A Black Girl Ranting

What Grinds My Gears (Pt.3)

• having a damn uterus

• not being able to move out my house because living in NY is too damn expensive and in order to rent an one bedroom apartment, the minimum wage would have to be above $20

• seriously having a uterus is a scam, who told you to prepare for a baby when you know ain't no one having a baby? why can't the uterus learn to create a lining when fertilization starts to happen? A SCAM I tell you

• the fact that The Weeknd still hasn't been recognized in the damn United States of America for My Dear Melancholy like that EP didn't fucking SLAP

• having basically only one person to text. like here I am texting really only you, calling you, FaceTiming you and then I realize well damn you should be paying for my phone bill

• ^^^ the fact that this leads to catching feelings

• catching feelings. my dumb ass heart don't learn

• being asked why you didn't do something and then when you try to do it, you end up embarrassing yourself

• ^^^ I'm talking about kissing. This just happened to me today. I'm extremely embarrassed.

• crying because you're embarrassed

• being too emotional

• knowing you have homework to do but having literally no motivation to do it

• having your anxiety act up because you have homework to do

• anxiety

• thinking

• probably put homework in the other two parts but putting it again because fuck homework

• group projects

• projects

• definitely put people on this list before but idgaf PEOPLE

• relationships

• the "talking" stage

• the fact that i can't disappear from the face of the earth

• yes I'm still embarrassed okay I really want to cry and disappear from the face of the earth

• the fact that there will probably be more parts to it because yeah

• writer's block