Yoongi's Music [SUGA]

Music #56

Yoongi's Music

Music #56

I was so drunk with love.

I was so drunk and so happy that I never wanted to end this anymore.

Finally, after five years ay masaya na kaming dalawa ulit. At para sa akin ay wala ng mas importante pa doon.

But what she said to me that day erased that smile in my face that I've been keeping since the day that we've arrived in here.

"I' m going to tell them the truth" she said while sitting beside me and while looking at the scenery outside of my car. "Kapag nakabalik na tayo ng Seoul ay sasabihin ko sa media na ako talaga ang nagnakaw ng mga mixtapes mo"

We are sitting in my car now habang nagbabyahe kami papunta ng grocery store. Our stock for two days already ended up kaya kailangan naming bumili ng mga bagong supply ng groceries. And as the way all things goes so well for the two of us now, this is already a dream come true for me. Pero matapos nyang sabihin yun ay pakiramdam ko ay bigla nalang nasira yun.

I don't wanna talk about it.

I don't wanna talk about all the things that is out from our relationship. All I wanna do is her to be with me. Ayokong masira ang sobrang saya na pareho naming nararamdaman ngayon. I've only got her now. So selfishly enough, I just want us to be happy.

"You don't have to" I said.

Sya naman ngayon ang mukhang nabigla ng dahil sa sinabi ko. Kaya mabilis syang napalingon sa akin and I could almost imagine her beautiful face being crumpled when she started talking again.

"Pero alam mo kung ano ang ginawa nun sa career mo" she said and after two days ay ngayon ko lang uli narinig na tumaas ang boses nya. "Yoongi, ayoko na nito. Kapag hindi ko ginawa ang tama ay pakiramdam ko ay sa oras-oras na kasama kita ay para akong sinasakal ng mga kasalanan ko sayo. I only want to do what's right. And I'll begin with that"

But a simple smile just curved up into my lips.

"Aish, hayaan mo na yun" ang nakangiting sambit ko saka ko sya nilingon. "Makakalimutan din ng mga tao yun"

And slowly, I just witness of how those tears started to form into her eyes.

Oo, alam ko.

Matapos kaming magpatawaran ay alam ko na may mga times na nagi-guilty parin sya sa mga bagay na pinanggagawa nya sa akin dati. Pero para sa akin ay wala nalang yun. Ang gusto ko nalang gawin ngayon ay ang makasama sya at maging masaya kaming dalawa.

"Baby..." I whispered nang makita kong tumalikod na sya at nagsimulang umiyak.

I didn't know that she's still sensitive.