- Hongjoong
*knock knock*
"Hongjoong... San and Wooyoung are fighting again!" I walked into my boyfriend's room cautiously and super out of character.
"Ugh I swear they fight then end up kissing it out might as well just fuck it out at this point" he walks out annoyed and cursing at the wind. Once he left down the hall I turned to Seonghwa laying in his bed.
"Seonghwa... can I talk to you about something?" I turn to look if my boyfriend was near or not before jumping in the bed with Seonghwa.
"Of course what's going on..." he turns all his attention to me with a worried face.
"Well... my anxiety is really getting to me nowadays and I think I am falling into a depression. I am functioning fine I just am not happy and worry way too much. In all honesty, I need a big comforting hug. I went to the other boys for one and they were trying to stop San from killing Wooyoung. You know the norm!" He opened his arms and welcomed me into a warm hug I needed to help me out of this blue state.
"Why don't you ask Hongjoong for one?" he asked rubbing circles in my back.
"I used my physical touch quota for the week" he pushed me away to look in my eyes to see if I was kidding but I was dead serious.
"What?" He questioned.
"Well Hongjoong is not really into skinship so I try not to bother him with it. So I have set a thing up in my notes on my phone to tell me how many times I have asked for a hug or kiss or anything in that nature. I asked to cuddle with him Wednesday so I used everything I had for the week." I cuddle back into him and close my eyes tired of my brain running nonstop.
"You have to be kidding me please tell me this is a joke" I took out my phone and showed him.
"Nope, not a joke!" I exclaimed and closed my eyes again.
"Why would you do something like this? You two are together there is no reason for you to be so cautious like this. What do you do when you need comfort?" I thought of the answer for a minute before sighing loudly.
"Cry... go to Wooyoung or Mingi or cry more," I said nonchalantly making him worry more. He stopped and was thinking of what to say but I had fallen asleep already.
No one's POV
Hongjoong walks into the room with tears down his cheeks. He had heard everything (y/n) and Seonghwa had talked about. He didn't notice anything wrong and didn't realize she was doing this. He felt awful.
"You heard didn't you?" Was the only thing out of Seonghwa. Hongjoong just nodded looking down at (y/n) asleep next to Seonghwa.
"Can you please put her in my bed?" Hongjoong asked Seonghwa weakly trying not to cry. Seonghwa didn't question anything and moved (y/n) to Hongjoongs bed then left to check on the others.
A few hours passed and (y/n) woke up to Hongjoong sitting next to her on his laptop. She jumped and was about to get out of bed when Hongjoong stopped her.
"I am sorry I didn't-" Hongjoong cut her off placing his index on her lips.
"You have nothing to be sorry about. I was an awful boyfriend. I am sorry for making you feel the way you did. I love you, you know that right?" Hongjoong whispered rubbing his nose against her.
"I didn't but now I do." (Y/n) whispered. Hongjoong leaned in and kissed her on the lips softly and full of passion.
"I am sorry I didn't express it enough and I will from now on. I don't care what I am doing or where we are if you need something please don't be scared to tell. Okay?" He pulled away from the kiss and connected their foreheads together.
"Okay..." (Y/N) whispered.
