i will always come back to you

josh & charli (part 1)

i woke up next to cynthia and decided i wanted to go home.

"are you sure ness?" cynthia asked

i nodded

"its just kinda shitty being here" i said

"okay" she nodded

we visited everyone's room before i left

i hugged everyone except josh

oh and jaden cause he "wants to"
i dont believe that.
i think they dont want me to be alone.
but i just pretended

skip plane ride.

we got to my apartment first and we watched movies and ate icecream.

bye movies i mean a whole season of tvd.

we ordered pizza and jaden decided he was just gonna sleep on cynthia's bed

we fell asleep and woke up knowing that the others were coming home today.

i wasnt mad but i knew i had to deal with josh.

so that meant. breaking up with him.
it was the only option. 

cynthia arrived and i hugged her and she told me all about hawaii which i loved hearing about.

and then i got a text.
but it was from charli.

charli
- josh is so upset
- come see him.
- hes fucking crying cause of you
- you like really fucked up nessa
- you're a piece of shit
me
- what
- im on my way

i told the others and we all got in a car and drove to their house.

i decided to ignore charli being a bitch for now.

what have i done.
i didnt know he was gonna cry.
does he know this is the end for us
im scared.
i felt so bad even though i shouldnt
i did nothing wrong
right?

we got to the house and i walked in and saw josh standing there smiling and a bunch of cameras everywhere filming a prank video.

"what the fuck" i said and i saw jaden and cynthia in shock too behind me.

"we are so fucking over" i said to him and ran out the front door and with jadens keys

i was so hurt.

i got in his car and drove off.

jadens pov

me and cynthia walked in and stood still in shock.

how could josh do this to ness.
hes so wrong.

ness is done with his shit.

"we are so fucking over!!" she said and grabbed my keys and ran off

"what the fuck is wrong with you" i yelled at him letting ness leave

"your a fucking dick" cynthia yelled too

"and now your fucking single" she said

"shes joking" josh said smiling

"no shes fucking not" i said

"you cant treat a girl like shit and expect them to still want to be with you" i told him while he put the camera down.

"dont you dare say anything else. your disgusting" cynthia said upset and ran upstairs to find quinton

i took anthony's car to look for nessa.
she was probably at the beach.
she always goes there to think.

i got to the beach and saw my car.