Infinitely Yours (Completed)

Epilogue part 2

This is probably the longest chapter I made in my entire life. Enjoy!

Epilogue

When I was younger, my dream in life was to be an astronaut. I seriously want to see all the planets personally and up close. I want to count all the stars possible. See the milky way, shooting stars and even spaceships roaming around the galaxy. I was obviously not afraid of the fact that the universe is a massive and endless place. I wasn't scared even though I used to believe in aliens, too.

Silly, right? Ewan. Yun ang gusto ko eh.

But as time passed by, lumalaki ako, madaming naeexperience at nagiging mature na mag isip. I realize na may mas hilig akong gawin.. and that's doing maths.

I was in grade 6 ng madiscover ko ang hobby ko sa pagsosolve ng mga equations and teachers would praise me because I'm always top in math. Sobrang proud ko sa sarili ko.

Nung highschool ako, my classmates and friends started choosing what course will they take for college. Mostly would say, "hindi pa ako sure eh." or "matagal pa naman.". Pero kung ako ang tinatanong nila, I would say Engineering right away.

While we are talking about our future, my friend opened up about her relationship with her 5 month boyfriend. She said na sobrang saya daw palagi nya pag magkasama sila. I asked, "Anong klaseng saya? Yung sayang pang matagalan o yung tipong pansamantala?".

It took time for her to think. But she said, "Kelangan pa ba nun? Basta, masaya."

I nodded. She also included that a perfect relationship consist of a perfect boyfriend and girlfriend.. but I disagree. Maaaring sa math, oo. Pero sa love, malayong malayo sa perpekto.

Perfect guy + perfect girl ≠ perfect relationship.

First of all, walang perpektong tao. Kahit libutin mo pa ang buong mundo kakahanap, wala kang makikitang taong walang kapintasan. Lahat tayo ay may kahinaan, kakulangan at insecurities.

Pangalawa, kahit sa relasyon, wala ding perpekto dahil lahat ng mag kasintahan ay nag aaway, may hindi pagkaka unawaan at tampuhan. Pag nakakita ka ng couple na never pa nag away, aba, abnormal yan.

At pangatlo, ganito talaga ang buhay eh. Learn to accept. Dadaan at dadaan talaga tayo sa yugto ng hindi pagkakaunawaan kasi sa totoo lang, let's be honest here, kayo ba ng partner mo ay parehas na parehas ang ugali? Hindi diba? Kaya normal lang ang pag aaway. Nasa nature na yan.

Nginitian ko yung kaibigan ko. I therefore conclude that:

Trust + love = not perfect, but a relationship that lasts.

Yan lang ang sikreto sa pangmatagalan na samahan. Walang perfect perfect, walang ideal guy/girl, basta may tiwala ang isa't isa, posibleng tumagal ang relasyon.

Ngumiti pabalik ang kaibigan ko at niyapos ako ng hindi ko inaasahan.

Ang bilis ng panahon, ngayon college na ako at graduating na next year sa kursong ginusto ko.

Life is too short. Narealize ko na hindi lahat ng bagay na gusto natin ay makukuha natin. Kelangan nating natanggapin ang katotohanan na hindi lahat ay nakalaan para sayo. Hindi lahat ng inaasahan mong mangyayare ay matutupad.

Enjoy life to the fullest. Accept things, learn from them. And if the oppurtunity awaits, grap it. Take lang ng take ng risk. Who cares kung may kokontra? Who cares kung may hindi sasangayon? This is our life at walang ibang pwede kang diktahan kundi ang mga sarili natin.

Happiness is a choice. Kung yun ang makakapagpasaya sayo, then go. Keep in mind that at the end of the day, we should first love ourselves.

It's okay to be selfish sometimes, trust me. That's not a big deal. Maging sa life, love, friends.. dapat sarili muna natin ang iniisip natin. Dapat happiness muna natin bago ang iba.