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Sebastian x Reader #58

(Sebastian and Reader makes up after an argument)

You walk to God knows where. You just had another fight about Sebastian. He's trying to help you cope with depression, but somehow you feel like you just cannot be helped anymore. You love him, but you're worried he'll leave you because of your unpredictable mood swings.

You walk for hours and finally sit down on a bench. You feel hungry and proceed to go to the nearest place.

You stand by the window and sees Sebastian and a couple of his friends. You walk in and pull your hoodie so he couldn't see you. As you line up, you overhear their conversation.

"Man, you should just leave her", says one of them.

"I don't know, man, honestly I don't know anymore", Sebastian sounding unsure. Your heart pounds faster.

"I know a few chicks who are single", says the other one. You couldn't stand anymore. You remove your hoodie and head for their table.

"Good, find someone who doesn't have bipolar or anxiety or depression because I can't stand breaking his heart anymore!", you say, tears welling up. You run out before Sebastian could explain.

You sit down by the tree, where you and Sebastian confessed your love for one another. You hug your jacket tighter and pull down the hoodie, hiding your face as it begins to rain. You're hungry, sad, angry and all mixed up. You curl up since it's cold and the rain isn't helping at all.

Then, you see Sebastian running in the rain. You immediately hide your face and trying to not be so obvious crawling to the bush, but fail miserably when he grabs you.

"What was that?! Some stunt?!", he yells.

"Leave me alone!!", you try to squirm your way outta his arms. Sebastian grabs your face and kisses you hard.

"Have you forgotten? I promise to never leave you. I love you so much that it hurts to see you sad. I want to give all the happiness in the world to you so I don't have to see another drop of tear of pain from you. Please, (y/n), let me love you. Let me help you", he says, caressing your cheeks lovingly and kisses you softly.

"Sebastian..., I can't be helped", you say.

"I don't care, if I can't have you I rather die", he says, "Losing you is like spiralling into depression".

You cry and he wipes the tears away. "I'm sorry, Sebastian", you sob.

"Don't be..., because the burden of your problem is my privilege because I love you and I only want you", he says before kissing you and carry you back home.