I've Gotta Go...

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At the Warrior Base:

Logan is in the gym, on the treadmill, whilst, I am sorting out my locker. To be honest, me and Logan haven't spoken properly since I said that I won't date him... I probably should apologise.

I walk near him, he obviously knows that I'm there but doesn't say anything.

YN: Sorry for snapping at you yesterday.

He doesn't say anything. Is he really giving me the silent treatment? I seriously had enough of this!

YN: Fine, you can give me the silent treatment. I don't care. But let me tell you something, it won't change a thing about yesterday.

Logan: (turns off the treadmill) Fine. Let's sit down and discuss this.

YN: Discuss my final desicion already made?

Logan: Look, YN. You do so much for your job, have you ever done anything for yourself? Your life?

YN: My life is this. I am committed to this job. What about you? You should do the same instead of running after me.

Logan: I'm running after you because I love you.

YN: You seriously need to put your emotions aside right now.

Logan: No, you need to use your emotions and listen to your heart. Apart from this job, what do you want in life?

YN: What makes you think I want you in my life?

Oh... Stupid YN! I shouldn't have said that! That was too deep! I look over to Logan who kinda looks offended.

YN: I, I uh–

Logan: (awkwardly smiles and gets up) Don't say anything YN. You're right... I'm going to go now. (Goes)

He'll come back right? Urgh, I seriously hate my emotions.

Logan's POV
Remember when I said I am not giving up on this mission easily, it's still true. I am not. I still love YN and always will.
But maybe I have been slightly a bit too pushy...
So I am going to give her time, to think, on her own.
End of Logan's POV

A couple hours pass by and Logan still hasn't come back. He probably has gone home... I do feel bad for what I said but I'd rather let him be safe. I'll just apologise tomorrow.
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The Next Day

I arrive at The Warriors Base. Logan is nowhere to be seen. He'd probably come late, like always. I go into my office and browse through my computer. I waste 2 hours doing that, huh. Logan's still not here.

I, then, go do training at the gym and in the training garden. Another 2 hours have passed by and he's still not here. I call him but his phone seems to be switched off. Okay, in my defence, I've only said one tiny thing and he gets over dramatic about it!

I go to the weapon store and buy more pistols. I arrive back to the Warrior Base and it's 9 PM. Logan's not here. I spot Carlos walking down the hallway.

YN: Hey Los!

Carlos: What's up?

YN: Have you seen Logan?

Carlos: Nah, I don't think he came today.

YN: Oh...

Carlos: Anything wrong?

YN: No, No. It's alright.

Carlos: Okay then. Good Night and CHOPPED LIVER! (A/N: 'Chopped Liver' is Carlos' catchphrase in LexLos vlogs)

YN: (confused) What?

Carlos: Nothing. Don't matter. Anyway, peace out. (Goes)

YN: Bye.

Logan hasn't been here this whole day! I've tried calling him multiple times, he won't pick up! I just hope he's here tomorrow...
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The Next Day

Okay, the whole day has passed and Logan hasn't come again! What the flip is going on?! I decide to enquire Boss about this.

YN: (knocks on Bosses Door) Boss?

Michael: Come in.

YN: (comes in) Hey, do you know where Logan is? He hasn't showed up for two days.

Michael: Oh it completely slipped out of my mind...

YN: What did?

Michael: He's left.

WHAT?! NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO

YN: What do you mean left? Like is he on a mission abroad or something...

Michael: It's not permament leave. He temporarily left. He needs some time off ever since the kidnapping.

YN: He can't just leave. What about me? Who's gonna be my partner?!

Michael: You handled missions independently before, I don't think it would be a problem now.

Urgh. HOW CAN LOGAN JUST LEAVE?! I JUST SAID ONE SILLY THING! EVERYONE MAKES MISTAKES!

YN: Alright, anyway bye boss. (Goes)

Okay, I am going to go to Logan's house and talk some sense into him.

James: (eating an apple) Hey YN, where you going?

YN: Logan's house.

Carlos: Um, I don't think you should go there.

YN: Why?

Kendall: He called saying he's gone abroad somewhere, he hasn't told us where. And I don't know how long he's going to be there.

LOGAN FRICKING HENDERSON IS LITERALLY DRIVING ME CRAZY! HE CAN'T JUST LEAVE! What the hell's happening...?

YN: Can't you try and locate him using one of your computers?

Kendall: I can try.

After hours of locating, we couldn't be able to locate Logan. He's gone. One thing I said to him and whoosh! He is out of my life. If only I wasn't stubborn. I just hope he's safe.

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