heart shaped glasses

Je suis fou || im crazy

To the women I have never met.

My soul, my second half
I do not love you as a lover
I do not love you as a human would

I love you as fire
Almost soft
Unforgivably
Unfortunately 
Unforgettably

There are so many times I've laughed at nothing
Not at nothing,
At you
I've spent thousands of lonely nights making inside jokes by myself
Laughing at those jokes by myself
Having them by myself

I've been going through panic attacks
Being depressed
And even tried to commit suicide
Yet you've always been there
Holding my hand
Telling me to breathe
Telling me to stop being a little bitch

A personality disorder would be a great way to describe this
Or maybe schizophrenia
But I'll love you forever
Even if you ever leave me