In which your 6 months pregnant and have a miscarriage
Age:24
Request?: yes by urfavfilo
Location: you guys have your own apartment in La
WC:867
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Y/n POV
I wake up from terrible cramping in my stomach I sit up rubbing my stomach. Scrunching my face in pain. I slowly get up but when I look at the bed it's blood and my heart stops.
I had a miscarriage all I could do is start crying. Chris then wakes up looking at me then the bed. He hurry and gets up "oh y/n/n" he says hugging me and I just bawl. "I-im sorry" I say choking on my words.
"It's not y-your fault" he says with his voice cracking "yes it is I could have done better or something" i say pulling back. "None of it is your fault I promise" he says holding my face.
Looking as if he was gonna cry to "I killed our baby" i say looking down at my feet. "No you didn't y/n don't say things like that this was not your fault" he says kissing my head and I cry again.
I killed our baby. "Come on let's get you cleaned up and we can take you to the hospital" he says i say nothing and just follow him.
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We are now at the hospital in a room. A doctors comes in smiling. "Ok so you did have a miscarriage but you have no bad bleeding so your free to go" she says giving a little frown. "I'm sorry" she says.
I nod and Chris helps me down from the bed and we leave. We get in the car and all I can really do is stare I cried so much I couldn't really cry anymore.
"Hey it's ok we can always try again" he says rubbing my thigh. I can't even respond so I just nod still looking at my hands.
He grabs my hand rubbing it as he drives.
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We finally make it back home and I'm sitting on the bed staring once again. "Hey y/n/n you need to eat" Chris say. "I'm not hungry" i mumble as I rub my stomach but start crying immediately.
"Hey hey it's ok" he says sitting beside me rubbing my back. "Our baby is gone it's not ok" i says crying more. He hugs me tightly and kisses my head.
I get up running to the bathroom throwing up. And I start crying immediately. "Hey it's ok it's just you reacting because you stressed and scared" he says rubbing my back.
(You guys know how if your really scared stressed and sad and etc your throw up y'all know right nvm)
I get up wiping my mouth then brushing my teeth and washing my hands. I turn around crashing my face into Chris chest. He rubs my back kissing my head.
"Now we have to tell everyone that the baby is gone" i say looking up at him. " just remember it's not your fault ok you hear me" he says holding my face and I nod.
He leans down kissing my lips softly it's was quick but loving kiss. I smile little "there's that smile" he says kissing my head. "How about we call my parents and tell them and we can have Matt and nick over and tell them" he says and I nod.
We go to the room texting Matt and nick to come over. Then we FaceTime Marylou and jimmy. "Hi mom and dad" Chris says and my eye start to tear up.
" hey sweetie what's wrong" Marylou says and I break down. "Mom y/n had miscarriage" Chris says "oh my gosh sweet heart I'm so sorry" Marylou says.
" oh my gosh were flying down tomorrow Chris please find us a plane ticket and send it to me" Marylou says. "Mom you don't have to do that-" he says "yes I do" she says sternly.
"Hey honey it's gonna be ok" jimmy says and I nod.
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Matt and Nick are here
We go to the living room and sit down. "So what's up" Nick says smiling. "I-I u-uh" i say not even talking properly. "Hey hey what's wrong take your time" Matt says. My eyes agin once starts to tear up "I had a miscarriage" I finally say
And there eyes widen "I'm so sorry babe" Nick says hugging me "hey it's not your fault y/n/n" Matt says also hugging me then they hug there brother.
As much as chris is trying to not to be sad and stay strong for me I see deep down he's sad about it to.
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I'm now laying down cuddled up with chris. "Good night I love you" he says "I love you" i say tearing up again. "Hey hey it's ok" he says and I shake my head no "it's all my fault if maybe I have eaten more healthy or not did a lot of stuff or maybe" I get cut off
"It's not your fault I promise it's not"
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Well there you go hope you enjoyed I didn't know how to end it so yea
