Nashi heartfilia-dragneel

Lucy Heartfilia

Lucy P.O.V

I finally sighed as nashi went to school then went back to the kitchen and sat at the dinner table and started eating breakfast which I prepared while preparing for nashi and then pick up the plates and empty glasses of mine and nashi from the table put them in the sink and start washing and put them in rack and pick up a cloth and start wiping them and start my daily chores and by the time i finish my chores i was tired i went to my bedroom and sat on the bed and started remembering what nashi asked me about her father...about natsu upon remember his name i started feeling sad and felt my cheeks warm and wet i touch them then i understood i was crying i wipe my cheeks and laid on my bed and started crying again while clinging to my pillow and shouting " naaatsssuuu" and started remembering my past the reason i left the guild what happened before i left the guild

*FLASHBACK*
 
Natsu and rest of the guild members where having a fight in the guild i was sitting at the bar table Mira who was smiling look at other while having a fight and she turned around me " lucy, would u like to have your regular strawberry drink "asked me i nodded my head and said "thank you ,Mira" and she took a while and served me my shake i took a sip and felt relax by the time i look around the guild  atmosphere changed into a party mood i laughed looking and felt warm hands around my shoulders i knew who it was i look at him and say "natsu" i blushed a little i know my feelings towards him i loved him always since he was warm ,kind ,and always looking after me and protect me again and again when every i was in problem or danger . He started speaking " luce, let's a have blast " while drinking his fire whisky . I knew he was drunk I told him that " natsu no more drinking for you u are totally drunk" he pouted his face I had no other choice except to take him away from the guild . " Natsu we are going" I say and put his one hand around my neck lift him up  and start walking outside the guild and decided to go my house as it was near by and happy decided to stay in the guild with  carla and Wendy .I finally came near my apartment opened the door while carrying natsu kept him on the bed and though of going to the bathroom and have a shower I turn around when i suddenly felt natsu  grabbing my hand and pulling me  towards him i stumble and fall upon him and felt my self blushing while looking into his onyx eyes as my face was near him and i suddenly felt natsu lips upon my lips i knew he was drunk but i was unable to stop him from doing it. It  became more and more intense until and until we finally made out . I was sleeping beside the person whom I love  and he was sleeping beside me i felt happy and drifted to sleep

Next morning

I woke up and look at my self being naked I then I finally remembered last night and blush a little and look to find natsu but he was no where to be found I some how felt it strange I then have a quick bath  doing my morning routines wear my dress go to the guild to look for natsu to confess my feelings to him .I finally reach the guild upon opening the doors I saw everyone shouting and having a party again and howling I finally saw natsu and saw beside him sitting was lisanna blushing and warping her  hands around natsu hand as there were sitting nearly close I felt a sharp pain in my heart I felt someone tapping my shoulder I turn around to find Mira shouting
" Lucy finally NALI is happening" she seemed excited. "what" I ask her  .she look at me smiling and say " lisanna confessed her feelings to natsu and natsu accepted her feeling .sooo nali is happening lucy nali " she said . I was shocked after hearing that . I look at him who seems happy . I then remembered he was drunken yesterday  so he doesn't remember anything I thought about my feelings and I knew I had no choice I crushed my feeling within my heart then thought of natsu who seems to happy with lisanna his childhood friends now his girlfriend I accepted it and sat opposite to natsu and say him giving him a smile "CONGRATULATIONS NATSU" he looked at me giving me his grin . I knew I loved natsu but he loved lisanna so I decided to keep those feelings to myself. Days passed by

Few days later

I felt weird inside my stomach. recently I started vomiting the food in the bathroom, having headache constantly I don't know what was happening to me then I go to my drawer and stare at my pads and them remember that I have not used them this month infact my periods has not started this month . I felt scared I ran to the nearest medical shop and purchase Pregnancy test kit I went to the restroom following the instructions I wait  for few minutes for the results and when the results where shown I was scared to see and was surprised to see the results 2 red lines I didn't knew what to do I walked outside the bathroom sat on the bed clinging to my knees ' what should I do now I am carrying natsu and my child and natsu doesn't even knows that we had sex while he was drunken if I tell natsu I know he would accept it but what  would i do if he starts think me and the child as a burden because he loves lisanna I would only be a cause to break his and her heart ' i though to myself and decided do something and finally' I have decided not to natsu about the baby and leave the guild for once and for all for the good ' I though to my self went to the master office at the guild and told him everything about me, natsu my decision he was first shocked hearing my decision and that I am pregnant he then calm down and came near me and said " I respect your decision lucy but remember u are a part of this family fairy tail and u will always be a part of it even with the guild Mark or not ,if anything happends to u  never forget u have a family here in magnolia "as he slowly remove my guild Mark.i knew master was sad  I look at him with a smile " thank you master "  and asked him a  final favour " master ,can u not tell the guild members about me leaving the guild until I leave the city " master looked at me and nodded his head saying yes."Thank you master " I say him and leave the guild go straight to my house pack my things leave my apartment and hand over the keys to the land lady and go to station pick up a random place and purchase its ticket as the train came I walk up with all my luggage walk in the train with my luggage and I whisper under  my breath saying " bye bye magnolia , fairy tail ,natsu ,erza ,gray, juvia, Levi ,everyone " and the train started moving I reach the destination and then walk out if the train have some food since i was hungry go to the ticket counter in the station and finally take the ticket to the train which was finally in the station and walk in it with my luggage and finally reached a city far away from magnolia that is hagrom

* FLASHBACK END*

I started thinking of my new life over here I live rented 2 floor house with the rent of 75,000 jewels I finally became author writing novels using my the name "lu heart " since I didn't wanted any one to know my name and published my book naming
'MY HEART' ( A/N: I came with the name of the book randomly as it just flicked my  mind  )which became quite popular in less amount of time  I suddenly heard a ring on the phone I walk up from the bed and lift the phone while wiping my tears and say " hello! Lucy heartfilia here " I say as listen what they where speaking and and shout

" NASHI DID WHAT ?"