My boyfriend has separation anxiety and clinginess.
But sometimes it can be too much.
I can't leave without him tagging along or doing anything alone.
It can be exhausting, but I love him.
He's just like this, but I wish I could be my own person for a minute.
So sometimes I lie to him.
I say different things, so he doesn't tag along.
I say things that purposely wouldn't allow him to do everything with me.
I feel bad for lying to him, but sometimes I want my personal space.
Today I was going to a party that I got invited to, and I was really excited!
Taeyong already said that he wasn't going, and he didn't know if I was going or not.
But when I was about to leave out of the front door, I heard his voice call out.
"You're going to the party? Without me?"
I sigh, turning around to see him and his pyjamas ready for bed.
"Yeah, I am. Go get some rest. I won't be there the whole night," I simply answered.
"No. I'm coming with you."
He states, and is about to walk away when I finally break at him.
"Taeyong! I want to go to this party alone!
You said that you were going! I don't want you to be by my side all the time.
Just give me some personal space!"
I finally rush out when I realize I said all those things.
I stare at Taeyong in shock at my own actions.
He stares at me with wide eyes before slowly nodding, his jaw clenched. "oh."
I sigh, playing with my hands.
"Taeyong, baby, I didn't-"
He stops me and says,
"No. Yeah, no, it's fine. I'm sorry, I'm too clingy. I'll just stay home and go to your party.
I'll be here when you get back."
He says, turns around, and walks out without saying, 'I love you.'
I get that he's angry, but we never leave the house without saying it, it was always a rule.
I feel bad and decided not to go to the party anymore and apologize.
I put my purse down and walked into our bedroom, where I found him lying down on his phone.
"Taeyong, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to talk to you like that," I say, but he doesn't respond.
"Taeyong," I try again, but all I hear is a sigh.
"You wanted me to leave me alone, and now you want me to talk?" he says.
i'm speechless.
I rush out of the bedroom with an angry expression on my face.
I decide to leave and go to the party, trying to ignore what happened.
But little did I know, I would regret doing that.
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I'm just thinking, who should be my last member for my last chapter?! 🤔🤔
