Wanting To Share

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hey guys! wanted to share two thing with you. one is my new found confidence. i wrote this on ig/Facebook while posting a picture:

🌺🌸🌼 there was times where i never liked going anywhere by myself & didn't feel comfortable around others, even my own family. i was so socially awkward & had so much anxiety when just being around people so i stayed to myself & the few people that i was comfortable with & even then i wasn't fully comfortable with them. i realize that no one truly knew me because of this. in the span of just four days God gave me an experience that completely changed that. he lead me out & allowed me to meet people who i felt comfortable around. gave me an experience that made me more willing to take all of the risks that i wanted so desperately to take & one that gave me more confidence in the fact that he actually speaks to me & hears me. im more confident because of Him & this experience. im still a natural introvert that prefers to be alone most of the time & i still feel like my awkward self at times lol but it's so much better & i can do more things that i love because of it. now i don't need anyone to go to events or places with me, i can go on my own & be perfectly comfortable. i can be in a room full of people & not want to curl into a ball in the corner. i thank Him so much for this. people may not understand it because they can't relate but it means so much to me. God is honestly life changing & this is just the beginning of all of the life changing events to occur in my life just this year! it's crazy. lol but here's a pic of me for no reason other than im cute(& i can finally say that without worrying about who thinks differently. God is truly amazing). ✌🏾️🙏🏾

& the second are some new pics. ive really been trying to get into makeup bc i love art therefore i love makeup & want to be better at it. this is a look i attempted tonight:

 this is a look i attempted tonight:

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im slowly but surely getting better

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im slowly but surely getting better. 😩 i felt so pretty tonight like i could bag a michael Clifford or luke hemmings. 😏

love you guys! leave one thing in the comment you're good at & one thing you like/love about yourself! 😘

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