heart shaped glasses

je vais aller en enfer || i'll go to hell

It pains me to write this,
But I wish I would have fallen for you.
Life would be so much easier
And happier
If I would have run into you just a little bit sooner.
Instead,
I came across him.
Now,
We just coexist,
We are now just friends.

You're a great friend.
You've thrown and taken countless punches for me.
You knock me into the proper headspace.
You tell me all the important information and never leave me to get hung for the wolves.
You hide me from my past.

And I wish I would have met you first.
I wish I would have fallen for you,

First.