moonlight {h.s}

flawless

sexual content ahead,
you've all been warned ;)

also writing this
got me out of a slump...

what does that say about me lmao

Sydney

I connected our lips again, slipping my tongue into his mouth. He moved his hands to roam around my body, helping remove my jacket barely breaking the kiss.

My mind had turned to mush. Any form of clarity had melted away, and been replaced with thoughts of Harry. So many thoughts.

I didn't want to ruin this. Everything was so good, and it could go so wrong so quickly.

I pulled back from Harry, my eyes still closed, and let out a long breath. I cleared my throat, and shuffled away slightly, going to stand up. Harry pulled his hands back and ran them through his hair.

"Music?" A nervous chuckle escaped the back of my throat, as I moved over to my phone in the kitchen.

I selected one of my playlists, and pressed the shuffle button. It automatically connected to my Bluetooth system and music erupted throughout the flat.

Flawless: The Neighbourhood

I internally cringed. Not helping my current situation.

Harry smirked, as I walked back over to the sofa. I slotted back on, crossing my legs and keeping my eyes on the floor.

I was trying to keep my mind distracted.

Distracted from all the racing thoughts, lingered stares and burning touches. My eyes glanced over to Harry, who's were burning into me. He wasn't trying to hide the lust in his face, like I was.

"Harry..." I started, as he took his lip between his teeth. The same burning heat spread throughout my body, as my breathing became heavier.

His hand moved onto my waist, keeping his eyes on me, as we became inches apart. My breath hitched in my throat, as my skin ignited.

"Syd"

I pinched my eyes closed, as his mouth began leaving wet kisses up my throat. My mind was clouding, losing all its clarity and judgment. He began to suck on a spot, just below my ear, when I pulled back.

"I shouldn't." My eyes were still shut, as I shook my head gently. Harry rubbed soft circles, his hands still on my waist.

"Why?" He breathed, using his finger to lift my chin so I had no choice but to look deep into his eyes. His pretty green eyes.

I knew that in some way, I'd ruined every relationship I'd ever had. I was terrified that taking this step with Harry would mean everything would crumble.

"I...I ruin everything. I'll ruin this...I'll ruin you."

He chuckled, flashing his teeth with a grin. I could feel his breathing on my face, as I sat almost on his lap.

"Then ruin me baby."

The beat of the song dropped, and I knew I couldn't hold back any longer. I finally attached our lips, and fully sat onto Harry's lap, feeling a small amount of relief.