move or your gonna get hurt."
"Oh please. I am a natural born fighter. I can take a punch. But you won't punch me. Cause you'll get dropped." She tells me and I roll my eyes. She grabs my hands. I try to fight my hands out of her grip but she tightens it. "I advise you not to fight. We both no who's stronger between us." She says. Sadly it's her.
"Come on get off Santana!" I yell getting mad. I try to loosen from her grip.
"Tell me what's up with you!!" She yells letting go of my hands.
"It's nothing!! Just leave me alone!! Why can't everyone just leave me alone!!" I yell getting frustrated.
"You need to calm the fuck down!!" Santana yells coming closer to me.
"Shawn, you promised me you would come on fondue for two today." I turn around and see Brittany. "Oh Santana. You came to do the show too!" Brittany smiles excitedly. "Come on. Follow me!" She skips out the locker room. Me and Santana look at each other confused.
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"Hello again, and welcome to yet another very special episode of Fondue for two." Brittany says to the camera as I look at her confused and Santana gives her a 'really' look. I was sitting in the middle of them. "I am joined by one of McKinley high's favorite exes, Santana Lopez and Shawn Hudson." The camera focuses on us and I roll my eyes and Santana gives the camera a bitchy look. "Let's get started." Brittany claps. "So I found these two in the locker room arguing. And they seemed pretty mad. So what's going on guys?" Brittany asked looking at us.
"What am I doing here again?" I sigh annoyed.
"Your here because you have anger issues and you need to talk them out." She says and I furrow my eyebrows.
"I do not have anger issues." I say annoyed.
"Yes you do." She replies and I sigh in defeat. "And Santana, you actually took the Lima express from New York to be here?"
"Well, actually Britt, I came here to talk to Shawn, not do a show, but..." Santana starts and Brittany cuts her off.
"Well, it's the same thing, so true or false?" She says to Santana. "Lady Hummel and Grandma Berry both play bingo down at the V.A and knit alpaca mittens on Saturday nights." She asked Santana.
"No, no, totally false." Santana shakes her head. "I wish the were that exciting." Santana tells her.
"Aww shoot." Brittany responds.
"But seriously Britt, enough is enough. I need to talk to Shawn. In private." Santana stands up and Lord Tubbington meows. "I'm turning this off."
"What are you doing?" Brittany asked. "Lord Tubbington's a stickler for continuity in editorial." She says as Lord Tubbington goes near her editing laptop.
"Brittany stop it. I get your trying to help us but this isn't working." Santana states. I stand up and stretch.
"Alright, I'm leaving. This was cool Brittany, but I'm not in the mood for fondue." I say and walk towards the door. I open it and walk out.
"Don't you walk away from me!" I hear Santana yell from behind me. I can hear her heels click on the floor, signaling she's following me.
I walk downstairs and out the door.
"Okay guys!! Hope you work it out!! Come back another time!!" Brittany yells from front door.
I walk down the block before getting tackled on the ground.
"What the hell?!" I yell and a person gets on top of me. I flip my body around and see Santana there straddling my stomach. "What the hell are you doing?" I asked sternly as I try to get up. She holds my wrist down to the ground.
"What is up with you?" She says through gritted teeth while looking at me annoyed and I roll my eyes.
I try getting up but damn her grip is strong.
"Get off me!!" I yell and fight to get out of her grip.
"Not until you tell me what's up with you!" She shouts back while tightening her grip on my wrists and I growl at her.
"Hey, what's are you two doing?" Some random person yelled. Santana gets off of me. I start running home.
"None of your fucking business." She yells angrily and I see the persons eyes widen and they run in the opposite direction.
I look back and see Santana running after me.
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I get home and lock the door. I sigh in relief and run upstairs and plop down on my bed. I look at the ceiling for some time.
10 Minutes later:
I have my eyes closed when I hear the door open. I open my eyes and see Santana walking closer to me.
"Oh shit!" I shout out loud as I jump off of my bed. "How did you get in here?" I shouted in a shocked voice while breathing heavily.
"You mom let me in." She shrugs nonchalantly and I roll my eyes and move away from her. "Now tell me what's going on!!" Santana shouted out while walking closer to me and I fold my arms.
"No!!" I yell and walk in front of my tv.
"Shawn this isn't you anymore. Your going back to your old self and frankly, it's making me sad." She says I'm a normal voice. I didn't want to make her sad. "I care about you. A lot. As a person and a friend. This isn't you. Tell me what's going on." She says calmly.
"What's going on is I feel like I'm going fucking crazy!!" I yell angrily while turning around to face her.
"What do you mean?" She asked confused.
"That's the thing! I don't fucking know Santana!! My mental health has been fucking with me lately and I don't know why. I always think I'm gonna have a panic attack and pass out!!" I yell and kick my desk chair. I sit on my bed and start crying.
Oh my god..." I hear her whisper. She sits next to me and I fall into her chest. She wraps her arms around me. "It's okay. It's gonna be okay. I've got you now." She tells me comfortingly. She moves us so we are laying down on my bed. I have my head buried into her chest, my tears soak her dress. I sob into her chest until I fall asleep.
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Santana's POV:
I was sitting in the auditorium with Mr. Shue. It's time for regionals. Last night, I spent the whole night comforting Shawn. I felt so bad for her. Mental health is way more important than people think and it isn't something you should push aside.
Me and Shawn had a long talk this morning about how she feels. She told me she feels so much pressure for regionals. She explained to me how she's up all day dancing and practicing her singing. Most nights she's only getting two hours of sleep. She's just very stressed out and it's affecting her.
After our talk, she seemed much better. I think she just needed to talk to someone about it. She told me she thought nobody would want to listen to her but I'll always listen to her. No matter what.
"Oh, I made it." Ms. Pillsbury says as she comes in the row with a lunchbox in her hand. She sits in the middle of me and Mr. Shue. "Sorry... I'm so nervous." She says and she's starts a conversation with Mr. Shue. "I had to run and got us some gummy bears to calm my stomach." She says and I side eye them.
"No wonder your nervous— your wearing white." I start and she turns to me. "That's not exactly your lucky color." I say smugly and she looks back at Mr. Shue.
"I think you'll find our lucks about to change, Santana." He leans forward and tells me. I look at him give him a 'uhhh' look and then the bell rings. "I'm gonna go check on the kids." He says and walks out the row and into the aisle. Suddenly the lights go out. Wth.
"Ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls, welcome to the 2013 Greater Midwest High School Show Choir Regionals!" The announcer says flashing lights and people cheer.
"Now, please raise the roof for our distinguished panel of judges. Executive Director of Ohio State Supermax Penitentiary Warden William Bobby!" He says and lights shine on some slightly chubby tall guy.
He makes a bold face and waves stiffly.
"Wrongfully accused football legend Coach 'Fingers' Shafranski." He's wearing a dirty ass football Jersey and pretends to throw a football.
"And Indiana's number one circus contortionist Lady Marvelous!" She is wheeled on stage in a small box and is in a position that makes it seem like she has no bones.
She climbs out of the box. As he's says this, Ms. Pillsbury puts her bowl of gummy bears in front of me offering me some. I look down at them then look at her. She smiles innocently.
"First up, their parents are rich and their voices are golden... from Ziegler Prep in Cincinnati, it's The Waffle-Toots!" He says and I roll my eyes. What is it with these stupid ass names?
The lady does some trick before the lights go out. When the lights go back on, a group of students are there.
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Shawn's POV:
Me and Ryder were walking backstage to see the glee club. We were wearing white button up shirts, black dress pants a purple tie and a black dress sweater. I was going to apologize.
"Marley was right." Ryder says as we walk to the make up area. Mr. Shue turns around and looks at us.
"Ryder, Shawn, thank god." Mr. Shue states.
"I'm really only upset with one person." Ryder looks at Unique briefly then looks back of Mr. Shue. "It wouldn't be fair to punish the whole team." Ryder finishes.
"Thank you." Mr. Shue hugs him. When they pull away, he turns to me. "And what about you?"
"I wanted to apologize for my behavior. Something traumatic kept popping up in my head and I don't want to get into it right now. But, I still shouldn't have took it out on you guys. I'm sorry for throwing multiple chairs, I'm sorry for being mean to you guys, isolating you guys from myself and being a jackass, especially to you Sam." I look at Sam then I look back at Mr. Shue.
"I'm even sorry I had fun of your haircut Mr. Shue. Even thought it is terrible." I tell him with a smile and he gives me a fake offended look.
"Get outta here." He says jokingly with a smile. He hugs me and I hug back. "All right." We look at the glee club.
"But, uh... I have done a lot of thinking." Ryder starts. "And after regionals is over, I'm officially leaving Glee Club." Ryder announces and my eyes widen. "I'm sorry Mr. Shue." He apologizes.
"From North Valley Central High School in Indianapolis... the crossroads of America, it's the Hoosierdaddies!" The announcer yells. We are all still baffled by Ryders announcement. We stand and sit in an awkward silence.
(Shawn is standing behind Santana in the second performance)
Wow. She really does have an amazing voice. I look in front of me. Damn Santana looks good in that dress.
"You came." I hear Sam from behind me. I turn around and see Brittany. My eyes widen. I thought she dropped out of regionals?
"Yeah." She says and hugs Sam. I smile. Sam told me they agreed to stay friends. Brittany has some big news. What? I don't know. But it's big.
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"All right, everybody. Show circle. Come on in." Mr. Shue announces coming in the choir room. Santana puts her thumbs on her tongue and smooths them over my eyebrows.
"Come on, stop it." I groan moving her hands away.
"You eyebrows won't stay down and it's bothering me." She says flattening them. I roll my eyes and get up and walk to the circle. I stand next to Mercedes and Tina.
"New Directions!" Brittany quietly yells in a happy tone. She chuckles a little.
"Um, before we go onstage, I have something I want to tell you guys." Brittany starts and fixes the straps to her dress. "I got offered early admission to MIT." She announces and my eyes widen.
We all cheer and applaud her.
"Brittanys going to college. For all of you who said she wouldn't, your looking pretty stupid." I sing song and the class laughs, including Brittany.
"I never thought that I would... graduate high school, let alone go to college, so... I have to jump on this offer before it gets taken away. They want me to leave immediately." Brittany announces and people gasp in shock.
My mouth drops. Wait what? "That's why I had that meltdown." She laughs nervously and sighs.
"Um... my entire life, people have always told me that I was stupid. And... after a while. I started to believe them. And it wasn't until... I walked in this room... and I joined this club that I really started believing in myself." Brittany began to explain and it's true. The glee club really has helped people and it's changed our lives.
"And as soon as I did that, as soon as... I started believing that maybe I was smart after all, I think the whole world did, too." She sniffles and tears start forming in her eyes.
"And I'm really gonna miss you guys." She chokes on her words and some tears fall. Shit, I'm gonna miss you to Britt.
Sugar puts her head in the crook of her neck and Brittany leans into her. "Cause you guys are like my family." Her voice cracks up and some tears fall out my eyes. "Mr. Shue is like our dad." She says hugging him and we lightly laugh.
"And Mercedes and Tina and Sugar, and Mercedes." She looks at Unique when saying Mercedes for the second time. I chuckle at that.
"You guys are all like my sisters." She sniffles while wiping her tears.
"And Mike Chang and Blaine and Jim." She calls Joe Jim and Joe let's out a sigh. I chuckle at that too. "You guys are all like my brothers." She said while pointing towards them.
"My name's Joe." Joe clarifies with a slightly choked voice.
"And, Artie, your like the boy next door who... builds robots in his basement and who I take his virginity," She states and my eyes widen in shock. "Wait Artie isn't a virgin?" I asked in complete shock and Artie looks over to me. "Why didn't I know this? He screams virgin for life." I say while pointing to him and everyone laughs while Artie shakes his head and rolls his eyes.
"And Jake and Marley and Ryder and Kitty, you guys are all like the foster kids who come to live with us when the orphanage closes and that we don't trust at first but we grow to love just like we do our pets." Brittany says and we lightly chuckle through tears. Brittany looks at me.
"And Shawn, your like my partner in crime. Our brains are kinda similar, so when you came, I didn't feel like I was the only one anymore. I would say your like my sister, but I kissed you so that would be weird." She says and everyone lightly chuckles. Yes it would. She comes over to me and gives me a hug. I hug her back.
She pulls away and goes back to her spot. "And Santana." Brittany turns her attention to Santana. "Your my best friend. We do everything together. Your like my big sister who helps me with my homework." Brittany stated and we laugh.
"You were the first person to talk to me and make me feel welcome." She chokes on her words and goes and gives Santana a hug.
"It's like seeing the little sister I've never had go to college." Santana states while wiping her tears away. "I'm not crying." Santana said with a sniffle and we all laugh.
Brittany walks back to her spot before turning to Sam.
"And then there's Sam. The cute boy from the wrong side of the tracks who does good impressions and who I fake marry." She chuckles and goes over to Sam and gives him a hug. "I love you so much Sam." She says through tears and Sam nods.
"I love you too, Brittany." Sam starts to tear up and he sighs before wrapping his arms around her. She pulls away from Sam.
"No more cries." She wipes her tears and walks back to her spot. "Okay. No more. Show circle." Brittany states with red eyes while putting on a confident voice and we laugh.
"Amazing!" We yell and throw our hands up in the air.
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(Shawn next to Brittany and Tina)
(Shawn is dancing with Sugar)
(Shawn sings Blaine's part. Sorry Blaine)
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"One last reminder, please don't leave your trash under the seats because nobody likes a litterbug." We hear the announcer say as we wait to hear the winner.
"Third place in the 2013 Greater Midwest Show Choir Regionals goes to... the Waffle-Toots!" He announces and the audience cheers.
They go up and accept their trophy. I clap for them. That bend lady hands it to them from behind. What the hell. Does she even have bones?
"Now the moment we've all been waiting for." He starts and I grab the hands of the two people next to me, who are Ryder and Marley.
"In second place..." He continued and they squeeze my hands a little. "... from Indianapolis, Indiana, the Hoosierdaddies, and first place goes to McKinley High New Directions!" He announces and I scream loudly while jumping up and down.
"Yeah baby!!" I scream and give Ryder a tight hug. I hug Marley and hug some others. We run on stage and the bendy lady hands up our trophy. I take the trophy and hold it up. I hand it to Mr. Shue and he holds it up. I turn around and see Ryder and Unique hug. Then they both make awkward faces and walk away from each other. I turn back around and run around the stage.
"McKinley High for the win!!" I yell running around. I make brief eye contact with Santana and I see her laughing.
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"McKinley High is officially on its way to becoming a regionals dynasty!" Artie yells holding the trophy and Kurt wheels him in the room.
"Yeah!!! Whoo!!!" We cheer and applaud. Sam takes the trophy from him and does a spin.
"Only 24 more of these babies before we catch up to Vocal Adrenaline." Sam states, putting the trophy on the piano.
"Oh please. Vocal Adrenaline's time has passed." Mr. Shue waves that off. "The present and future is all about the New Directions!" He says walking to the middle of the room. "And we are going to prove it when we go to sunny Los Angeles for Nationals and take home our second national championship in a row! That's right!" Mr. Shue yells. We cheer.
"That's right!" Mike yells. He turns his head to the door. He looks back at Mr. Shue. "Miss Pillsbury, who's your friend?" Mike asked while looking at Mr. Shue the whole time.
She walks forward and Sam stands up. "Um, Miss Pillsbury, your supposed to bring someone in or bless the team before the game." Sam tells her as they walk up to Mr. Shue.
"Okay. Thank you." She whispers and stands in front of Mr. Shue. "Um, I figured out that I can't handle the pressure of a big wedding, so I told Will, if we're gonna get married, that I wanted an intimate ceremony in a special place surrounded by the people that we love."
"Are you guys seriously throwing a surprise wedding?" Kurt asked standing up and his hands were shaking. "Just like Brooke Burke and David Charvet?" He asked as Santana comes in the room. She stands next to me.
"Yes." He says and turns back to Ms. Pillsbury.
"No music, no reception, no planning. Just me, the one true love of my life, and then we'll have a little dinner at Breadstix. She says and walks out the room to do the ceremony.
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We are all standing in two lines face to face. I'm next to Santana and Artie. The door opens and Ms. Pillsbury walks in slowly. We start humming the Bridal Chorus. Sugar starts throwing rose petals while walking backwards. When Ms. Pillsbury stops in front of Mr. Shue, we form a circle around them.
"Your still here." Mr. Shue says jokingly. Not much of a jokes since she left last time.
"I'm here." She chuckles.
"Do you guys have vows prepared?" The minister asked.
"I knew I forgot something and" Mr. Shue starts.
"No." Mr. Shue and Ms. Pillsbury say at the same time with a chuckle.
"Well, hold on. You always get to make the romantic speeches, so um, why don't you let me do it this time?" Ms. Pillsbury asked.
"I'd love that." Mr. Shue smiles.
"Yeah? Okay." She takes a deep breathe before starting.
While they were saying their vows, they were talking about one true love and all that, and I can't help but look at Santana. She looks at me and we make eye contact for a couple of seconds before looking back.
"Can we just skip to the 'I do' part because I can't..." Mr. Shue said to the pastor while chuckling and we laugh. "I can't spend one more minute without being this woman's husband." He looks Ms. Pillsbury in the eyes.
"Works for me. I have a reservation at Breadstix, too." The pastor states and we chuckle. "Emma, do you take Will to be your husband, to love and honor, forsaking all others from this day forward?"
"I do. I do. I do. I do." Emma repeats and we chuckle.
"Will?" He asked with a raised eyebrow.
"Oh, I definitely do." He says happily and we laugh again.
"By the power vested in me and all the rest, Will, Emma— Wemma— I now pronounce you husband and wife." He says and Mr. Shue grabs Ms. Pillsbury's face and kisses her hard. Eww. I don't want to see my teacher and guidance counselor kiss. I turn my head away.
"Your so immature." Santana says laughing.
"Blech. That's like watching old people kiss." I scrunch my face up in disgust. She shakes her head and rubs the back of my neck.
We all clap and cheer.
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I was in Santana's room waiting for her or get out the shower. I am sitting on her bed. I get bored so I decided to look around the room. I see a box and I get curious. I open it and see it has things like handcuffs and paddles. I get confused. I start looking through the box and I see something weird. A vibrator?? What does she need that for? Is she a cop? Just then the door opens.
I turn around and see Santana in a towel.
"What are you doing?" She asked frustrated. She comes over and takes the box from me.
"Why do you have handcuffs? Are you a cop?" I asked suspiciously.
She rolls her eyes. "No." She answers and walks to the other side of the room with the box.
"Why do you have that then?" I asked curiously.
"It's nothing okay?" She said getting annoyed.
"Okay." I put my hands up in defense.
"Can you get out? I'm trying to change." She tells me.
I start walking towards the door. Before I open it, I say. "It's nothing I haven't seen before." Then I leave.
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Santana's POV:
I roll my eyes at that comment. I get changed into some shorts and a tank top. I go downstairs to see Shawn in the kitchen.
"What are you making?" I asked walking behind her.
"Some chicken nuggets from scratch." She tells me.
"How?" I asked confused. Then I realize what I just said. "Never mind. I forgot you can make anything from scratch." She turns around and looks at me. "Wanna help?
"Sure." I nod. I walk closer to the chicken and she stands behind me. She takes my hands and guide me on what to do.
"Take the mashed up." She instructs, grabbing my hands. "Flatten it so we can cut out the chicken nugget shapes." Shame grabs a rolling pin and puts it in my hands. I take it and start rolling the meat out. Shawn puts her hands over mine and my breath hitches. "Like that?" I whisper breathlessly.
"Yeah." She whispers breathlessly.
Then I feel her bulge on my butt. I rub my butt against it and reach my hand back and grab it. Shawn moans and I whimper as I rub her cock through her sweatpants. She is so big, it's amazing.
"So big. So good." I whimper out as I reach my hand in her pants from behind. I grab her balls and start fondling them while I have the rolling pin in my other hand. Shawn groans and I feel her cock twitch. "Your so big Bubbs." I add on while panting as I rub my hand over her tip slowly. "Your cock can barely fit in my hand. It's so heavy." I continue to get her aroused and it's working because she whimpers at my words.
I smirk at that and continue to rub her. I rub my finger over a vein I feel. I feel the vein move and I know she is harder than ever.
"Fuck." She groans out and lightly thrust her cock into my hand. I start to jerk her off at a slow pace. "Fuck Sanny." Shawn squeals out as my nails graze her balls. My eyes roll in the back of my head and I lean back in her embrace.
"So nice and thick." I sigh heavenly as I feel some cum release from her tip. Shawn places her arms around my waist and I jerk her off even faster.
"Oh my god." Shawn moans as I let the cum fall into my hand. I take my hand out of her pants and look at it. I sigh as I stare at my hand drenched in cum. I slowly turn my head around and see Shawn looking at me with an amused face.
I smirk and start licking my hand slowly. I lick all of the cum off my hands as I keep eye contact with her. Shawn smirks and I lick the cum off the palm of my hand as my eyes roll in the back of my head.
She tastes so good. Once I finish, I open my eyes and look back at her and we make eye contact again.
Then she leans in and kisses me. She starts to rub my ass making me moan a soft moan into her mouth. I put the rolling pin down and put my hands in her short, blonde hair.
"Mm." Shawn moans as I slip my tongue in her mouth.
The kiss starts heating up. I take off my tank top and I am left in my bra and Shawn is left in her sports bra. She takes off my shorts and I'm left in my underwear. I take off my bra so right now I am just in my underwear.
"Can I?" She asked tugging on my underwear while looking deeply into my eyes. I nod my head frantically, wanting her to fuck the life out of me already. Shawn gently cups my chin.
"I need words babygirl." She whispered while looking at me with a raised eyebrow and I sigh out a loving sigh. She is so considerate and caring.
"Yes. Fuck me already Shawnee." I whimper out breathlessly while looking deep into her hazel and green eyes, letting her know I fully want this. She pulls off my underwear. I reach for her pants and pull it down.
"Can I?" I asked and pull at her compression shorts. She nods and I decide to ask her the same.
"I need words cutie." I reply and cup her face and smirk at her. She rolls her eyes playfully.
"Yea Santana, you can." Shawn said with a sure voice and I nod with an amused smirk. I pull them down so her cock is let free. Some cum is still oozing from her tip and I smirk and sigh.
She turns me around swiftly and I place my hands on the counter and spread my legs. Shawn sticks her cock inside my pussy and we both moan at the contact.
"Oh god." I moan as she is fully inside me. Shawn gives me some time to adjust. It's definitely not the first time we've had sex but she gets bigger and bigger EACH time. I need some time to adjust to the massive size.
"Are you ready?" Shawn whispers in my ear and lightly rubs my stomach.
"Yes bubba. Go!" I whimper out, so desperate for her cock. I'm so close to fucking myself on her.
"Fuck Sanny." Shawn whimpered out and she starts moving. She grips my hips and slowly starts thrusting in me. Ugh I need her to pound me!!
"Go faster bubba!" I whimper out and bite my lip. Shawn starts going faster and I moan and groan.
"Yes, faster, faster!!" I moan out as Shawn continues to go into me at a quick pace.
"Oh my god. I can barely breathe." She groans and I know her eyes rolled to the back of her head.
"Come on Bubbs. I know you can do better than that." I moan and she starts going faster.
"Fuck how's this?" She asked in a moan while continuing to go in me at a quick pace. But fuck, I need more than that.
"Shawn, if you don't start pounding my brains out, I'm gonna start fucking myself on you!!! And it's gonna be really hard!!!" I yell through gritted teeth, irritated at the fact that she can go faster but she won't.
"SO FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, START POUNDING ME NOW!!!" I scream at the top of my lungs and she lightly flinches. I didn't mean to scare my sweet baby.
"Geez okay." Shawn says giving in and starts ramming into me at a relentless pace. I moan loudly with an amused smile on my face. "Better?" She whispers in my ear while still ramming into me and fuck, this is so good.
"M-m-m-much b-b-better, y-y-y-y-your sooooooo... d-deep." I stutter horribly becuase she is pounding me so well I can barely talk right now. She is pounding me in places I didn't know that you could hit.
"Fuck Santana your pussy is the best." Shawn cried out while rubbing my ass.
"And your cock is so fucking hot." I scream through gritted teeth. "And it's all mine." I say possesively as I move in circles around her cock that is beating my pussy up.
All of a sudden, she pulls out. "Why did you pull out?" I whine and rub my pussy on her beautiful cock, wanting more of it.
She doesn't say anything and slams back into me hard. Shawn grabs my hair and brings me all the way back to the point where I am against her chest. She wraps one hand around my neck and keeps the other on my waist.
THIS. IS. FRIGGIN. HEAVEN.
"Ahhh!" I moan with a happy smile from how rough she was and from the amazing position we were in now. She goes at an incredibly fast face. "Oh Bubba!" I scream as her balls kept hitting my clit. "Oh my god!!!" I moan out very loud. My clit throbs more each time as her balls hit them.
"Your amazing Santana." Shawn whispered in my ear as she starts playing with my nipples. There is so much pleasure going through my body it's outstanding. Shawn slapped my nipples and I let out the loudest moan ever.
"Your so fucking sexy." I growl through gritted teeth as she continuously slaps my nipples.
"So are you. Your beautiful too." Shawn whispered in my ear and I sighed affectionately. She's so fucking sweet and adorable.
"Choke me harder!!" I scream out as tears of pleasure roll down my eyes. Shawn is literally breaking my pussy. I reach my hand down and rub my swollen clit.
"Are you sure? I don't wanna hurt you." Shawn said in a worried voice while still thrusting. I love it when she gets worried. She's so adorable.
"Do it Bubbs. It's not gonna hurt. It's gonna feel so good." I moan out and Shawn squeezes my throat harder. I groan out from more pleasure racing through my body. Shawn moves faster and I bite down on my lip hard. "Ahhhhhhh f-fuck!!!!" I yell out as Shawn slaps my ass with her other hand.
I reach my hand that was on my clit behind me and grab her sack. I start playing with it and let out a soft moan.
"O-oh, your so deep in." I cry out as Shawn kept getting farther inside me. I start fondling her balls faster but not to the point where I'm hurting her.
"Sanny, keep p-playing with me. It feels so good." Shawn groaned out and I smirk and rub her even faster.
I reach my other hand behind me and wrap it in her curls. I bring her head towards me and turn my head a little. I bring her in for a kiss full of lust.
I stick my tongue in her mouth and massage her tongue. Shawn stops moving and we both melt into the kiss. I rock back into her and she sighs out and wraps her arms around my waist.
When we pull away, I lick Shawn's bottom lip and she cries out in pleasure. Shawn starts moving again as I place my hands on the counter and arch my back into her.
"Ahh I'll never get over how tight you are Sanny!!" She yells while going hard into me again. Shawn slaps my ass and I yelp while moaning.
"Fuck, again Bubbs." I say seductively and start meeting her thrusts. Shawn smacks my ass again and I moan out once again.
"I'll never get over how big you are Bubbs!!" I scream and shake my ass on her cock. She goes even faster an I have lost it by now. "F-f-fuck!! Y-your s-s-so gooooood at t-this!!" I stutter breathing hard and crumble on the counter.
"I'm gonna cum!!" She yells out and grips my hips again.
"Me too Bubbs!!" I shout at the top of my lungs. After a couple more thrust, we both let go at the same time.
"Ahhhhh!" We both moan out in relief. She lets go inside me and it's the best feeling ever. I let go and I know it's coating her.
"Oh my god." I moan as her cum enters me. Thank god I took the pill.
I turn back around and see Shawn looking at her cock. I smirk as she lifts her head and looks up at me. Me and Shawn make eye contact.
I lean in and kiss her. Her tongue automatically touches mine. We passionately make out next to the counter.
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Shawn's POV:
The next day:
Me and Santana were in her room on her bed. I don't remember how we got up here. I'm guessing after we hooked up in her kitchen, we came up here. Me and Santana were sitting against her headboard naked. But we had the blankets over us. It was pretty awkward. I don't know why though.
"So what happens now?" I ask breaking the silence, looking anywhere but at her. "I mean... we are exes who just hooked up." I added while playing with my fingers. I briefly look at her and see her looking elsewhere as well.
"Well... it's not like we haven't hooked up before while we we're broken up." Santana responded with a normal voice and I nod to myself cause it is true.
"Yea, that's true." I shrug and rub the back of my head. I look to the side and see Santana's baby pictures. She was so cute as a baby. And now she's so beautiful as a young adult. Her beauty will never fail to amaze me.
My thoughts get cut off when I feel a hand touch my dick. I lightly groan at the feeling. I lift the blankets up and see it's a beautiful, perfectly manicured hand playing with my dick. I look up and turn to my left at Santana. She is smirking at me with very seductive eyes. She bites her bottom lip as she starts to jerk me off and I raise my eyebrow at her with an amused smile.
"Wanna have another round?" Santana questioned me while still jerking me off. Her voice was full of lust and sex and her eyes are full of seduction. Her looking at me like that and playing with me was enough to get me turned on. My dick twitches in her hand and I think she noticed that because she starts to touch my balls. I groan at that and my eyes roll back.
Once my eyes get back to normal, I finally speak up.
"Fuck yeah." I say with cocky smirk and I lick my lips. That's enough to get Santana excited because her smirk widens and she immediately straddles my lap while still holding my dick.
She sits just behind my dick and rubs it along her pussy. I moan out and Santana starts to rub my dick against her pussy faster. She moans as she does this.
She rubs her hand along my chest and I smirk back at her. I rest my hands on her waist and begin to moan as well. She moves even faster while throwing her head back.
Now this, this is fucking heaven.
Shawntana hooked up. Again.👀 End of Season 4. Onto season 5!! The beginning will be sad and heartbreaking.😔