Destiel: Blackbear

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"Dean, why do you hide it? You kissed me! Don't tell me that meant nothing!" Castiel's voice was desperate and pleading. "I don't know what you want me to do here, Castiel." Dean answered.

Castiel

Cas hated hearing that out of Dean's mouth.

"I want you to be honest! And call me Cas again, and stop hiding whatever you're feeling. Please, just tell me."

"You want to know what I feel? Fine! I have so many goddamn feelings for you, but I can't tell you. I can't tell you because I'm so fucking scared. I act like I don't give a fuck about your feelings or whatever, but I do. I care so fucking much. That's how I feel. Are you happy now?" Castiel didn't know how Dean was feeling. He knew how Dean felt for him, but he didn't know what he was feeling at this exact moment.

His jaw was clenched. His voice broke occasionally. Tears threatened to spill over his cheeks.

"Thank you." Castiel said finally. "Thank you? I spill my entire everything to you, and you say thank you?" Dean scoffed.

"Yes, thank you. I know how hard it was to admit out loud exactly how you felt and I know it was the last thing you wanted to do. So thank you."

"And that's all you have to say?"

"No. There is a lot to say. I obviously have a deep attraction towards you or I wouldn't have brought he subject. When I raised you from perdition I mended you all by hand. I fixed every physical mark and scar, except where I signed my work. Dean, that bonded us together, and I've wanted to tell about these feelings, but I didn't see the point. In a matter of time you will die. I can't make you live forever. You will die and I will never see you again, so why bother? But I found the answer. We could do this, and be happy. It won't last forever, nothing does, but it will bring us happiness for the time being, and I think we deserve that, and I want that, I really want that Dean, and I just hope you want it too."

Dean embraced Castiel into a hug. He was right, nothing lasted forever, but being together at that moment, well that was enough for the both of them.

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