he lives all the way in la while im here in new jersey
i hope to be moving out there one day.
josh is the best boyfriend i could ask for. i love him and miss him so much.
i decided to take a shower. i hopped in the shower and heard my phone *ding*
i ignored it for now while i was in the shower.
i took a ten minute shower and got changes into one of Josh's hoodies i stole from the last time i was there.
and some nike pros
i jumped into bed and grabbed my phone and checked to see the notification i got.
there were a bunch from my friends out in la
avani -hey gorg -miss you -when you coming back :( me -hey lovely -miss you so much more -not sure yet. hopefully soon!!
baby ❣ -night baby -sleep well me -night bub <3
cyn -hey beautiful! -i know it's late buttt -quinton just asked me out -i couldn't wait to tell you!!!! me -oh my god!!! -yayyy!!! -bout time -happy for you my love!!
chasey -hey ness -ur so pretty -come back to la! me -hii -thankyou ur prettier -thinkin bout it hehe
i replied to everyone and quickly fell asleep afterwards.
it was super late and i was really tired.
to be honest chase never messages me buttt he was a friend of mine so i didnt think anything of it.
i woke up to my mum screaming my name from downstairs.
"coming!" i groaned
i picked my self up and went downstairs
"what" i said yawning
"i just bought tickets for you to go to la!!!" she yelled
"what! are you kidding" i screamed jumping up and down
"thankyouu!!!" i smiled and hugged her tightly
"your welcome sweetie"
i smiled
"when so i leave"
"tomorrow" she said
"shit. i gotta pack!!"
"language baby" she said as i ran up the stairs
"sorry" i said heading to my room
she just laughed.
when i got to my room i started packing my bags.
it took me like 2 hours because im so indecisive
baby❣ me -guess what baby❣ -what!! me -im coming to la tomorrow!!! baby❣ -seriously!!! -yay!!!! me -im so excited to see you baby❣ -i miss you so much -cant wait to kiss you again me -aw -cant wait either baby
i texted everyone and told them and they were excited just like me
i decided to post on instagram since im tryna stay active.
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@nessbarrett: la here i come
@joshrichards: cant wait baby 《@nessbarrett: me neither bub @avani: see you soon gorg @jadenhossler: fuck yes!! 《@nessbarrett: miss you jade @madslewis: yay!!! @cynthiaparker: yes bby @brycehall: miss you ugly 《@nessbarrett: miss you pretty -load more comments-
i walked out and into the living room
"hey mama!"
"hey baby" she smiled
"can you drop me tomorrow morning"
"ofcourse" she smiled
"sweet" i said
"call me every night. and if you wanna come home just text me-"
"mum. im gonna be okay. promise"
"okay" she said taking a deep breath
my mums very protective over me and I have been begging her to let me move out to la but she always says no. so this is really big for her to even buy me a ticket.
the day slowly went by and i found my self on call with josh once again.
"i can pick you up tomorrow if you want"
"aw thankyou. let me just check the address"
"of what?" he asked
"my hotel"
"baby. dont be silly. you're staying with me"
"you sure?"
"of course!!!"
"okay" i giggled
"what time" he asked
"I'll text you"
"okay"
"but im gonna sleep so i can wake up early so im not late"
"okay"
"goodnight love you"
"love you too" he said and i hung up.
then i got my text
baby❣ -night baby -sleep well me -night bub -love you baby❣ -love you
