Don't Worry Too | The Sequel

Decide

Read Note At End. Things in parentheses () are AN's. Sorry for interrupting y'all reading with 'em lol. Enjoy 😚

I held my sandals in hand and kept digging my toes in the sand, I was trying to do anything that'd distract me and help me avoid this conversation. I know what the truth will turn out to be and that is why I'm trying hard to avoid it.

"So you gonna talk or?" I said, realizing it was just silent. Besides the sounds of the water and the breeze, it was silence. Trey and Mick had already walked somewhere afar to have their conversation so it was just us, standing here awkwardly.

He was just standing here, looking down himself. Probably trying to figure out where to start or what to say.

"What do you think we should do?" He said and finally looked up

"Uh.. I mean, I don't know." I shrugged

"Look, I strongly suggest a break. Thing is, we still on this trip and it would be kind of hard to have a break from each other and we staying in the same room with each other, goin' places with each other and shit." He said

I sighed, I knew he'd suggest this although he's right.

"We only have about three days left of the trip, I can see what flight leaves as early as tomorrow night. I'll just get a refund for the tickets I already got. I know Mick and Trey won't mind, they're going through their own problems that they need to sort out. We did almost everything here anyway, I don't think it'd be a bad idea." I finished

"Alright." He said

"So, that's what we're doing?" I said

"You know a break isn't a break up, right? We're just spending some time apart, giving the relationship some thought." I said to him

"I know, you need time to think about if you can actually forgive me and really want me back." He said

"Yeah, and you need time to know if you can accept where I'm coming from and all that other good stuff, you know. If we can't come up with an agreement and forgive each other then I guess we call it quits because, as much as I don't wanna do this, we do need to take time and think about this relationship. All we're going to do is keep arguing, you'll throw what I did in my face and I'll throw what you did in your face. This isn't a break up, we can't step out because we still are in a relationship. We just need space to make sure we really know what we're doing. You can still come visit the kids as much as you want, you know Raniyah's birthday is coming up you can come through." I said and sighed

"Coo..." Chris said

"How long do you think we need?" I asked

"A week or two." He said

"I guess, so in two weeks we'll talk about it." I shrugged

"Sounds like a plan?" He asked

"It's a plan." I said

He extended his hand, and balled up his fist.

"What?" I said, I was kind of confused

"Gimme dap, girl." He said

"Oh." I said
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He walked away and met back up with Trey and I just stood there, in thought. I think this break will be good. I think we really do need time from each other to know if we can really accept what we had done to one another.
I know I'm not completely over it, I voiced that the day I took him back but I needed the help so I took him back sooner than I wanted. This isn't a break up, so he can see the kids as much as he wants and needs. I was stubborn and hurt during the break up so I was being petty towards him and not letting him see them, which wasn't right.