15."Please come back"

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Shehnaaz

"How do you know him?" Why Sidharth wanted to know this.
I didn't asked him how he knows Sanjay.

"Tum..." I was about to say something when my phone rang taking all our attention.
It was flashing Aditya.

Sidharth's eyes once moved on the screen and then back at me.

His eyes were depicting something that was hard to understand.
My phone again rang and this time he took a step back giving me some space.

I answered the call saying I am coming soon.
From the corner of my eyes I saw Sidharth blowing a cigarette and leaving the place hurriedly.

This man is really out of my understanding.
He didn't even looked once at me while leaving.

I sighed and left from there.
But during my whole ride in the car I was thinking about him only.

He has made an unauthorized possession my thoughts.
And the surprising thing is, I feel it right.
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Sidharth moved towards his car and rested his hand on its gate looking downwards for few seconds taking long breaths.
He was missing someone badly.

He needed to vent out his emotions buy he never wanted it.

He showed everyone that he was strong but deep down he had lot of injuries that needed to be healed.

He sits in the car and fastly moves out of that place.
It was a lonely road.
The weather was becoming cloudy.

Cold winds were flowing touching his skin through the open windows of the car.
Raindrops had started descending down.

He stopped the car with a jerk.
His was angry, frustrated and most importantly in pain.

He comes out of the car and banged the door loudly.
Lighting up a cigarette he inhaled it, trying to finish it in one breath.

His mind was not at peace.
He sat on the bonnet of the car looking at the sky.

Rain was getting heavier but it seems to have no effect on him.
His eyes were only fixed at stars.

Tears started flowing down from his eyes along with raindrops.

His tears were mixed in raindrops making it difficult to understand, is the rain heavy or his tears.

He was cursing his fate for all the miseries in his life.

Sometimes we just pay for our undone mistakes.

His mom and dad!!
They were not with him.
They had left him long ago.

The pain he had buried inside his heart for so long , today made its way out.

The siner who committed this sin was standing right in front of him.
He had no guilt or regret.

But he was not known to the fact that soon his life will become hell.
They will pay for every sin they committed.

There's always a punishment for every mistake.

Rain was getting heavier but Sidharth was not even budging from his place.
Cold winds were striking against his warm skin.

Finally he got down from the bonnet of the car but only to take out a bottle of alcohol.

Taking the bottle, he climbed on the car and sat on the top of it.
He opened the bottle from his mouth.

His phone was continuously ringing in his car but he was too lost to notice.

" Mom, dad I miss you so much. Why did you go away from me. I was not that bad then why did you leave me.

You know na that I love you sooo much. Please come back, please." His tears were flowing continuously.

He was sobs were aloud and he was suffering.
His parents were killed and he had not done anything for them yet!

He was only a child when they left.
He had no one with him.

Ofcourse Jay was there but he was not enough.

No one can fulfill the vacant place of parents in our lives.

We can find another reason to live for, but that place always remain the way it is.

He drank the whole bottle in one go.
When the bottle emptied, he threw it on the ground breaking it in millions of pieces of glass.

" Dekho, mom dad, meri life aisi hi hai aapke bina. Inn tukdo ko sametkar jodne wala koi nahi hai.
Aur mai khud, inhe jodna chahta nahi."
He laughed mockingly at his statement.

He wanted his life now this way only.
As it was needed to punish who are responsible for all this in his life.

"Ahhhhhhhh" he screamed on the top of his lungs and lied there only on top of the car , in the rain, with the pain.
The pain which can not be healed.

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Yrr I am not in a state of writing after watching the trailer of bbb3😄

It is so beautiful and amazing🤘.

And Sidharth, his acting is next level.
He has nailed it totally and it is really beyond my expectations.
I had expected it will be good but it is super good yrr 😍😘✨

If the trailer is this good , I am wondering how fucking great the series will be🔥🔥

If anybody hasn't watched it yet, go watch it now. I am sure you would love it as it is a treat to your eyes✨🔥

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