Our secret love- Joshifer

Chapter Twenty Five: An unwanted flashback.

Hey guys!

The song im listening to is:

Wherever you are- 5 Seconds of Summer.

Don't worry a sneak peak:

This going to be based on a flashback.

Im gonna add some lyrics in too

Love you all xx

Enjoy

Hatti

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"They aren't mine"

Those words ring in Josh's ears.

I could fly a thousand occeans but theres nothing that compares to what we had

I miss Jen

The real Jennifer.

Tears fall down his cheeks. Burning then.

The twins are staying at Jen's parents until Jen's memory is back.

I just can't stop thinking of her

She probably isn't thinking of me.

Josh turns over and tries to fall asleep.

-Meanwhile-

While Josh is drifting off to sleep. Jennifer is lay awake thinking of those two babies Josh held in his arms.

She looks around the darkened room. Looking at photos that hang on the walls and on the sides.

They are of Jen and Josh. There is one picture of them holding the two babies. In the hospital.

I look happy. Holding that little boy.

-Flashback-

She was 14. Her dad had just left. She went to stay over for the weekend.

Sometimes you can still her scars.

"I hate you Jennifer! Your not daughter to me"

He lifts his hand up to her face. Hesitating for a second. But then swipes his hand across her face.

He hit her.

She had came home late and her dad got drunk. He lost control and attacked her.

That nigt when she was home alone. She got the blade and cut all her arms.

In the morning her dad forced her out the house. Making sure he hurt her.

The scars all on her legs and arms took 4 months to get rid off. She didn't stop. She was terrified.

-Flashback ended-

"Ahhhh"

She woke up drenched in cold sweat, tears rolling down her face.

Josh runs in and she hugs him.

"Go back to sleep Jennifer"

He kisses her cheek before leaving her to drift off to sleep.

-Morning-

Josh was already downstairs when Jennifer arrived in the kitchen.

The twins were sat in their highchairs.

Jen smiles at both of the babies.

Taking George's hand as he giggles.

what is Josh saying that these beautiful babies are ours?.

"Josh. I had a flash back last night."

Josh looks at her. Confused but she isn't looking at him.

"What happened?"

"I was fourteen and my dad well he used to abuse me"

She feels a slight pain on her legs and arms.

Tears flicker in her eyes.

"Im gonna spend time in my room"

She doesn't let Josh speak. She races to her room.

Curling up in a ball and just crying her eyes out.

Dad's are suppose to care.

Are supposed to love.

Like Josh does to George and Peeta.

Not like my Dad.

"Im sorry Dad"

Tears fall down her cheek. One memory she never ever forgot was her Dad dying.

You loved me later on.

Why did you have to leave?.

"I love you Dad"

Jennifer cries until she hasen't got any feeling left anymore.

Meanwhile Josh puts the twins to bed and he curls up.

Jennifer loved her Dad.

I was there when he died.

-Jennifer-

I loved you Dad.

Josh was there when he died.

She smiles through the tears.

Josh was there for me.

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Hello again. I feel that you guys are gonna hate that update. Im sorry guys but I promise the next chapter will be about the twins.

Hope you still love me.

Thank you!xx

Love you. Here if you need me.xx

-Hatti