#imagine.
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(triggering a little)
dear diary,
he's gone.
he left
he said he couldn't do it anymore and the hate was too much.
he thinks he had it bad, but he never at all.
he looked happy.
he made me happy.
but I guess I couldn't give him the same thing.
I loved him.
I still do.
nothing will change the way I feel for him.
nothing ever will.
he's gone.
he's never coming back.
I'll never get to see those amazing coloured eyes.
or the smile he wore.
he wasn't just a person, he was my other half.
he was the reason I'm still around, but without him I don't see the purpose of living when you have no one to live for.
he never said goodbye.
he never said I love you this morning.
i left with such a hurry, nothing could be said.
regret.
it's all I feel.
it's my fault.
everything.
I should of ask him if he was okay.
I thought I knew.
I thought we didn't need to say goodbye too each other just yet because we both would be around for awhile.
"have a good day at university"
the last thing he said to me.
I thought the evening would consider cuddles and movie marathons.
not crying over the one I loved truly.
"he walked into my life like he knew there was a spot waiting for him deep inside my heart"
he walked out, knowing he still held the same spot in my heart.
he's gone.
he left.
with no coming back.
this is the last time I shall write in this diary as I will be joining him.
I shall be with him no matter what.
he is my person.
he is my saviour.
this diary, held all my secrets, but it's my time to go.
"if you jump, I jump, remember"
Sincerely Yours,
[Y/N]
you put your diary down on the ground, and walked towards the edge of the rooftop, looking down you saw tiny people walking, talking. you thought they looked happy, like you once did but now you can't be happy without feeling regret and sadness of luke not around.
inhaling.
exhaling.
you get ready to jump.
inhaling.
exhaling.
does he really want you with him, if he left? you thought.
inhaling.
exhaling.
maybe i shouldn't.
inhaling.
exhaling.
you take a step back.
inhaling.
exhaling.
you sit on the roof.
inhaling.
exhaling.
you saved your life.
inhaling.
exhaling.
you promise yourself that you will get better and stronger.
inhaling.
exhaling.
"i can do it." you whispered.
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luke hemmings imagines
Fanfictionjust a place to keep all the imagines I have written in the past. they may be shit. they may be good. Idk anymore. I hope you enjoy them. © smilsnarry. all rights are reserved.
