Jake's POV
I had so much homework to do. For tomorrow. But I couldn't do it very well because my mind was on the fact I was gonna have a kid with the girl I have had a crush on for years and hooked up with. And her dad is my therapist and the other one seems to like me.
They seemed so cool with the fact she was pregnant. Like the best parents ever.
But college... Oh shit... It's like four in the morning and I need to be up at six... Fuck... I should probably sleep - ping!
I got a message. The notification showed me that it was from "Lucy 💞" so I opened it.
*messages*
Lucy: you up??
Jake: yeah, doing homework :( why you up??
Lucy: I woke up and started puking... So that's fun...
Jake: oh fuck
Jake: sorry :(
Lucy: would say it's not your fault but it kinda is so...
Jake: too real 😂
Lucy: try having a kid inside you 😂
Lucy: not kidding tho like this is freaking me out
Lucy: I don't wanna give birth jeezzzzz that's painful
Jake: if it helps in the slightest I'll be with you the whole time :)
Lucy: thanks
Jake: you should try and sleep
Lucy: I wanna talk to you tho
Jake: can I just call you coz I'm tired and don't wanna keep typing
Lucy: okay
*end of messages*
An incoming call from Lucy showed on my screen and I answered.
"Hey" I said
"Hey sleepy head"
"I've not slept since yesterday you can't blame me for being tired"
"I can blame you for me being tired though" she laughed.
"True"
We talked for about half an hour and the next day she informed me I fell asleep and was apparently snoring loudly. ah well...
*next day, at the collage gates*
Lucy and the rest of them told me to meet them here but they weren't here yet. Then someone jumped into he and laughed. It was Lucy.
"Oh my god. Be careful" I laughed.
"I am" she said enlongating the m.
Then she stood in her tiptoes and kissed me. A few people cheered at me as they walked past. Lucy was so beautiful. I was lucky to have her to be honest. I don't see why anyone would want me. I'm full of ugly scars and marks on my skin.
I was just ugly and worthless.
YOU ARE UGLY.
YOU ARE WORTHLESS.
see dad... I'm not.
Yes you are. You are so ugly. She doesn't even love you. Guys come on, she does.
She doesn't love me?
WHO WOULD LOVE YOU? I DIDN'T YOUR MUM DIDN'T. WE NEVER WANTED YOU. YOU ARE UGLY. YOU ARE WORTHLESS. You ARE A SHIT EXCUSE FOR A HUMAN.
leave me alone. All of you leave me alone. Please.
"What's wrong? Jake, listen to me...You are okay... It will be okay just focus on me okay..." It was Lucy
I was trying. I was crying.
SHE DOESN'T WANT YOU. YOU ARE JUST CAUSING HER PAIN.
leave me alone!
Hes right you know...
"Leave me alone" I screamed. That was meant to be in my head. I realised I was rocking back and forward holding my head. This is the first time this has happened in front of these guys. They must think I'm insane.
I am insane.
"Call my dad, Dylan. Call my dad now."
" which one? "
"Dan"
Ring
You are not insane. This is normal
Ring
They are gonna lock you up.
Ring
Leave me alone!
Ring
No one cares about you. You are going to die all alone
"Hello, wassup Dylan?"
They are gonna kill you.
"We need help... It's Jake. How fast can you get here?" Said Lucy.
"Be there in a minute"
They all have you.
You are an inconvenience.
You are gonna be just like your dad you know.
YEAH LIKE ME. I WAS A GREAT DAD. I'M COMING BACK FOR YOU.
leave me alone! I'll never be like you!
I'LL DO WHAT I DID TO YOU TO YOUR CHILD YOU KNOW.
leave my child alone!
AND YOUR PRETTY LITTLE SWEETHEART. I'LL KILL HER. I'LL KILL THE CHILD. I'LL KILL YOU.
please no...
Someone grabbed my face.
"Breathe with me okay? In...out. what happened? "
"We kissed and then he kinda spaced out and he started screaming to leave him alone and he was crying a lot..."
He's gonna not let you see her again.
"We need to get him to Phil... Are you okay to walk?" I nodded . Tears were still streaming down my face.
" Dylan get on the other side of him" he did.
I'LL KILL THE REST OF HER FAMILY TOO.
if you do that I will murder you.
I told you that you are just like him.
Please no.
They put me in a car.
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The single dad || phan
Fanfiction[completed] Daniel Howell is a single dad of a 6 month old named Lucy. After her mother's death, Dan got left with her, even though he did not know he had a child in the first place. Phil is a patient at the hospital Dan works at...
