𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬, jenzie.

✦ hate

Her heart weighed her down, tossing and turning at every picture she swiped through. Ever single memory made her want to sob heavily into his arms but she couldn't have him.

The regret flood through her veins like blood, making her feel like utter crap as she thought about him.

His dirty blonde hair, his green eyes and his smile that always made her day.

She had always loved his eyes. It reminded her of nature, her favourite thing. Staring into his eyes made her forget every worry running through her mind. They were shining like emeralds, a gem settled deep in the hole. It was her favourite thing about him, the way it glimmered under the moonlight, brightening whenever something he loved was mentioned or softening when it met hers.

She lost him. She let him slip right though the cracks of her fingers and she made no effort to capture him. The images of his face for glued in her mind, keeping her awake at nights.

She was in love with him.

She had never felt love like this before. It was blooming in the depth of her heart, making her want to cry out at how desperate she was. She wanted to wrap her arms around his neck, kissing him passionately under the rain while he smiled at her.

Her heart grew obsessive over him, always picturing him or relating anything to him and she hated it. It reminded her of how much she missed him. She hated it.

She hated him for how he made her feel.

adios amigos
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